can't believe it's almost been 6 fucking years..

I WANT YOU WANT YOU WANT MY VOICE TO HARM YOU.

someone sad quarantine vibes, they fax af😔🥱

No one likes this in such a nostalgic way like me.

this is pure nostalgia right here this got me thru highschool

No Shit

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wondering [whereubeen]

i shouldn't look back w/ scum & lil lotus [prod fats'e]

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

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apathy w/ guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

Freaky Friday.

Burgos - Drugs All Night (Prod. Idealism)

prod. @jakkyboi

lyrics:

(scum)
so run far, you’ll never be exactly where you wanna be
it’s alright, it’s okay, the nightmares will all  fade 
i just gotta get it going 
time feels so frozen 
when i’m alone i feel so broken 
like what’s the point of hoping 

the trees and leaves they all start to change 
stuck in my head i still feel the same 
stuck in the ways of the past

(fantasy camp)
I don’t want this moment to ever end
Cuz I’ve been here waiting forever
And I know you won’t be here in the morning
But I still hang on to that feeling
When I’m alone I think back to the time
Where we talked on the phone till we slept every night
And I know that I’m broken
I know that I’m holding on to nothing but hope
And sometimes I feel hopeless 
But I guess that’s just life
We fuck up sometimes
I could never blame you for walking away from it

nightmares w/ fantasy camp (prod. jakkyboi)

00:00 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - ready set go
02:11 @imsoalone - I try
04:49 @robinlucious - memories that last
07:31 @olly-raps - Need Someone
10:35 @demxntia - I Don't Wanna Miss U
13:23 @lilithisgone - 48 Days (ft. @shaedelea)
16:24 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - for how long?
17:59 @nothingnowheremusic - to be you
19:59 @ohsobrkn - sorry im not the person you wanted me to be
22:50 @powfu - nothing matters (ft. Qawi Kamri)
25:43 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - leaves
28:17 @cloudhighcomeup - you don't like him
30:32 @nothingnowheremusic - cement
34:44 @kinshii - Silhouettes
37:30 @nocape - too many times
40:18 @kuplag - how love sounds (and I fell for you) (ft. @bromaz)
43:49 @eidolon-seeker - The Angel of Sleepy Hollow
46:28 @the-sarcastic-ashole - Losing Time
47:50 @powfu - I know you're not happy

i will never forget the day we met

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

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