I've never fucked with a groupie that's why I feel this

@lyez lmao good idea I also have tatts (in the face and on my arms) but Im only 15 and much people judge me

used to cut my wrist with a razorblade now i cant pick which designer ima wear today

Sad times

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Spyro <3 PS2 (Prod by Foxwedding)

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

I took you back to my room ,you stood in front of me, 
and I didn't know what to do..

Ft @lilxlotus

I Lost My Virginity In A Psychiatric Hospital Ft.LIL LOTUS  (prod. Lonnell Suave)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
// Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy/
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

i will never be a memory @4evrgone 2/14/18

let the rain drop down on your wedding gown
let the blood taint the purity of fairy tales
crystals dancing in the air falling to the ground
light shining hrough my heart i dont make a sound

used to cut my wrist with a razorblade
now i cant pick which designer ima wear today
raf simons, hidden characters, and yohji
wish i could go back in time and kill the old me

bitch im plottin on whoever wanna kill me
masamune on my back you should fear me
filth raining from the heavens now its gloomy
demons running thru the streets like a movie
my bitch look just like an angel when she fuckin me
im not fuckin w these groupies dont be touchin me
all my brothers in the stars gloin up with me
do you really think i care if you dont fuck w me

download

i will never be a memory (prod. 4evr)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

rnrn (prod 4evr x shini)

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

happy holidays -love santagami

this christmas i got bitches always hittin my phone
but they dont give a fuck ab me they jus kno that im on
i hear the sleigh bells ringin as im singin this song
i just wanna say im sorry for all that i did wrong

all i got up on my wishlist is someone tht will stay
like why the fuck everyone leave me at the end of the day
feel like a doll behind the glass cus my whole lifes on display
snowflakes dancing on my backwood riding low in the sleigh

i hate this time of year cus nothing ever feels the same
memories of better days
getting harder to explain
why i stay awake at night
and go to sleep during the day
feel like rudolph when they didnt let him play no reindeer games

ho ho hoes all under my mistletoe
ice cold smoke baby u already kno
north pole kush got me higher than santa
lean in my eggnog ion fuck w fanta

christmas in jersey [prod. hector vae]

yeah i need it when i tell you 
yeah i need it when i tell you
yeah i need it when i tell you
tell you 

what the fuck phone broke on the pavement
dub my woes left those in the basement
break my fall when calls turn evasive
friend or foe can't tell feeling jaded

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

WHAT THA FUCK
PHONE BROKE ON THA PAVEMENT
DUB MY WOES
LEFT THOSE IN THA BASEMENT
BREAK MY FALL
WHEN CALLS TURN EVASIVE
FRIEND OR FOE
CAN'T TELL FEELING JADED
x2

ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

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vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

i will never be a memory (prod. 4evr)

shinigami

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