prod pilotkid & ikewyd

with you in my life its blue skies
im still on my own, thinking why
try to put away these emotions
i run but cant hide
baby you might be the one, 
so i need you by my side

girl dont leave 
im begging you, dont leave
ive got all that you need
so take it from me
take it from me

and you know its true
sitting here thinking bout you
and your face
every damn day
so stop all these games
say it to my face,
i know you feel the same



youre running through my brain
baby, tryna find a way
to get you to stay
i wanna make you my bae
i dont give a fuck,
i dont care what they say
no no, I won't change 
so just stop acting strange when im around
they all tryna fuck with me now
they aint care when i was down, 
ohhhhhh

i need loving, i need loving
cause my hearts been going through a drought

(i need you right now baby)


dont even think bout hesitation
tell me now, im always waiting
give a fuck bout other faces
tried to stop, but im still chasing
i can clearly tell that you hate it
sorry i cant help it, my heart aching
hide my feelings, but i cant escape it
tryna to get you to hear what im saying

don't leave

prod silo & ikewyd

thought i had your heart but you was playin with my emotions
funny thing is you knew the whole time baby i know it
tired of all this shit now im just lookin for devotion
dont know where ill be, im in the middle of the ocean

drifting, yeah
bitch im drifting
movin by my lonely, cause these niggas hate me winning
feeling typa ways and i know you hate that we distant
but i dont need nobody, call my phone and keep it ringing
yeah, just know I wont pick it up
lately ive been feeling like im running out of love
put it in the past, baby, we both had enough
i said put it in the past, baby, we both had enough
we both had enough

lotta pressure on me
im really that nigga in my city
tryna keep my focus
all of these hoes keep tryna get with me
swear she never sober
always off the molly, thats a pity
she keep touching on me
bitch im tryna get up in that kitty
yeah, ah, yeah
saying that you need some, (huh), love
i aint fallin for this shit again, nah
no idea why you always seem to play pretend, nah
always say shit when youre lonely but you dont mean it


i be feelin different whenever the sun set
said that it was over but we both know we aint done yet
yeah, you say that you hate me, why you upset
all the shit you put me through, no i can never forget
nooooooo
trust me, it hurts to see you go
i cant take feeling like this anymore
time to move on, girl what we had is over
this shit is over, yeah

drifting

prod ikewyd & astro

deadass sampled a tiktok 4 dis song lmao (loop by astro)
loop: https://www.tiktok.com/@astrocantmiss/video/7082952106847702318

drums, extra sounds, beat arrangement, vocals, engineering n everything else by me

yeah, its funny yall thought i was finished
i aint forget yall counted me out, and now im the nigga thats winning
fuck what u sayin to me (ahh)
cause im in a phantom, and the windows tinted
ice on all up in this bitch (ahh)
cause it get hot when i really start spittin
ima wake up in the sky like bruno
we gettin money, but it won't apply to you tho
ride round the city in a scat pack, and its matte black,
with my niggas and we goin straight to pluto
got a presi and im finna get it two toned
always tryna start sum, i dont care what u on
ha
made a band, and im finna make two more
top 3, and im number 1, uno

ima hit then dip like tisa (tisa)
now they all call me korean
you niggas be copy and paste, im deletin
im gettin this bread now my whole team is eatin
yeah
im in the spotlight
yall be starvin the way that you all bite
go
im in the stu, makin new sounds like all night goin up cause im playin my cards right
bitch i done it again, like back to back
its not your song if you see me on the track
uppin the score if a nigga think we lack
stop tryna send me your tape, that shit is ass
you niggas cant do this
look at me movin, they know that im too lit
she think im a star like im jewish
say that you love me, then u better prove i- nah
im feelin so silly
niggas be all on my dick, on my willy
wonka
my money so big, so i copped me a tonka
in a big truck, that boy in a honda
get yo bro back, boy u will not find him
dont fw niggas if im being honest
yall making me sick, (sniff) no sinus
huh i run to the racks like sonic
yeah, send him up to the sky like maajins
said she want pipe, you know that im on it
she only fuck with my name and deposits
im a real nigga i keep it 100
yeah
they think im wesley cause of the way that im rockin alyx
they know that im rich, cause amiri the jeans
you speak on my brothers, get put on a tee

