ROOF

I took you back to my room ,you stood in front of me, 
and I didn't know what to do..

Ft @lilxlotus

I Lost My Virginity In A Psychiatric Hospital Ft.LIL LOTUS  (prod. Lonnell Suave)

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by ronnie scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Anywhere but My Arms ft. YungJZAisDead (Prod. DJ KHALED'S SON)

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im good at being lonely cant u tell

take me away
far from this place
where the dead lay
dug my own grave

yea im hoppin out the all black hearse that i died to get in again

yea im bleeding from my mouth think i went on a killing spree again

wolves feeding on the undead corpses
paranoia running thru my veins
you can find my heart in the place
where i dug my grave

watch the moon fall down from the sky now its crashing in the waves
wanna close my eyes i dont ever wanna fucking be awake

think they found me
demons all around me
i feel drowsy
mind is getting cloudy
lil bitch sayin that she down for me
took her in the back seat
screaming like a banshee

dug my own grave!

im trying </3 Ft. Lil Raven (Prod. 4evr)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

Stream on Spotify

panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

Run from you

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

u never gave me a chance
to explain the reason why i gave it up
over and over i gave u chances but u fucked it up
never again will i make the same mistake twice
open your eyes
say your goodbyes

im awake at night again
i feel like this fight will never end
i been fighting all these battles inside of my head
back wood ash all over my bed

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

im up in the clouds today
i jus wanna fly away
every night
i turn down the lights
and waste my life away

no suicide
i dont wanna die
i think ill be fine today

she riding high
see it in her eyes
she wanna be mine today

i lay awake and i think about how all this time passed
decaying at 19 got open wounds all over my back
im lookin for love but dont kno where the fuck i could find that
im sick of the bullshit and fakes u kno i had to fight back

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

wait! [prod. 4evr]

visual: https://youtu.be/BfWg9xqvKRQ

prod. @4evrgone + @ripsquadd

they jus wana see the tears roll down my face
but im tryna live a good life everyday
i stay thinkin bout the shit that i cant change
its bringing me down

turn the lights off
i can see wit my eyes closed
wait for me until nightfall
are u feeling me now

all these thoughts r jus data
or maybe im faded
i see the future lookin bright
the past can be blinding
its a reminder
i wont do the same shit twice

she tryna fuck cus im famous
its driving me crazy
lust and greed inside your eyes
everyone sayin fuck me
but they bitch tryna touch me
keep my heart encased in ice now

they jus wana see the tears roll down my face
but im tryna live a good life everyday
i stay thinkin bout the shit that i cant change
its bringing me down

turn the lights off
i can see wit my eyes closed
wait for me until nightfall
are u feeling me now

i cannot change all the days that i fucked up
if u knock me down thats a bet ill be back up
ur wasting ur days dwelling on this pain
this is a moment of time that you wont ever see again

hold me down forever
i can feel the weight like gravity
wont you just meet me half way

they jus wana see the tears roll down my face
but im tryna live a good life everyday
i stay thinkin bout the shit that i cant change
its bringing me down

turn the lights off
i can see wit my eyes closed
wait for me until nightfall
are u feeling me now

good life [prod. 4evr + lusi]

frozen soul (feat. fats'e)

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

good life [prod. 4evr + lusi]

shinigami

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