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Clock on

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

luna coming soon

lyrics:

i lie here awake at night

so stressed out cant shut my eyes

cry about how fast time flies

forever after

heartless im hollow inside

tears shine bright like the night sky

i cant stay im just passing by

forever after

theres nothing left
dont love that bitch i just wanted the neck
no money no hoes got no reason to flex
remember all that fuckin time that i spent
tryna get that bitch out of my head

i still hate myself yea not that much has changed
im wondering why nothing has been the same
since back in the days
when life wasnt grey

i cant do this anymore
might pass out on the floor
please dont knock on my door
when you dont hear from me anymore

days are passing by and things will be alright
the darkness is alive i cannot find the light
with blood shot eyes i stay inside
im hoping i can stay the night

holding on to nothing
hoping i can make it something
i waste my time by chasing ghosts
and its me i let down the most

all i am is skin and bone

rather stay in bed alone

restless legs i shiver cold

and lie awake forever after

we hope our sorrows end and that our hearts will blend
im hoping everything works out before the end
so here i lie under the night
maybe our paths are intertwined

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forever after 💜

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LYRICS:

 Playing with my head is too much
Laying in this bed is too hard without you
Everyday I'm getting too drunk 
Try to numb the pain so I don't think about you

But I never wanted to feel this alone in my life 
Take you for granted and push all my loved ones aside 

I'm staring at the floor
I'll just drink some more
Try to numb the pain
Yea baby I just need that

And time plays tricks all in my head 
Remember what you said  
Maybe I could change
Yea maybe I could be that

LIL LOTUS - Alone [prod. nedarb]

luna has risen

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i wake up every morning thinking way back when
the days are growing longer
but im not getting stronger

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

growing up
time moves faster
than i can
sick an tired
of lying
to myself

i cannot fucking stand this
im sick of fucking standing
on my own
on my phone
without a fucking purpose

and yeah i hope its worth it
you know im fucking hurting 
i think that i deserve this
(i know that i deserve this)

i wake up every morning thinking way back when
i felt like i was nothing
i turned it into something

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

luna

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night terrors 🌔

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Pierce The Veil - Today I Saw The Whole World Acoustic (Bonus Track)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

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where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

no samples / with love, @4evrgone + 93 <3

I went dry
Fucking giving chances
Lord knows
Bloods old
On my fucking mattress
Hands cold
No hope in us ever lasting
Old souls
Still prone to infatuation

You'll hit me up
say what's up
Hope you're ok,
Ok
Gotta go about my damn day
Yeah Shits changed

Try to sleep
Really late at night
Guess it's morning
Toss & turning
Guess u hurt me

I guess you hurt me x3

hmu say wsup hope ur ok, ok w/ 4evr

Creep Prod Kryptik

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

i dont wanna talk you not day ones
i been all alone for a month long
i turn off my phone you cant hit me up
i do my drugs alone cuz im cashed as fuck
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i OD in the foyer
i been wasting all of this time just thinking
complacent about my life routes im taking
im facing all my demons with the same name
at least they all look at me the same
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i od in the foyer

night terrors 🌔

shinigami

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