produced by @elxjahelxjah and @venexxi
vocals, mixing etc by ike

dont ever let these pussy niggas play with you
take me serious this really aint a game
im just doing what i can so i can stay with you
and i trust that u dont care about the fame
demons always lurkin, but no, i cant change
one day it's love and the next day its hate
you dont wanna listen, just please get it straight
you took advantage, but im done with this chase
i pulled up in the coupe, saw ya eyes light up
why u runnin, baby, all i wanna do is find ya
im for real, lil bitch u just needa make ur mind up
im a lost soul, thinking about where ill wind up
you dont wanna see me, dont even know why
i cant tell you what im feeling, put it to the side
and baby i, baby i
will not hold you
dont know if its real, thats why you need to decide

no, no, i dont want you alone again
you know what this is, but you think im only a friend
baby stop that cappin, please bring it to an end
shorty really know that she a dime, she a perfect 10
why you always wanna know how ive been
yeah, hope it hurts you to look at me win
i need some time, baby give me a minute
im so done with the way you keep switching
yeah, she dont wanna match my energy
stop tryna hide it baby, i know that you into me
all up in your feelings i know you looking for sympathy
this shit is new to her, she used to toxicity
now you singing all my songs just like a symphony
bitch, u really not my lover, call you billie jean
cant afford to focus on you, i cant let you come between
what i got going on, u aint stoppin me, no no no
if im being real with you, i never thought that it would have to end up this way
all of this weight
up on my heart, and i think its blinding me from which way i have to take to end up finding happiness
dont wanna do this no more, im not having it
you always want me to stay, please stop dragging it
why cant you hear me, you not understanding this
why you always putting me in pain like a masochist?

Listen

take me serious

production by ezy & paryo
vocals and engineering/mixing by me

i know that you wanna fw me, yeah
but i do not play that
said that she want the chanel, yeah that double C, oh
cause she see my cake stack
i know you actin
cause you see me livin lavish,
pullin up inside a (what) maybach
if this really what you want, then say that
you got me here still waiting for the day that
you stop that fake shit
you know that i hate it so much
youre too high maintenance
now i always think of moving on
its been so long
id be better off without you
and you cant tell me im wrong


i know that you see me stackin up
gettin these rackades, do it on the regular (regular)
i really dont even need cheddar but
he tried to rob me, so we had to send him up
yeah, 
you wanna stay, i know but
you keep playing these games, i know
she wanna go down to melrose
but i cant let her inside my home
yeah cause she is a nat
i tap once and i give that bitch back
already know that you want my racks
you for the city, to keep it a stack
yeah, yeah
and let me get this straight
you hit me up, now you tell me to wait
how the hell you end up this way?
i cant believe it, no
and thats why i had to leave you, oh
i had to cut off some people, oh
and ima be at the top real soon,
dont get surprised if i lead you, oh
dont even try to come see me, oh
all these niggas try to be me, oh
and ima put my all in this shit,
i see my vision in 3D, ahh
and honestly,
you all be on that fed shit
i dont care bout whoever you texting
its funny how you actin distant
but you the one whos waiting for a message, yea
i know you heard what i said, bitch, oh
drop a band on a coat, i cant sweat it, ohh
i know its all in my head
you so gone, now you dance with death

wrong

this 1 different

prod by snorkatje
vocals, mixing, mastering by ike

i know things aint the same between us
im the only one saying the truth
its been a while, but my heart keeps coming back to you
in love with the fast life, in that amg, told her hop in the coupe
this always come back to the same shit, this aint nothing new and
you know its true and
i cant take you no more so 
bring like two friends
we could go back to the crib
come get loose cause
ive tried too much,
theres nothing left to do, oh
nothings enough for you, i tried my hardest
everything you ever asked for i got it
had to cut you off, cause this aint what i thought it was
realized i dont need nobody to want me

