Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

"whatever's left" produced by @1dec
"hold it together" produced by @1dec @dimpleb & @backxster
Performed/Written by @counterxo

whatever's left / hold it together

whatever's left / hold it together (dec + dimple + backxster)

everlost  ˚　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　

its a thing a memory thing!
yeah I did the @coldspades its just so catchy haha

w/ @naawws

Lyrics ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡:

[@drewalongtheglare]
The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

[@naawws]
Yeah, I cannot lie, 
keepin' it to myself for the whole damn time
I was so busy hiding my own disguise
So drop your guard and do not hide

Always tell you the truth,
Why would I even lie?
I could show you some proof,
You would still just deny

I can't get you to stop,
You're wastin' all my time
Yeah, I cannot falter,
Gotta stay alive

Drop Your Guard ft. naawws (saeyxng + ‪kirani‬)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

https://open.spotify.com/track/63fIupzPPqUSdHV8petDtE?si=1d320d2d039f45e9

@2rel @rhekdens @afterstoryx

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got scars on my face and arms i know
im marked up on every part i show
with all of these bruises broken bones
i need you to tell me if you know

i know i said the wrong things last time
i swear i met ur soul in a past life 
im writing all these words just to pass time
i know i heard ur words for the last time

and i know it hurts to see me here
im moving on again
and for what its worth know i mean these words
even if we play pretend

and i know it hurts to see me here
i wish we'd make amends
and for what its worth know i mean these words
can you help me see again

broken bones @2rel @rhekdens (ON SPOTIFY)

ִֶָsorry for the unusual not-so-pretty lyrics recently

go show some luv to the prods! 

Yukiko: https://soundcloud.com/shikaiii/tracks
Bonka: https://t.me/headache112

maybe im not made for this

 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(pre-chorus)

I hate making music
it probably hates me back around
steady standing still here
while everybody finds their sound
its the-
worst ending I could possibly have
just end it now
end it now before it gets worse!

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever really meant?

(post-chorus)

ive had enough, its the worst that Ive ever been!
im not so gifted, just a mess living inside their head
I sleep next to maggots
gotta forget it
punch down my head in
I don't know where im headed!

(bridge)
?

(verse)

but fuck that shit i dont even really care anymore
ill blow the candles out myself
they dont understand, ill be fine
and no im not alright
it doesnt matter anyways
cause theres ppl singing the same shit
i dont do this for the fame

in need of help
but theres nobody near
but its fine
ill be fine
cause ill take it one step at a time
its like what they said
cause im living in a fantasy
i dont care 'bout myself
ill die right next to my last symphony

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever meant?

my last symphony (+yukik0 +bonka)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

BREAKTHROUGH

this luh chaser lookin so fresh
(wants one so bad) (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )

prod by @neohnq 

now that we parted 
i wish that u and i had never even really started
and i wish that everything u said u would just go ignore it
yeah, yeah just destroy it
i shouldve known that ur distorted(╥‸╥)

when u said "i luv u"
ik it would all js fall apart
and now i think im screwed
and it was all my fault from the start
yeah, yeah just destroy it
i shouldve known that ur distorted</3

where do i go now
yeah, i can never  make a single good decision
thought it was all done but now suddenly it isnt
no it isnt
no its a contradiction
yeah
can you just forget my name
can you forget that i was ever here
ill go erase my brain
make sure memory is clear
yea, yeah dont wann see ur face
no more of this fainted trace
yea, yeah
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huge world and not enough time for it all...
@mochi39
@pastmemory

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