Trying something new.... Free to use!  Someone PLEASE make a song out of this. All I ask is that you show me what you make, send it to ihopborders@gmail.com

Burned Bridges

As always, free to use for all non-commercial purposes.

Hot Potato

I made this a while ago but hadn't uploaded it. Free to use for non-commercial purposes only.

Star Gazer

I couldn't sleep, so I took out my Push and...bam! Free for all non-commercial purposes only.

Freaky Friday

Awkward Advances

After months of inactivity I finally got out the gear and pressed some keys...

I'll Be Back

Was messing around and made this. First song I've made in almost a year. 

Astronaughty

I'm bbbbaaaaccckkkk. Free download for all non commercial purposes ONLY.

Cereal For Dinner

I'm back! 

Lyrics: 

They ask me, "Hoppy when you
Gonna drop some new heat?
It's been over a year"
Sorry but  I've hit rock bottom
And it's colder in here
So progress has been slower than feared
But I'm back and ready to spit 
Some fire that'll earn me the name
Scorcher of ears

So please pardon me for my long hiatus
But it’s hard to be creative
When everything around you seems so heinous
And you’re in stasis inside the radius
of misery for what seems like ages

But the fire inside still rages
So I fill the pages
Of my notepad with a passion
I hope is contagious now
I feel like I could take a punch from the greatest

In his prime and come out unscathed
The paths I walked have never been paved
The lessons I’ve learned are now engraved
In my soul and mind and my ideals 
I’ve never betrayed


Don't Call It A Comeback

A bilingual song! So my parents have a song of mine they can listen to. :P Lyrics coming soon.

Este Camino

I wrote this song during the darkest days of my life. It's probably the saddest song I have ever written/made. Hopefully it helps someone out there also struggling with mental illness though, and that way I will know that what I went through was worth something. Recorded when I was hella sick, so sorry if I sound a little funny. 

Lyrics: 

I feel like I was broken at a young age
The pain changed but never fully went away
Most days it's a dull ache 
But it flares up when the skyline's gray
Stuck in a cage with no chance to escape
When it takes all my energy just 
To keep the demons at bay
Stuck in a cage with no chance to escape
Who or what can take me from today? 

I don’t understand the way I feel 
Walking around with wounds that might never ever heal
I blend into the crowd, keeping me concealed
But upon close examination the truth will be revealed
I’m different...than all these other humans
They look so sure of their each and every movement
While I have no idea, what the hell I’m doing
So I’m stuck, living in these ruins
I work so hard but I see no improvement 

Oh,  I'm sick of dreaming
I want a world I can believe in
Not one that I wanna be leaving
4 AM and instead of sleeping
I'm at my demon's nightly meeting…
By the toilet coughing, heaving 
The only meal I’ve had all weekend
Can’t run from what I’m fleeing

I feel like I was broken at a young age
The pain changed but never fully went away
Most days it's a dull ache 
But it flares up when the skyline's gray
Stuck in a cage with no chance to escape
When it takes all my energy just 
To keep the demons at bay"
Stuck in a cage with no chance to escape
How long will it be before I completely break?

Yo, I wake up every day
It always feels the same
The sky’s the blandest shade of gray
Outside this window frame
I brought my inner child out to play
But couldn’t handle the high stakes game
Fell victim to decay, 
Look what it became 
There are things in disarray, all inside my brain
So I guess that you could say
That I'm crazy or insane
So what is on display 
Is my very raw pain
Someone take me away
I can't handle the strain

Oh,  I'm sick of dreaming
I want a world I can believe in
Not one that I wanna be leaving
4 AM and instead of sleeping
I'm at my demon's nightly meeting…
By the toilet coughing, heaving 
The only meal I’ve had all weekend
Can’t run from what I’m fleeing

No, I don't know
What to do or where to go
I've trudged through mud, sleet and snow
So my footsteps have been slow

Oh, I can't see
How I will ever be set free 
Long ago life shackled me
I tried so hard but can't find the key