i had to get you out of my head, this love make it hard to think
you dont even realize, but you always making it hard for me
the way that im feeling, i know that im trippin, but it makes it hard to see
that you really aint the one for me
you just in love with designer things
i dont understand why you keep on sayin that im in the wrong, baby
i knew all along, that it wasnt me and that you were the problem, baby
i no longer want a lady
i dont need nobody to save me
all of this ended up in separation
i know its better that we not adjacent
dont try to talk now cause you see me doing good for myself
mark my words, ima go up, get a couple Ms under my belt
sorry it ended like this, but you were bad for my health
you had your chance, you wanna cry now, thats tuff, nigga oh well

nothing new

2up on em 

prod ikewyd, kimj & sebii
sounds by kimj and sebii
drums, arrangement, vocals, mixing etc by me

niggas know what it is when i get in my mode
wit the whole gang posted up, on go
think u did sum, got it all wrong, you cannot play me like a dummy, you already know that
i never miss, youd think i played kovaaks
why that nigga wanna be me so bad?
keep it 100, i really dont get it
hatin from the bottom, man that shit is so sad
stop tryna work with me you.. so ass
keep playin, finna give ya mans.. a toe tag
got a dime in the crib finna .. throw back
they all want me to stop just .. so that
these other rappers get a chance
run up on me wrong, then im throwing hands
why she all up on me? go and find ya mans
got em all to wake up like im dirty dan

fuck a whip pulled up in a big ass tank
young bull goin up, making big ass bank
too up on em, none of yall touchin my rank
got me talkin like rino, bitch you just cant
hope you heard me the first time
met up with ya shorty, took her home on the first night 
"ike not good" bitch what an absurd line
i know you UC me on top, aint no Irvine
yuh, really doesnt add up, keep talking on the net, when you see me, i know you wont say nun
where did yall come from? none of you my day ones
only like blue bills, call it discrimination
if you wanna be with me, say sum
if its not a plus sign, then its not in my equation
she bad, and i think she asian
who are you? dont try to think bout collaborating with me
new seats in the double R, all white
you want me back? let me break yours all night
shawty so bad, tryna make her all mine
i cannot trust what she say tho, all lies
too cold with it
they knowin it
squeezin like a lemon, my lil nigga shooting, not talking cole bennett
got so many
racks up in the bank, but he thought i was cappin, so im finna start holding em
im a gold boy, they callin me midas
and im on a roll bitch i dont get tired
killing this shit but my surname aint myers
internet thugs, all you niggas liars
makin so much i could prolly retire right now
like how?
they all tellin me to chill, slow down
hope you know now
aint nobody else that nigga
so miss me with that, huh, better pipe down

in my mode

recorded dis while my voice was congested but omg
vocals, mix, master by me

work, work, work, work, work, work
i got what i deserve, serve, serve, serve, serve, serve
but you dont ever learn, learn, learn, learn, learn, learn
now its my turn to speak my mind
but you know i love the way you put it on me
grippin on your body, ill make sure you never lonely
you say i got issues, its ironic, you control me
fuck these other niggas that be talkin, they dont know me
tellin me to leave, like im finna find another one like you
funny how you say that and then call me up to slide through
im a real ass nigga, just to remind you
i wont let this petty shit ruin us 
you can tell me anything when its only the two of us
say whats on your mind, promise i aint doin nun
dont know why you actin like im a nigga whos finna judge
look me in the eyes, and youll realize all i got is love left to offer
ima let your body speak, you aint much of a talker
and that shit really gets to me, ima be honest
you dont act like you hear what i say
so ima turn my words up an octave
cause you been actin different, tell me what the problem is
wanted attention, so i gave you all of it
you need to change, i dont care about apologies anymore
this aint new, and im tired of this
so tired of this, 
your words got me falling in love
try to run,
but i'ma be back again
youre full of sins,
and youre so narcissistic 
but it dont matter when im all up in it
tryna wrap my head round my situation
pain only come when you inside the equation
swear that all of the time that i give you is wasted
i hate you and love you, its complicated
im a lost heart lookin for a destination
wonder and wander, moving while im contemplating
but i hate it, 
always waiting
for a savior
always tryna hoe me, i cant save her
see you later
ima talk to the paper
cause at least im sure that it wont betray me
knew i gave u my best, but you say hate me
im a shell of myself, now im actin jaded
cause of you, i dont even like conversating
stayin down, cause i know that you gon see me make it
you hold me back, niggas know i got talent
facing reality, no way around it
you in my memory makes it a challenge
cant fuck with all of these hoes, cause i try to make it

