Fuck man, i love coming back to my soundcloud sad boy play, hearing this reminds me of a tough time in my life

You had to be there when this dropped .....

luna has risen

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lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

luna

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sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

[VERSE 1]
When every thought brings so much pain.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna feel anything.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna change.
Something in my brain,
Telling me to hate.
All I ever say,
I don't wanna change.
Something In my brain,
Won't go away.

[CHORUS]
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
Lay in it.
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
Ill lay in it.

[VERSE 2]
Backpacked on my own,
rather be fucked up all alone,
Airplane mode on my iPhone,
Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known,
But I know that...
Everyone that I believed in was holding me back,
Matter of fact,
I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked,
I got off track,
Don't wanna do it by myself,
But I don't want no help,
The only way's to runaway
and write a story to tell.

[SPOKEN WORD]
Made a promise that I'd love myself
And a promise that I'd break it.
Made a promise that I'd get better 
And a promise that I'd fake it.
Promised myself that I'd give it up,
Give up everything you hated.
Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it.

[CHORUS X3]

deathbed

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family
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https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

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little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

miss u haven't met u tho

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

fats'e - cut me off

familypet - hurt ur feelings

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

shinigami

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