heavily ib: @schizomane - https://soundcloud.com/madmena/lil-schizoschizomane-nina-ruger

it just don’t matter (inamillies)

fixed it
also yoinked the sample from the track below listed in the desc
https://soundcloud.com/ogsalazar187/hollowpoint-x-salazar187-creeping-out-the-alley-1995

move on

i dont think they're coming back
this account is so dead lol used to be active in 2019 and 2020

the certain ones

it's storming again

2020 sample and acapella
i wish i could find this snare again

i don't want your blood on me

q2a3edtryhuio
a remake of someone's track he's taken down (whom i used to be a huge fan and somewhat friends of)
other than that, i finally released this
the release date is the day i exported this from fl studio

requiem for the lost ones {rm o 2021}

4452

mel credits: @twentwo
@luci388 assassination attempt #3
https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/i-wouldnt-ask-you

we could be (we'll be alright) [cott]

(loud warning)
file creation: 11/22/2022 (america)
^before pockets of a dead man^
i don't have the zip/flp
i said i wouldn't use this sampled melody again, but it doesn't count if it was before my declaration
i have mixed feelings about the bassline
mel credits to the original /w the original melody track: 
Nnyli – V2momssmzcuz

i love my friends

https://soundcloud.com/shirosagisu/hand-of-fate
i'm surprised this one got through the copyright barrier
time to get 23 plays

somewhere in the past (hand of fate)

progressive

THANK YOU KJERSTI FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! 

Scarred Ghosts of June Lore:

Conceive(true)¹[of what also goes with the next section, "Inspirations(true)¹"]: When I had opened FL Studio 20, I originally intended to just simply remake a melody with an instrument that wasn't the same as the original, but that was okay.
it turned out that I had more idea than that. I thought that I wouldn't make it far, but i eventually ended up changing the melody from trap, to a somewhat sad, but uplifting, house melody that I could use. This went through about four changes before I was happy with what I wanted. I pasted it again and changed one note at the end of the loop. 

Inspirations(true)¹: There was a file that I had been listening to a lot recently too. I don't know why, but it's got its hook on me. This file (let's just call it "mp3" from now on) was titled "Bxnmcm". It was an unfinished, and not very long mp3. It came from a friend (@luci388) who decided to share his unfinished/privated beats and Bxnmcm got my attention due to how unique it sounded. it was like its own subgenre. I Wanted to make my own version of it, but I couldn't replicate the unique sound, so I dropped the plugins that I was trying to replicate the sound with, and only shared that effect on the start and middle of it, with only 2 loops of it. 

Conceive(true)²: The instruments came along nicely. I was actually unsure if I wanted the typical house-open hats because it already sounded full, but I decided I wanted them in the end. The kicks, claps. and Hi-Hats are still inspired by Bxnmcm. I had the idea of adding vocals to it, but I accidentally forgot about downloading them because I was multitasking while creating this beat, so I guess they were left out on accident. I'm glad I didn't anyway, it would've ruined the beat, but I could've made 2 versions. I wouldn't have though, I'm running low on disk space.

Title(true)¹: "Scarred Ghosts of June" Comes from when I was really low in my mental state, and I decided I wanted to start reading digital fics. These aren't the weird, aka. "Smut" fics you might be thinking about, they are regular stories that I'm glad I had stumbled upon. If you know what I'm into, like my passion for things, my slight phases and what I do in my freetime or my social media, then you might figure out these names by a miracle. One story I had read had the word "Ghosts" in it, the other had "Scar" in it. These ended up being my favorite stories, possibly of all time, that I had read. It's a shame the story with "Ghosts" in its title was so short, and the way the story jumps around time, God. Anyway, I finished these stories in June, which is where "of June" comes from in my beat's name. Another one that might be my favorite that doesn't make it into my (Not, but soon a possibility) slogan, or whatever, is something that I think is a Greek word. I'm not sure, but it's very nice. The atmosphere is nice. Oh I just started talking about myself. Okay well, That's really all I have to say about the name. 

Atmosphere(true)¹: As this project came to an end, I couldn't help but think about the section of Title(true)¹. This beat has a nostalgic atmosphere, giving off nostalgia, atleast in my perception. I also have weird typing's of my "plans", and I had called this beat "project 2006: Detached web" and that also ties into the mid-end of Title(true)¹. This beat can be considered as part of my nostalgia-like connections, and I would never be (end).

scarred ghosts (of june)

fc: 4/20/23
incase it flew over your head the name is a joke
vocal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRl_Hw4syS4&pp=ygUUdC1yb2NrIGV2YSBmcmVlc3R5bGU%3D
cover: http://gallery.minitokyo.net/view/202552
thank you @twentwo / @22minalteral / @xxxlustcom

eva!!!  V(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

۲۱love me;۶ ﴾ •;monster remix۲ ﴿

i don’t understand
who is this?
i didn't even know you cutoff with me
.
.
.
ty @luci388

abandonment

game [p:p2]

2017 (uploaded)
the girl is @ccottrill (clairo) [which was also the original art]
credits: https://soundcloud.com/xnoang3l/south-central

no.ang3l - south central (filled w agra&fs's intro)

edit by me
original beat made by https://soundcloud.com/apoc_krysis

fle$h evta - know yo place (instrumental edit)

Nina Ruger.
all rights of this track goes to lil schizo
aka. schizomane

schizomane - nina ruger (instrumental edit)

all rights go to: https://soundcloud.com/shellshxck
and the original track here: https://soundcloud.com/shellshxck/shellshxck-talkinshit
get yo fuckin wig split

shellshxck - talkinshit (slightly louder) | playa hataz

all rights go to tommy wright 3 & ten wanted men

tommy wright iii - wanted dead of alive (feat. ten wanted men)

nothing will ever be as good as the original

very unstable phonk beat

i don't have the flp/zip sorry it was made on my old harddrive

bustaz actin' shady

track 1 - stevearmy | track 2. - madlad
https://soundcloud.com/stevearmy
https://soundcloud.com/stevearmy
https://soundcloud.com/stevearmy

madlad x stevearmy -  no feelings (split)

i produce for my own enjoyment ("fc" means file creation)

^ which means most of the stuff doesn’t have true effort put in it, because i have no reason to if i’m doing it for fun

i private tracks that use the same sample/melody too much

true2evangelion aspirer (regarding the last rebuild)

i make whatever comes to mind (or i attempt to)

@khafayah
%%%
socially awkward
every track here is mine, except for the ones that are obviously aren’t (ex: credited in the title or description, etc)
madlad@khafayahh

madlad(@truefayah)

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