Saint Avangeline's debut album, Gardener of Eden, tells the story of a young lesbian woman recalling her romantic, yet tragic encounters, doomed-to-fail relationships, and coming to terms with her traumatic sexual assault. Two months after attempting to take her own life, she began to write this album as a means to begin to accept what happened to her, and let it all out, using her pain as a source to create something beautiful, and to eventually heal from. 

Inspired by tracks from Lana Del Rey, Avangeline chose a similar moody, ethereal tracks (all from BeatStars), paired with her own personal gothic style of poetry, to create dreamy music layered with reverb. 

Armed with only Apple earbuds and a laptop, Avangeline learned to mix and master her own vocals and released this album independently in April, 2022.

Your Rarest Of Flowers

The song is out on all platforms!
I wrote it over three years ago… on cold winter nights

Lyrics by Siren

Intro – “Siren Song”
A-a-a-h ×4

Verse 1
Sky fell in your eyes,
I fear myself.
Si...
Siren’s dream —
Pure heroine.
E-ever frost,
Blue skin and glow.
Oh, abyss of cold,
You’ll never see me old.

Chorus
A-a-a-h ×4

Verse 2
On my own I will say:
My soul is my sail,
My sins I’m watering.
Oh, my old man in the sea,
My song you must sing.
You’ve seen my slaughtering.
Now you’re...

All mine…
All mine…
All mine…
You sink in my song,
You sink in my song,
You sank in my song.
Now you’re...
Ah!...
Cold!

Chorus
A-a-a-h ×2
(Ah... Cold!)
A-a-a-h ×2
(Ah! Cold!)
A-a-a-h ×2
(Cold!)
A-a-a-h ×2
(In the cold, in the cold, in the cold…)
A-a-a-h ×4

Outro
Sky fell in your eyes,
I fear myself.
Si—sirens dream,
Pure
siren’s dream.
Heroine...
Siren’s dream — pure heroin…

Whale song and ocean waves.

Siren Heroine

🇺🇸
 This song began with the moment a familiar voice suddenly felt distant.
 It reflects the quiet ache of reaching out and finding only coldness in return.
 A longing for comfort that kept circling back to the very source of the hurt.
 It’s the echo left behind when a voice refuses to leave the mind.
🇰🇷  
익숙했던 목소리가 낯설게 멀어지던 순간에서 시작된 노래.
손을 내밀었지만 차가운 침묵만 돌아오던 감정.
상처를 주는 존재에게조차 기대고 싶어지는 모순된 마음,
그리고 끝내 머릿속을 떠나지 않는 잔향에 대한 기록.

Just a Curse (monologue ver.)

Slow heat, heavy air, and music that feels like skin on skin.
Each track is a whisper in the dark, a lingering look, a moment you shouldn’t stay in… but will.

If you’ve ever been caught in someone’s orbit and couldn’t break free—this one’s for you.
✨ Drop a like, leave a comment, or share it forward. Let the spell spread.

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Under your spell

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