@rewind214 @1akura

coming back 2 me again
like whats wrong this time please just say it
stuck on the words that you said
was it all just a dream
you dont know how much it meant 2 me

and ill never let my guard down
not 4 u again
im just lying to myself but i think ill just pretend
need myself to calm down
head full of regrets of the past that i wish i could change 4 u

(rewind)
never let my guard down
its too hard not to want to rip my heart out
new scars, think ive fallen way too far now
new start, maybe i can find a new route
no matter how hard i try, it never can be how it was
and ill cry, but maybe for you im enough
i was giving up learning how to love
i just need a hug
hope that im enough

hope that im enough
know i never mattered to you cause we're not in love
if i lied then im sorry that i lost your trust
dont know why i made a fuss
im seeing right thru im calling out ur bluff

guard +rewind (akura)

@1akura @rewind214 @yashio20k @afterstoryx 

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so turn me to ashes and turn me to dust
u know i dont want it if it isnt us
u made me feel like a monster
&& everything stuck
u watch me step in the picture
22 keep us one

if its me vs u know i dont wanna lose
when im battered and broken
black and im blue 
tell me all i can do

now that i finally have you

@1akura

now that i finally have you
i cant live without you
so baby dont leave 
just wanna be around you

if all i could see
is your face in front of mine 
then bae i dont mind it 
im scared of the silence

yeah i need u to call me back 
its the end of my world
think im falling fast
u are my only girl

i dont want u to cry
give u my life
its not worth being alive
if our futures not us together

ashes&&dust +akura (rewind, yashio)

@bratzzie @iamcentralbane

im sorry for my trauma 
struggle js to cope still
thought that i was strong willed
i cut myself to feel real

i got blood up on my sheets
i lay right where i bleed
fucking breaking down again
if i let go js put a bullet in my head

i hope that ur disgusted with yourself
dont try to hmu u cannot reach my cell
been long time coming imma finally kill myself
i hope that u are doing well

cus i cant be there for you anymore
you watched my body drop and hit the floor
saw my wrist and all my flesh all torn
ill tear his face off turn ts to gore

ill show his body to his family
a rotting corpse ٩(× ×)۶

trauma ⇄ ⇄ @bratzzie @iamcentralbane

hiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
@m4xyne @yuikase 

close my eyes dont wanna face it
i dont wanna see ur face again
are u sick of what im saying
delete messages that i cant send

cause u keep me up at night 
i wish that i was fine
i wasted so much time trying to be someone else

but u dont seem to love me do u thooo i dont care at all
i just need someone there to keep me close
tearing me apart, into pieces
ur telling me its all my fault im the reason
say it to my face then

@m4xyne
so much in my mind i cant let go
youre the one who keeps me down to earth, youre my rope
with your voice on the phone i dont feel alone
i dont feel alone, with you i feel at home
so much so much i wanna say to you
i could lay with you for a day or a two
i know we gotta go our separate ways
but i cant go a day without thinking of your face

got a hundred things i wanna talk about
im too shy i cant really say it out loud
tell me do i make you proud

close +maxyne (asagao)

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again!

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

prod @hartfxlt n @decago

sorry 4 being gone 4 so long 
thank u 4 all the love
ep @ 100 followers

Lyrics:
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring


love scars im breakin 
im fadin 

im fadin 

look up 2 the sky where the angels fly 
thinkin of all those times u lied
thinkin of  those times u made me cry 
hundreds of lies left tears in my eyes 

sayin that u love me but i knew it was a lie
sayin that u love me but the timin isn’t right 
secrets that u kept swear it breaks my mind 
lies that u told left scars that hide 

every single day swear it feels the same 
got this feelin in my head that i just cnt shake 
girl i swear u hurt me every time u lie 
stayin up all nite hope u’ll change this time 
wishin u could go n clear my mind 
of the memories when u held me tight 
broken promises swear they break my mind 
saw the lie in ur eyes 
when u said it would b the last time 


cut u off now it really was the last time 

cnt take back the tears that i cried 


worst parts of our fights replay in my mind 
sayin that u love me kno u done it this time 
pain in my hart got pain in my mind 
n i swear that it keeps me up all nite 
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

love scars (hartfxlt + decago)

sry for the month long hiatus i was in taiwan

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white tee aint nobody like me
white g only here 2 sight see
light speed cant nobody time me
long bleed hoping that u find me

i been gone for so long
now my body so wrong
only havin 1 thought
ur the girl that i want....

i put on js for my bros
hangtime i put that its on my soul
free kick i put ball inside the goal
touchdown with my bros in portugal

scene clipped when i walk in
everybody like to talk but dont walk it
yeah its all white shocks on my watch wrist
say you have no faith baby watch this

trauma ⇄ ⇄ @bratzzie @iamcentralbane

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