I'm at the end of my rope
And in the dark side of tunnels
I've lost all hope
While walking through the jungle
Unsteadily I woke to a disturbing rumble
Something inside broke,
I felt it shatter and crumble
Swallowed pride makes me choke
I stutter, I mumble
I try to explain how it feels inside; ugly and hollow
I've tried to find what's missing in the 
Bottom of bottles
And I've been face to face with all 
The problems that followed

Oh,  I'm sick of dreaming
I want a world I can believe in
Not one that I wanna be leaving
4 AM and instead of sleeping
I'm at my demon's nightly meeting…
By the toilet coughing, heaving 
The only meal I’ve had all weekend
Can’t run from what I’m fleeing


4 AM Phenomena

Shout to Boogie Wit Da Hoodie for making his banger. Decided to make a revolutionary/woke version of it. Hope you enjoy it.

Lyrics:
Lord almighty prospects look so dicey
Bitch we drowning
In our debt, bills keep stacking
But  who’s really  counting?
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning
 Took us from our land put us in run down public housing
Made us hate ourselves so we're always doubting
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning

I ride for all my people
Can't go anywhere without ‘em 
If they don't give us our rights
We gonna have to show ‘em our power
Our people are gunned down daily
By them racist coppers
They don't see past my skin color
So duck acting proper
I am the revolution, it's in the way that I live
Our resolution was built surviving crisis after crisis
I'm gon’ make them respect everything about my set
I'm gon tear down the system that puts us in the projects
We go from school to jail, they lock us
Up, but united who can stop us?
I don't just talk for myself, that's why my words are louder
When I open my mouth I speak with the voice of at least a hundred thousand

Lord almighty prospects look so dicey
Bitch we drowning
In our debt, bills keep stacking
But who’s really counting?
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning
Took us from our land put us in run down public housing
Made us hate ourselves so we're always doubting
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning

Just broke the chain that used to bound me
The struggle has caused mi gente to harden
But with the shit they throw at us we cultivated a garden
From the favelas in Rio to the streets of Compton
With the courage of a Spartan 
No we are not sorry
Pull up with an army, their fears I embody
Young, brown, educated Commie, 
Not driven by profit
I ain't Soviet, I'm Native but
I got my comrades
Revolution every day you know we ready for combat
As soon as workers unite they be like
We gotta bomb that
But I ain't afraid even though I ain't tryna be a martyr
I've been working all my life for this and know together we can take it farther


Lord almighty prospects look so dicey
Bitch we drowning
In our debt, bills keep stacking
But who’s really counting?
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning
Took us from our land put us in run down public housing
Made us hate ourselves so we're always doubting
Everywhere that I go it's a light show
I'm surrounded
Bust down bust down bust down bust down bust down bitch we drowning

Drowning (Debt)

It's my birthday so I decided to upload a new song. Although I wrote this song years ago. Here are the lyrics:

I don't understand myself, life is unbelievable
Only a few years ago my family had never even owned a vehicle
I remember falling asleep to lullabies 
Of gangfights and drive-by's 
Yet something about that life was so nice
No sleepless nights, no internal fights
Now that I've moved on in life
Moved to a more secure place,
Somehow I feel less safe 
As if someone took away the sunny days
I don't understand why the hell I feel this way
My mood changes so many times throughout the day
If life isn't so bad then why am I so sad?
I suppose it could be much worse, I could be in Syria
So I really shouldn't complain
Yet there's there's this pain embedded in my brain
I tried hard to remove it,  but no matter what I do, yet it remains

If I'm so good, and excel at this shit...
Then tell me..
Why can't I make a damn hit?
If I'm so amazing and you love me
Then tell me...
Tell me why, I feel so ugly?
If I'm so adored that peeps want to be my homie
Then why....
In the hell do I feel so lonely?
If I'm alive and should be content...
Then why?
Tell why the hell my whole world is bent?