dsrve (work remix)

prod by alanfor
vocals, mixing, mastering by ike

hold on to the feelings you had
i know we ended on bad terms
but right now im needin u back
one call and im on the way, 
i need to know where you at
whered all the love go?
dont understand why you do me like that
i dont feel like talking, come closer, closer
dont care what you saying, just hold up, hold up
for a second, wait until its over, over
all up on your body, let me show love, show love
put me in control tonight

you just cant get right
dont need you to say nun, so please keep your lips tight
tell me she love me when im in it, shit, them lips tight
yeah, but i got no trust to give cause you still lie
yeah, ah, so dont even talk
you dont know the weight of your words
you real bold when you say these things, but i know you never sure, no, no
and baby this aint even the first time
so i guess you never learn
dont trust none of these niggas
girl its fuck what you heard about me
why cant you see that
im tryna keep whatever you call this intact
i done did so much for us, so i cant just go back 
to the way that it was so im fine with the actin
you fuck around so much, why does this happen?
why havent i just put this in the past tense?
you think im easy, girl this shit aint magic
i know its pointless, this wont even last but

come closer

otherworldly tunes 
prod by pxsoul
vocals n mixing by me

pen to the pad, this shit really a cycle
i make decisions in the moment, bitch, this aint no recital
run after money, fame, bitches, i stopped trackin the miles
cant even trust anybody cause all these niggas be lyin
to get up in my pockets
thought she was the one, aint no different, looked at me like a wallet
smokin exotic
up in the sky, i saw her in my conscience
i know that these hoes gon be the death of me,
failing is the only thing i seem to do successfully
what i make is therapy, its the only thing thats helping me
all these niggas fake, i cut em off like a vasectomy
think i really need one, i got way too many sons
nine bitches in my head, and i cant choose a single one to give my love to
i done been through so much drama, so i cant trust you
im not the type of nigga who just only wants to fuck you
all i want is peace, thats why i go through so much trouble
so please do not come back when i start poppin like a bubble
man, fuck
i just cant get my mind straight
put myself first, i gotta make sure that im straight
the way that yall be on my dick, you are not straight
i get to the point, speak my words like an entree, a main course
wont give it up, fuck do you think i came for?
my bad, that wasn't me speaking, its the demons in my head
no comment when these niggas wanna talk with no context
like shut up, damn
lil nigga got a strap, he'll get you done up, damn
i get to the treasure, X no Hunter, damn
still looking for a queen to spend my days with, from sun down to the sun up
live my best life, start a lil fam, with like 4 kids, i'ma stunna
might say her name in a song just to make it her favorite 
when am i finna find real love? im tired of waiting
im a young nigga with real talent, not one of yall adjacent,
yall basic, and the truth hurts, but yall have to face it
think im in love with a girl i aint ever say a word to
how that work?
swear this bitch too fine, she in a whole different caliber
same height with black hair, with a smile that keeps me thinking "how the fuck am i ever gon handle her?"

