i miss making music...
@prod_promise <3

lyrics:

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

let me ask why
i thought there was meaning in all of this time
fading visage barely forms
of your face in the storm
ill find my way through the rain
but you dont want to talk
and i cant ever walk away
i just want it all okay?
would you hear what i have to say?
you're all i know
ill lose myself if you go
if you go

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

give me a reason

give me a reason (promise)

quick one :p
prod me and xtasane
i love you all<3

lyrics:

im not talking bout myself if i dont know ya
try and convince yourself that im the fucking worst one
how u threaten me we both know you aint do nun
pretend like your so fucking special man i been numb
im going places i dont need no fucking background
and your a snowflake dont pretend like im an asshole
how can u treat yourself if u dont know ur controls
cant take u serious when u flexing with ur brand clothes XD

lil bro im sorry but our life keeps going on
if u still cant take the pressure then ill show u how to cope
you need all of these people bitch i do this on my own
it took a while to mention but you turned into a clone

like you dont even know what to say bout me
besides that i crashed my bike?
how the fuck can u be so weird
when we talked last time and u seemed alright
all your friends bouta disappear
and its not my fault that they pick my side
how the fuck can u be so ass
like be for real are u skipping class?

why the fuck are your friends not honest with you like waaaaaaa
cant even get a fucking placement with me like NAAAAAH
pull up on me and ill take your life bitch
ur fucking dumb
begging me all day for my preset
but ur getting none
x2

like nobody knows who u are?
like buddy your not going far?
you think about me every night
just keep my name out of your mouth

didn't like you from the start bitch
now i hate you even more
gonna keep making fun about you
till its not even fun no more
dont pretend like ur really about it
man ill kick down your fucking door
call me broke bitch but i doubt it
gonna drink on whatever u pour :p

pull up to my addy then
i can even wait till ten
talking on my shit that u dont know
how the fuck do you even have friends?
dont even know what u want from me
why the fuck did you pretend
all of your words making no sense
i dont even care what they all ment
x2

(outro)

why the fuck are your friends not honest with you like waaaaaaa
cant even get a fucking placement with me like NAAAAAH
pull up on me and ill take your life bitch
ur fucking dumb
begging me all day for my preset
but ur getting none

honest (me, xtasane)

the exit of goodbyes

prod. injury
major creds to @victxrw

and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

and you never cared as much as i did
for just this once can you please be honest

no
everytime i get up i seem to slip
so leave me alone
im always falling for the same old tricks

so im face down again
am i at fault
im face down again
am i always wrong
im face down again
did you catch my fall
im face down again and again
and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

so i cant fix you now 
feel the blood drip down
i'll hold onto my crown
so make it worth my while
its not fair 
you dont care
im trying to make sense of it all
its not fair 
u dont care
it feels like im meant to fall
 
i feel so drained
why cant you change
it feels the same 
same old day
  
i cant break away
i feel so insane
it feels like the same old day

im face down again
am i at fault
im face down again
am i always wrong
im face down again
did you catch my fall
im face down again and again
and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

love withdrawals

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

love withdrawals [injury]

s/o neohn 

i hope you listen to this

lyrics;

yea i want u and yk that but u cannot change ur mind :((
i feel like that ive been thru it but i keep on switchin sides :/
all those times u used to hold me
yea they bury me alive
yea they keep me up at night
yea  im doomed to lose this fight

i feel bad inside this skin of mine :(
yk id rather die x.x
got me walkin to my grave
yea i hope youre satisfied
i cant change the shit i did 
but i hope that youre alright
yea n i cant trust my thoughts while im cryin out at night

i will never switch up im js walking away
bae ik youre done w me u dont feel the same
got me questioning my worth
yea u got me insane
feel like i was js an option for you
tell me im safe
imma stack up, got my glock right to my hip yea
tellin me that im insane, yea bitch ill nvr fckn switch upp
imma end like kurt cobain yea if u keep this attitude up
on my left i got my shoota
yea why dont u make a move yea

yea i want u and yk that but i cannot change ur mind :((
i feel like that ive been thru it but i keep on switchin sides :/
all those times u used to hold me
yea they bury me alive
yea they keep me up at night
yea  im doomed to lose this fight

i feel bad inside this skin of mine :(
yk id rather die x.x
got me walkin to my grave
yea i hope youre satisfied
i cant change the shit i did 
but i hope that youre alright
yea n i cant trust my thoughts while im cryin out at night

feeling used (neohn)

me n @ilyporo heartbroke gangggg 
shoutout @decago n @yashio20k !
lyrics:

@haunted_sad
u left me here n im not sleeping
u were the one that gave my life a reason
yeah u were the one that tore my heart to pieces
i wanna sleep forever i wanted 2 jus cry
u were the one 4 me u made me feel damn alright
but when u left theres this hole in my life
left me hollow bby i jus wanted 2 die

u left me in my head with all this regret :(( 
u left this hole bby jus in my life
thought we were a harmony ? thought id be alright
told me we were forever but now ur gone
u cant take back all the words u fkn said 
u wished me a terrible life yeah im wishin i was dead
ur laughing with him but i didnt care anymore
doesnt fkn matter cause imma die anyways (ill make sure its fatal ongg w)

@ilyporo
i knew u would lie
okay its fine :/
leave me here 
let me die
lie down (in my sorrow)
bet u think u won
left ur emotions aside 
but Im pretty sure u will never be happy as u were 

i was the right one
(the only one)
even tho u manage to fool me
ur worlds blew my head like a gun
cant take it back
ur pure evil...cruelty

@haunted_sad
u cant take back all the words u said 2 me
i treated u like u were jus my family
i cared for u i gave u a fucking home.
im goin back i wish i never met her

ucanttakebackallthewordsusaid w/ilyporo (decago + yashio)

"no defense" produced by @spaceboyry & me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

(Lyrics)

(counter)
Take my breath away,
I can’t ignore that it was us till death, remember when we swore?
It’s hurt me as you left you dropped both of our hearts to the floor, someone has to clean up
Cause the fragments of us from before 
mattered to me so I can’t afford to lose you again, It makes no sense.
I trusted you with no defense.