I'm finally getting props, people keep bumping my tracks like
"Heyo, Hop, keep it up with the raps"
Yet I still wish I could take it  allback
Somehow I make the best music, when I'm at my worst
When I'm angry or depressed is when I spit my best verse
I suppose it's a gift, but it's also a curse
I'm at a cross roads, and I don't know what to make of this
I have the mind of a god, and the heart of an atheist
If smart went crazy, then I am the craziest
It's a constant battle, between the genius and madness
Producing greatness out of turmoil and sadness
I have a picture to paint, these beats are my canvas
I wonder, will I ever reach my goal?
The weather outside matches perfectly with what you can find 
Inside my soul
It feels so dark, everything is grey and goddamn cold

If I'm so good, and excel at this shit...
Then tell me..
Why can't I make a damn hit?
If I'm so amazing and you love me
Then tell me...
Tell me why, I feel so ugly?
If I'm so adored that peeps want to be my homie
Then why....
In the hell do I feel so lonely?
If I'm alive and should be content...
Then why?
Tell why the hell my whole world is bent?

I feel out of place, like I don't belong
Don't know how to do anything else, so I pen this song
I suppose people will listen, they might even relate
If what I'm doing is so great then why is there so much hate?
Why does time pass by so fast when I'm having fun,
Yet every second feels like an eternity when I'm down in the slums?
I suppose that's relativity 
I think I lack the right ability to be feeling free
There's something inside that's always willing me to write
About the ills I see so the only time I feel at ease
And find some inner peace is rhyming over ill ass beats
I hate long nights where I explore my mind, and find where the darkness dwells
I suppose the hardest thing is just to be yourself
People seem to sense greatness in me
But when I stare at the mirror I don't see what they see
Regardless I'll continue to write cuz I have a drive
This is like breathing to me, homeboy, I need it to survive

If I'm so good, and excel at this shit...
Then tell me..
Why can't I make a damn hit?
If I'm so amazing and you love me
Then tell me...
Tell me why, I feel so ugly?
If I'm so adored that peeps want to be my homie
Then why....
In the hell do I feel so lonely?
If I'm alive and should be content...
Then why?
Tell why the hell my whole world is bent?

If I...

Just for fun. Sometimes you just gotta let someone know when they're WACK. 

Lyrics:
Saw this video the other day
On my Facebook newsfeed
Music so bad it damn near 
Made my ears bleed
Hopped in the comment section to read
All the comments, nobody
Liked what he spit on the beat
Yeah you getting views but it's not ‘cause 
You're amazing
They're laughing at you, their contempt
Is pretty blatant
So if you thought you were the next
Big thing, sorry that's not the case
You're a meme at best, nobody
Wants your tape
If you had any real friends
They wouldn't have let you make so many 
Mistakes
They woulda sat you down and said rap’s not for you, pick literally
Any other dream to chase
You are more than kinda whack
Thinking that he ill when he not, hypochondriac 
Listened to your songs, hated every single track
Not a single bright spot, goddamn you're whack
Your delivery monotone, your lines aren't at all clever
Have you ever even put
A good song together? 
Honestly, even your image could be better
I’m better at rocking stages, 
I’m better at blazing mics
I’m a better emcee, you can tell by what I write
I can take criticism, listen well to advice
I’m a better human being
Basically...I’m just better at life
And the way that I steadily 
Stay wrecking these beats
Converts Stevie to Hinduism
He don’t want any beef
He don’t want it me
Dawg, I got more bars than AT&T
And I can compete
With anyone in the scene,
Homie, that’s a mu’fucking guarantee

WACK (Stevie Diss)

Oh, hi. Didn't notice you there. 

Currently looking for rappers and singers to work with. All of my beats are available as free downloads but that only gives you rights to use them for non-commercial purposes ONLY. Exceptions can be made though, we can strike a deal if you just talk to me. 

Oh, yeah, I also rap.

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