therapy

prod ikewyd & julee
julee did the loop i did everything else
the strings too

dont even try to start this shit again with me
youre stuck in your ways, and you aint the same, so dont act surprised
just let me tell you
said you love me, but i finally fell through
no,
just get it together and look at me using your heart and not your eyes
i think thats why you lie to me
thought i'd need you, honestly
whyd i give you all of me?
ill never understand how your mind works
realized that i had to put mine first
need a real one, hope that i find her
you put me through hell, thats why im tired of you
tired of u
tired of the way that you treat me
tired cause you never believe me
tired cause i have no more feelings
i cant take any more
take all your shit and just walk out the door
you were the best thing to come in my life
used to believe that, i feel like a fool
maybe you just enjoyed wasting my time
now i can only just fantasize
but you aint perfect, and i aint either
difference is that i dont act like a cheater
hate when you talk cause you try to deceive me
fuck all the love, loyalty's what's im needing

tired of u

testin new mic settings n mix
piano by ayowitty

is this what you wanted?
i hope that youre happy cause youll never see me again
held that shit down, aint complain bout it
say what you think louder
pride is gettin to your head
wish i had answers baby im still searching 
life full of lessons, i'll never stop learning
and im done with problems, so its better that i dont remember you

remember u

prod paryo
vocals, mix, master by ike

let me say sorry in advance
cant get too close, cause i lose myself
look to my side, its no one there
nigga i had to struggle, i aint get no help
its been a while, dont try to talk it out
you tried again, but i hate the sound of your
voice
too much noise inside of my head
demon in disguise, and she want me dead

talkin bout amends when im on my shit
pullin strings but my mind tell me to leave that bitch
pretty hoe got me broken, i dont need no fixing
hurts me to see you lead the life youre living
finished, with it, cut you off, put that shit in past
tense
niggas hate wit no money, it aint making no sense
cant depend on nobody, runnin bands up quick
in this life that i'm given, learned it is what it is
i learned to let these bridges burn,
dont try to explain, you'll just make it worse
i cant, keep showing up for someone that wont even give me their time of day
sorry it came to this, there's no other way
to get you to understand the pain
no replies cause im done communicating
with you
look at all the scars that you made
so, so quick to put blame on me
do you hear yourself? its the same story
took me too long to know you aint made for me
still the same, nigga you the one who changed
up on me
but i dont sweat it
keep on tryna drag me down, but i wont let ya
testing my patience, i done gave u so many times
so much forgiveness 
gave up a long time ago, you'll never get it

demon in disguise

new era
prod ikewyd & kite (kite on midi, i did everything else)
vocals, mix, master by ike

all plats solo.to/1ke


i know im not there enough
but that dont justify your actions
you keep running from my love
but i had it coming, these things just happen
did i do too much? was i in the wrong?
tried to put my thoughts in past tense
wont catch me goin out sad,
keep that shit over there, 
dont know what i saw in you
im stupid for thinking different
im such a fool
you complain so much meanwhile
im doing the things you said i wasnt
i never begged, wont ask for nothing
your mood keep changing, why so sudden?
aint even think wed go past fucking

time keep movin aint worried bout nothin
these hoes keep tryna start discussions
i aint see even one of you before, so step back, stop fronting
my fault, think my vision too muddy
cant trust niggas that call me buddy
missing your body, wont lie, still love it
forced you out of my thoughts, but fuck it
hit me up
tryna slide thru
need your touch
lemme find u
i know i
act entitled
but we one and the same, dont act different
sayin im obsessed bitch stop trippin
u forget that im human and got feelings
heard they plottin on me but im still livin
whole team getting money, see us all winning

you cant give me a reason
or is it too much to ask you?
oh, i fucking hate u, but i still struggle with movin past u
write and sing my pain away, its way too much to handle
thanks for everything, lil bitch, cause im right onto the next one

whole line of pretty women tryna get some
try to gaslight cause you aint get none
i was real down bad tryna get funds
still running this shit cause i aint done
move smart cause im tryna go dumb with cash
cash, type shit make a bitch throw ass
yeah, hopin its gon heal this sadness
thinking i learn, but the same thing happens

