This song means so much to me was the song i used to sing to my gf 2 years ago before she was my gf and god i miss her so much now man

this shit hurts to listen to 💔 but atthe same time it helps me so much 

I paint myself in shades of gray that no one esle can see 

A flicker of the light is all it takes to just believe 

@teenpregnancy
@yung-jza-shawty

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butterfly kisses [w/ teenpregnancy + yungjzaisdead]

prod. @tomorrow

lyrics:
yeah i see you called back
i cant even check that
need a couple months back
i cant even cop that
pull up then get pushed back
i cant even hate that
tears up on my paycheck
i cant even blame that

falling to the bottom of the things that i regret
ignoring all my problems as the grow
im feeling best with drugs up in my system
cuz my man ive been depressed
ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember

crush a pill
break it down
wrap a bill
walk around
with my crown
on my face
i dont smile
only frown
sad boy until i die
kinda hope it ends tonight
tryna find a better life
my hearts been broken a couple of times
my minds still stuck in a pit that she dug
i still smoke blunts
roll em up, and i tuck
my team give way too much of a fuck
my girl dont really care enough
said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same
thats the only way i know
i guess you think lifes just a game

wish that i could grow some wings
id spread them out and fly away
picking pedals off of flowers 
lay them all across my grave
no one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain
i fill mine up with contradictions 
try and smoke away the pain
im so obsessed with bigger pictures
cant just settle for the life i got
thats what ive taught
thats how i brought
these lessons ive forgot
youd think id learn
but still i make the same mistakes
i guess thats whats so comfortable
so i wont even check my phone

Follow me <3

tears on my paycheck (prod. tomorrow)

occam's razor

the anatomy of a razorblade

blood stains

skin deep w/ jay vee

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

I been dippin in and out
This bag like all day
Surprised I didn’t OD
I know that’s fucked up
Sometimes wish that it was me
And that he woke up
To be honest I’m just
tryina keep my chin up
Otherwise the waves will cast another fossil
Otherwise I’ll end how I never want to
Feel the pressure getting stronger
But I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all 
Because I have to

I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

93FEETOFSMOKE - thru it all (prod. Reaper)

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

skin deep w/ jay vee

shinigami

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