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synopsis

heather

the moves you make, the time you spend/
don't waste its body//

with love @imfrommarslol @alvarocabrera @musicofwei

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I keep seeing you on TV
Every movie, every song, every text I read
But you keep on evading me
It’s like I’m meant to be alone for eternity

I’m just saying
Life is ticking 
Don’t let me die here without you
And I’ve been reckless 
But please undress this 
Don’t waste my body

I’m making a mistake
But I can’t back down on you
Yeah you
How long will you keep me waiting? 
I’ve made it very clear
I don’t need nobody but you
How long will you keep me waiting? 

I can’t escape
Why can’t I wait?
I can’t escape?
Why can’t I wait?

Porcelain w/ alex martian & alvaro cabrera

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

2020-2022

0:00-2:46 - me
2:46-4:57 - you're a stranger, still
4:57-8:14 - 2 frames before death
8:14-9:09 - hi, good evening
9:09-9:43 - december 5th 2012
9:43-11:01 - I can't Feel It
11:01-13:36 - maybe I finally lost it

not sharing asmr sauce can't have yall looking at that shit LOL

I hope it rains

state 2 state

produced by ria @ria_chuelo & me
mixed & mastered by me

additional help from @oolacile !

Released under @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
this pain inside me i can’t stand it
im all alone cause i can’t fit in
gotta be like this or that… but i can never be just me
cause im such a mess and i can’t control it
at least i’ll admit that i am just worthless
but u are the one that’s giving me hope
even though truly ur killing me slowly

its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…
its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…

u make me feel alive as ur poison drags me down
and every time i cry, ur always there to numb what’s left…

im nothing without u
u make me sick but i dont care
blood oozing… constricting…
it’s all just coming out
weighed down by ur machinations
you’ve ruined my life, congratulations…

Lines of Death

poison (Prod. Ria & AViT)

Minutes

minutes ft. jaydes (intro)

midsommar lovebear, you got it

fed up

fed up [p. sai]

@brknglss

#us

hate being in the spotlight
yea i'm alright
might fail but I always try
it's sad but i make it work

don't always get ur words
dont always get ur words
somehow i make it worse
somehow we make it work

yea I don't rly understand
ur changing all my plans
and my, dreams turn to ash

yeah I wish I could be better but I know i'll never be
dropped everything I got no future for me to see

I can't hold it any longer
if I was someone else well maybe I'd be stronger
my music's gettin worse every song makes it harder
I wanna quit every day but still push farther

spotlight (brknglss)

prod by @saiwai

ts dont make no sense

//LYRICS

you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
and im like "why would it matter to me?"

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out

oblivious

oblivious [p. sai]

@vampiremutual


lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick 2 my arteries
Bein sick all the time is my personality  
Imma fail it (yeah) at all cost 
You know that I tried and I tried but its all lost 
Monotone my voice (yeah) she hate me (yeah) she hate it
I be tryna hide I can’t escape it 
Constant (yeah) reminders that I’m dumb and I hate it 
How you gonna remind me but you know I’m the plaintiff 
Constant suffering and the pain and I’m all lost 
I need a therapist (yeah) at all cost
I hate myself so much that I’m all lost
Gaining all the confidence at once and then It’s all gone  
I post it on my spam (yeah) I post it twice 
Hoping that the person that I want come and reply 
Reaching hand, reaching for a hug? Oh I asked twice…
Calling you in the morning ranting all the way til night 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long 
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false 
Do you know how it feels to pity (yeah) yourself ?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

so much 2 gain if ur suffering (sydney)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU4EpTFxZbc&ab_channel=nomu

out now on all plats <3

ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
(@prodnomu)

float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

all plats <3

1/27

back 2 back

both beats r prod by @prodsoma

@tropes777 thanks for the carry

the whole ft tropes (soma)

never let you leave

stream

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye ft. mei (kojo & remghost)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

marchfifth, twentytwentyone.
i keep seeing you in my dreams. why?
featuring @nclkyr.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.
mixed by anvii & @heavenindaclouds.

anvii:
my life's a shitshow
it's always so unsteady unlike the tempo
u know i cared about u
u know i cared about u 
i dont wanna talk bout no non sense
they always said dont worry about the past tense
oh i know
oh i know

hook:
maybe im just dreaming?
eyes to the ceiling
trying to wake up but i cant escape the feeling
dont wanna let go
ur laugh just echoes
inside my mind
knew u'd leave me
i said so

kyra:
my life's a mess
everything i do is not for the best
i dont wanna explain it anymore
i just wanna see the world before i
go back to the place
back to the days
u told me u wont leave me
now im alone
*rings*
on the phone
nobody knows
nobody knows