sudden

last drop of da year, next year its wraps

prod dionso
vocals mix master by ike

such a pretty face, oh lord
its happening again, i fall victim to all these new feelings
oh i
cant run away from this
you put this pain on me
cant get this rain off me
look what ive become
as i stare into the sun
i realized all along
that what we have aint real
yeah i said it we're really nothing
its too late to turn this into something
blame myself for thinking youre the one and
i could never end up with another
or could i?
remember how i lost myself in your eyes
knew it wasnt true, cause it was too nice
i just wanted more, turned into two nights
but now i understand that i went in the wrong direction
wont ask for much, all i need is real love and affection
since you dont wanna talk, then ill be the one to mention that
you cant keep hiding, cause we both feel this tension
and we're both fallen angels but our stories aint finished
our lives aint the same without each other in it
no it isnt
thats the reason why im reminiscing
i been feelin like this for a minute
why cant i just move past us?
dont know whether anymore to me
missing the times i had u in my arms
why are you so nervous?
i know you dont deserve this
but understand im hurting
you not the only one
made your way back, we aint done
wont lie, want u mine again

fallen angels

it actually was rainin outside while i made dis 
one of my favs ive made

prod yogic
vocals mix master by ike

let me know whats up witcha
do you enjoy testing my patience?
cant even look me in the eyes
you never got shit to say 
why?
cant even spare one damn word
really hope im overthinking
cause i really wanna make this work
you the only one left in the picture
(picture, picture, picture)
only one left, now i fight with regret, cause i picked her
(picked her, picked her, picked her)
been wanting your warmth, ive been stuck in a winter
(winter, winter)
winter, speak with my actions cause you never listen
(listen, listen)
you don't listen, craving for your embrace, i miss it
why do you act this way to me
lost control of my doubt, i cant believe
that you made it this far
i opened up, let you know who i am
mistake #1, didnt ask who you were, baby i dont remember
out of mind, forgot the texts that i sent ya
stop the hiding, i been waiting right here
stupid reasons, i threw all of mine out the window
but they kept me alive, i always needed life
and i can see inside you, thats why you turn away
do you enjoy dividing? 
had too many sleepless nights, bitch, grow the fuck up cause im tired of this
so sick of this
sick to my stomach
stopped showin up cause you fuck me over and love it
thats a stretch, i know, but thats the way im thinking of it
ohhhhh, guess thats how it go i know it sucks and
i cant do a thing
tried too many times and didnt learn shit
this what comes when u think someone is perfect
truth hittin like a bitch, its a curse so ima let her lie

winter

prod chrxme & malakaix8
vocals mix master by ike

MY NIGGA I AM NOT RODDY
CANNOT PUT ME IN A... BOX

rocks

prod yoni & ikewyd
outro prod by ike , beat prod by yoni
vocals, mix, master by ike

all plats solo.to/1ke

bitch stop playing
i know you got options, just hear me out though
promise i got everything and anything you need, say the word
is it too much to put away your doubts, cause i did for your sake
eyes on u cause nobody else relates or understands me the way you did
be a part of this life i live
stay beside me in this life i live
stay beside me on this road i walk
steady mentioning shit that i did
but i dont argue, ima let you talk
when the lights go off, i know shawty wont talk
catching a vibe, she lemme know whats up
whats crackin 
and these niggas wanna act, i dont jack it
wont call back anymore know she gon drag it

got this cake and dipped like nothin happened
ou, oh, know im putting in that passion
and pain, she gon love me when im putting in that passion, 
passionate actions, they really just distract me
from reality
huh, thinking bout the wrong things, this aint what i need
bitch, stop actin salty, you aint wanna see this through
know you got a roster, and still cant choose
me or my money
me or the riches
me or my connections
tell me what the deal is
you dont know what real is
used to be the realest
askin for the old me, bitch i killed him 
shittin on these niggas every time, they know i killed this
killed it, fuckin with you for the thrill
my bad, bein honest i got bigger shit to deal with
deal with, sayonara, farewell

