Resignations

You got to throw up 
Let it out 
You can go to hell 
Let it out 
I will die in this cell 
Let it out 
I have given up 
This is enough 
Self-doubt 
I am only so tough 
Self-doubt 
throats dry and rough 
Self-doubt 
I have given up 

I don’t need to know 
What life’s about 
I know that I need 
To get the fuck out 
By my own hand 
Or any other 
I don’t care whats 
Found in another 
I have given up 

Slide the sharp edge of the blade between the jaw and my smile. It is okay if you shake, I am as well. 
Run your fingers over all the scars on my arms and being. Shroud me in uncomfortable grace. 

and I'm sorry I don't have the answers. 

Well that's okay…
credits
released May 9, 2017 
John Anderson - Producer

Induce

and i've never liked 
these streets at night
how the light is just bright
enough to blind and
underneath my feet
dirt and concrete
slowly give way to cold
the unfortunate ones 
who sleep to the sound
of a gun
as if it calls out
to set the sun
he hopes this winter
will be a short one

jane doe has four children at home
holding dearly thiers dreams
of a life without pain
but little do they know
thier lives are set,
that thier mother is about
to die alone in the rain

she had cleaned up her act
by letting god take hold
she was ready to be a mother agian
but her past came back to haunt her
her pain wore as shackles
needles became her chains

john smith had spent his life
in the service of others
in the company of many faces
just like his
with one hand on his heart
and a hammer in the other
a pale face from cold that
worn stone grin

and when she said
she was moving on
he had never felt
the pain so strong
she was leaving him
and taking his four kids
"who the fuck do 
you think you are
taking the one thinat 
that keeps the junk
out my arm
I am thier father
I am thier fucking father"

oh on these streets filled with light and sound
its so hard to hear, the rain pours all around
it was too bright to see what was happening	
and her screams were drowned out

in the dark stood jane and john
the hammer's hilt tight pressed against his palm
and in the other hand he held his heart
he took a swing 
and he broke it
he had broke
she was broken

and I was there 
standing in that rain
i saw john walk out
i never heard her pain
I swear I never saw that hammer hit
I never saw him swing

and from the south
I heard the sirens sound
oh how this city blinds
oh how our hearts are bound
I made my way back home
never knowing
she had broke
he had broken
she had broke
he had broken


Robinson(fairmount)

nasty
nasty
ryan wade
nasty 
nasty 
ryan wade

sam:
yo his name is ryan wade
he likes da big ole girls
he gives it too em
in his escalade! 	
he will lay em down,
in a bed of nacho cheese
he fucks em in da knee flaps
dey be beggin oh ryan please

ryan wade
ryan wade
ryan loves dem fat girls
ryan wade

nick:
he slangs his dick (oh)
his blast his load (OH)
he loves dem fat girls
oh yeah you know (NO!)
he lures em in
with cake an ice cream
dem fucks em hard
until dey fat scream (OH)

ryan wade
ryan wade
nasty nasty
ryan wade

jackson:
hey fat girl
get over hurr
pull back your fat folds
I wanna fist you thurr
going deep
pumping hard
unleash my load
all on yo yard

ryan wade
ryan wade
nasty nasty
ryan wade  

The Disheartening Tale of Dirt McWade

This album is about a lot of things we have had to deal with in our lives. It is about pain, about struggle, about heartache, and about loss. We made this as a testament to what we can, and do go through as humans living in the world we do today. 

This is also a deceleration of our intent as a band. We want you to know that you are not alone in your struggle. Whatever weight, or pain, or hardship, or struggle, or loss you are carrying, someone else somewhere else is carrying it as well, and knowing that makes that heavy, heavy, weight seem a little lighter. 

If you ever need an ear to listen, or a friend to hang out with, or a hand out of a tough time, let us know and we will do whatever we can to help you, and if nothing else, you can listen to this. Our pain, our struggle, our heartache, our loss, and know for a fact, that you are not alone. 

We recorded this album ourselves in our vocalist's bedroom using a cheap usb interface and a few mics. We really feel the DIY aspect of early hardcore, and really wanted to get that feeling on this EP. We worked super hard on getting it to sound at least kinda good, so if it is good enough for you guys to check out, we are super stoked on just that.

credits
released 25 July 2012 
Joe Myers - Thanks for the help with the equipment .
Sam Boggs - Thanks for letting us use your bass.

ikarirva

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