(s0lemn)
ion wana change ill die where im at ,
drop another pill im high where im at 
outside where u at ?
i was feelin 4 u til i got attached ,
would it evr b the same if i came back ?
wait , ion want that
nevr told u wat i wanted2 
im js sry tht i lost u .
i think ima back down . i feel like im fading 
im tellin u rn ,ik tht u h8 me
i promise 2 let go , the second u save me
im falling 2 slow , i wish i was faking .

(counter)
Sent a text and I called but I still got nothing.
I’m so confused girl my heads still buzzing.
I try to not care, but the pain keeps crushing me.
Why would you leave?
Believe in me.

no defense w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry + counter)

prod @decago n @yashio20k

thank u @hartfxlt for the ft

@haunted_sad

i tried 4 u ig it didnt matter too
yeah im sad im holed up in my fkn room
im having nightmares i cnt even sleep at night
i let my heart baby fkn evry night

yeah i thought baby that u were jus my remedy
i believed all the lies u fed me.
yeah i jus rly tried to show up 4 u
i know im the bad guy think i hate me 2 :)) 
yeah ur the one that me fkn hate myself
all these thoughts bby they're jus getting too damn loud
u cnt erase u cnt take back what u fucking did
so ill take the knife and think that ill end my life
inhaling toxins jus tryna forget u
im falling asleep bby with my fkn eyes open
i was a fool to ever call u my fucking home.
yeah ur the one that fkn betrayed me

@hartfxlt


@haunted_sad
u were the one tht damn betrayed me
u cant take back all the words u said 2 me..
U WERE THE ANGEL BABY FROM MY NIGHTMARES

i cant go back baby i cant restart
i-i got all these scars displayed on my arm
all this damage tht u did to my heart
u pushed me astray u pushed me jus so far
at least i knew baby that we'd never last together
going back in time iwishinvrmether
yeah i jus get away i stay up evrynight
u left me bleeding red bby i jus see no end in sight

ibetrayedmyself4u w/hartfxlt (decago + yashio)

prod @2rel

@2minok0
i dont cry much but imma lose it
told me to die once and that im useless
and i cant forget 
all that shit you said
you stuffed it in my head
im like please just stop you took everything i got 
did you really mean it? or was it nothing?
cause now im bleedin and im on something

@starrynn
and its not your love that im feeling 
dont know what ive done, can you heal me?
i keep on falling down cause everything is getting too much
i dont do much, guess i never knew much 
i knew nothing bout this pain 
always feel it in my brain 
but it never feels the same, no
got so much shit up on my plate
i been hoping for a break
someone make it go away now

@2minok0
im like please just stop you took everything i got 
did you really mean it? or was it nothing?
cause now im bleedin and im on something

@xayaroth
you were so close 
but your so far to me 
got me rushing 
babe ur so hard to see
and babe i miss u 
wanna be with u
can u feel my heart now?
cannnot be apart now 
i know ur pride is so down 
i know that u love me 
do u hear my voice shout
tell me that theres no doubt 
tell me that u love me 
and let our life sprout

so close w/ ryn + seesick (rel)

sorry for being gone all the time im really trying to get better

@prodfeature, @yashio20k <3

lyrics:

tell you everything man i wish u understood me
never take my word but u still say that u trust me?
break all of our contact i dont want you to love me
everyday i wake up and i realise that im lonely
(AaaAAAA)
you never cared about me anyways
tell me thats its all my fault, but theres no way that ill change :p
u cant pretend to be in love if u still dont like my face
and there is nothing we can do cuz in my head its not okay

why is everybody always tryna leave up on my sight
i thought i was telling the truth but guess im never fucking right
i try to keep u on a leash so you would make it thru the night
tried to show u something new but still my head is full of spite
i know i got a shitty past but im still trying to exist
and if u keep on talking down then ima put u on the list
i tried to show love in my words but always ends up into gifts
and when i try to talk about it then theres words u like to twist

and honestly im kinda getting sick and fucking tired
cuz i been putting so much effort but i still cant say im fine
i got a couple people telling me that i should rather die
if u keep pushing me again then i will fucking end my life
cuz everything u said to me has put me on the verge
and i cant say that its your fault cuz i dont want to see you hurt
theres so much in the way but its my heart thats getting burned
i really wish that i moved on but theres like no one in this world

and i dont wanna second guess all of the things i do
i thought i was the only one well guess im number two
your stuck inside my head like your some fucking sort of glue
and if i had a chance there is so much i would redo

but i cannot get away x8 <3

i can't get away (feature, yashio)

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the exit of goodbyes

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