beside me

prod pilotkid & ikewyd
mix master vocals by ike

take time, there aint no rush (im available)
you aint that, baby stop actin tough (so much hate in you)
you like pointing out my flaws, girl just look in the mirror, realized theres no saving you
so dont let me say it twice
oh, youre way too obsessed, but luckily thats what i like
bitch hop up in the benz, and lets get away tonight
if you down with it
put your worries to the side, no room for feelings
no to



doing way too much
lookin at her, she off henny tryna show me love
wait showing me lust, swear i done seen it all
feelin deja vu from all my remnants tryna call me back, 
ah, lacy with the tool, fuckin wit her, then its static
went and cut me off, thought i told you that we had it
i thought that we had sum, we could work it out, baby
late night call to let me know what this about, baby
let me be blunt for a second cause im done waiting
i know that you thinkin of me
missin all your kisses with the lights off, fucking
one of a kind swear i cant replace you but 
i get temptations, like anybody else
i want you only, need you to myself (long choir)
i need you to myself, need you to myself, so hear me when I say
dont see nobody if it aint us
3am convos, thats how you know shit get dangerous
she know that she fine, but she still put on all that makeup
feenin over bitches when i need to get my cake up
how could i forget that?
time, money, tears, all that shit i'll never get back
saw you with that other nigga, girl u better get back
struggled to accept that, i did
but i still find myself waitin for u so

noroom4feelings

prod paryo and ikewyd
vocals mix master
i did the lil outro thing

tear me to pieces
been skinning the bone, you know what you doing, think i dont see that
hoping that i wouldnt notice
i know im making a fool out of myself
dont need you to tell me that
desperation biting me in the back
been there and done it, so why am i still dealing with all these issues??
fed off my attention, reassurance aint seem to fix you
but im gettin ahead of myself
ahead of the past, ahead of the present 
presence, yours aint like nobody else's
you hide a lot and its easy to tell,
i sound like a hypocrite now, but i said it 


aint even notice i started relenting
everything i say is deaf to your ears
so theres no point in venting
lotta shit ive lost, but ill take time to check on my niggas wellness
cant afford to think im helpless
pockets green, you could say im healthy
or am i really?
fragile state of mind
always gotta deal with this fragile state of mine
this shit eats up all my time
and steals my happiness and well being
if this what you want, so be it
strapped up whenever them demons near me
try to attack, you can meet this nina
wishin for escape but everybody knows that genies dont exist
tried to compensate by putting this ice on my wrist and 
i know theres better days, so thats why ima keep on movin
dont matter how many Ls I take, i know you want to see me losing
this bitch keep on counting my losses, nobody's payin yo dumbass to do this 
why do niggas say i switched, ever since day 1 ive been keeping it true and i dont need to prove that
stayed wit the passion, i wont ever lose that
ive had enough, think its safe to conclude that you gon

hypocrite

prod sapjer
vocals mix master by me

lately ive been on my cool shit
and its fuck anybody who aint on my team
better... do your job nigga, fore you lose it
see the dust if you cannot keep up with me and what im building
20/20 vision cause i cannot see a ceiling
fear in everybody, i got niggas in they.. feelings
bring in more than enough, but i still run it up
like i need to feed children


didnt turn my way, its ironic you hear this
beat kicks when i step, wont forget the process
that it took for that good shit to reel in
fathom you wont feel this feeling
fathom where you at and stop watching
stop, watch, make they time stop 
in the center of the room when im present
average joes, niggas called me bizarre
but i ventured the farthest and taught em all a lesson
musical weapon ( hm, yea )
and this shit real life i won't make it up
cafuné with hoes, im tekkin em
im watching the moon with them laying on me
and my mood runs, cant stop thinking bout this bitch
so when i wake up ima kick em out
its some real deep shit that i think about
still lookin for truth, ive barely found any

