C’est l’histoire d’un amour qu’on a trop voulu sauver, jusqu’à s’y perdre.
Entre doutes, regrets et espoir qui s’effrite, ce morceau parle de ces moments où tout déraille, où l’on ne sait plus si on avance ou si on coule.
Un cri du cœur, sincère, pour tous ceux qui ont déjà aimé jusqu’à se brûler.

Amnésie profonde

Lotus killed it , check out his music <3
https://m.soundcloud.com/lilxlotus/sets

'We may never meet again , but we'll never forget eachother' 

Artwork by @Evanxflow
Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Getting Worse ft. Lil Lotus (Prod. Zippy)

this is me fm updating the description in 2024 what up

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rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

sunrise and my eyes hurt
i'll lie here on fire
won't cry
don't need help now
you're fine
somewhere else now

5am comes quick
how did it get this far
laying here
shedding tears in the dark
i'm divided in my mind now
should i make it right now
should i even try now
or should i let it white out
lay down on my stomach
cus i feel real sick
i've been a real dick
know i gotta change shit
i really hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this bed
this bed

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

it was just you and me
in love at 17
you took my breath away
now i can barely breathe
i love to go without
and you love going out
but i'm still wondering
saying where are you now
oh baby, baby i love you like crazy
though i can't help you
i hope you can save me
oh baby, baby i need you like crazy
oh won't you save me
the distance, it pains me

see me in my dreams love
so i can sleep some
toss and turn all night cus you're not by my side, yeah
hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

wish you were inside this bed
wish you were inside this bed

@jvbeats666

in my dreams i just stand there shaking

think im better off never waking again

toxic [prod. jay vee]

you know i want it so bad
but i could never go back
things always change its so sad
but im sure that you know that

blood stains all over my off whites
ice cold smoke give u frostbite
baby we both been so sad
feel like everything has been so bad

remember way back
smoking on the weekends
broken bottles

running from the demons

falling out the backseat window
now i think im stuck in limbo

i know this isnt what you asked for
take my hand and rot away with me
you crossed my heart now youre stuck with me

thinking of ways i
could get it all back
dont wanna fallback
ill never back track

thinking of ways i
could get my soul back
scratches on my back
my vision turns black

spirits take over my mind
yea it happens all the time
stuck in a world i dont know
everyone left me behind

so bad [prod. dylan brady]

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-better-me-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
production/mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

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Better Me (feat. guccihighwaters)

i redid it so i dont feel so bad about posting it. luv u.
beat by LXVE - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWouqy0lObxP_6kKIZvIiDg

voodoo [remastered]

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

SPOTIFY

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

i try
to keep the things that i feel hidden inside
it looks like everythings alright from the outside looking in
outside looking in

i cried
when i walked away from you it didnt feel right
now im back inside the place where time just flies by
watching shooting stars explode into the night sky

maybe everything will be fine if i jus stay here for the night
where did all the time go
used to spend my days in ur bed like it was my room
now im wide awake and i have nowhere else to hide to

walking between all the street lights
babygirl u kno its my time
one wrong turn and its all over
ill never forget this octobers

wrist slit from the diamond cuts
bitch im drained as fuck
i could never give a fuck
i feel like im bladee
red lights in the distance
i been off them sad blunts
never passed a piss test

shooting stars! [prod. jay vee]

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

could have been

Produced by @user-949132137
Featuring @kammichaelmusic and @beabadoobee

Out on Spotify and Apple etc.

God can heal anything & everything

so bad [prod. dylan brady]

shinigami

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