black sheep, dolo and i move with no shepherd 
you gone see me die before i get put on a tether
tried to hold us back, niggas flipped the forecast on us
now it look like we the only ones above the weather
petty ass set ups
happened, didnt let up
first generation young man at coachella
nigga thats what ima tell em
doubt is okay, let em 
i got life on fairy tale timing,
gretel, no hansel
kickin down doors ill do way more than handle it
i got to a point where i had to stop taking handouts 
pulled my hand in, had no stand in, orchestrated shit we really had everything planned out
wasnt hard to stand out, all these niggas weak (on me)
they aint see shit, took note and receded (on me)
brick wall, none of you hoes gettin penis but i could call up brodie, send him over if you need it cause

..coolsh!t

prod origin and ikewyd
i did the outro + extra sounds and arrangement

this woman out of her mind, what's letting you think you can hold me down 
follow things you set, it dont add up right when i'm not around you
nobody to blame this time, think im way too kind
if i act out, nigga you gon hate me 
let this shit drag on, now we're complacent
pride weighs me down, too smug to lift it
so i roll up to get high a little
i step up and get shut down by my ego
too stubborn, don't think i'll fix it (re rec this line on 2nd hook)
kept these limits, threw away a lot for you
only say that cause it helps to get me through
i dont got good eyes, plus you cant see clear
guess we'll never know whos the bad1 here

running out of time, i cant find a way for you

put it on god, i been real fucked up
drain on my eyes, i aint spilled enough
i got no conscience, shit workin against me
every situation i get put in too tough, im not good with decisions
you done gave me more than i wanted to deal with
fuck you here for?
i dont need more of this
it dont help that i know that im lusting
god damn, dont even know who i belong to 
stupid questions aint gon get u any answers
entitled to shit u wont reciprocate
my nigga, you need to get faster (faster)
faster, faster
cause im done being the nigga thats gon act first
present you is only worried bout the after
when you're not even aware of where we at
i dont like how you think
who you fooling?
it aint me
im not the one
you should play with
its some shit you aint seen yet
i took poison
didnt hurt me
still standing
got my head still
you aint notice
it aint my fault
it aint your fault
nigga, get real for once cause

bad1

prod 8een & ikewyd
throwaway

turned in my direction
thought not good with training, mind blank
i need some.. helping
hate you back, praying that you dont mess this up for me
twisted, this shit fucked like an orgy
stop.. rushing, i cant afford you
wishin that i could tell if there's more to whats
going on (going on)
whats going on? 
there's nothing wrong (nothing)
and thats the problem with me
need a light on the other side for all the dark things ive seen
and i'm good with what's said, i cant care what it might mean, baby

its the way that i look at things now
i had to make it a habit
thats why theres a way they look at me now
stare with zero understanding
i cant help being simple cause im bad at explaining
too much run through my head, chalk up words, no destination for em
aint no destination for me
pointless revelations
i dont say shit
cause im not made for em
ive been holding hatred
let you take it
cause you not made for me
fuck i even make of this?
i cant comprehend it
i started and cant finish
i started and cant end it
and lost myself spending
too much of my energy 
trying to keep your attention
misread my intentions,
this not what i intended
oh, they tend to overthink shit
and it comes right back to bite me in the ass

(like what i do?)
(not my problem)
(how this on me?)

haha, this shit bite me in the butt
counting all the cold days
shit aint warm anymore, now that its only us
keeping to myself, found peace in my own things
a nigga hungry, starved for too long, getting shit on my own plate
delusion stemming from my old ways
im thinking like this cause of those days
those days, those days
in between two different roads
devils and angels both ways
get involved and end up in circles
(i havent made any progress in a while)
i didnt know that i'd hurt you
but none of y'all can put the blame on me (blame on me)

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original melody midi by vvsmalibu
everything else (prod wise) me

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