i forgot about this but omg i love it so much this is amazing

song's beautiful, welcome back, proud oyou <3

CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

VERSE:

(becoming a chore)

b-been wasting my time 
trying to find
happiness in that
that don’t feel right
how might i
survive this tragic life

(how might i survive)

i wake up and complain 
about the day 
before it’s even begun 
am i the only one
that feels this way
i cant look at my own face

BRIDGE:

to bare witness to face the facts that i just go on living the same boring shit… i cant fuckin do this


CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

my life's becoming a chore (metlast)

mix by me 

mastering by @sadtxnshi <3

lyrics : 

Verse 1

And i go on this shore.
Trying to live again.
Feeling the earth core.
And fly away.
Darkness has been gone.
But not for so long.
I don't wanna go back from where i belong

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Verse 2

I remember all the time.
What you told me in the past.
To not get stuck in the last,
Memory who'll let me down.
But it's hard to breath these days.
I saw the sun fade away.
And the sky gets dark.
While i'm dying in the parc.

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Outro

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

disappear from this universe

disappear from this universe [prod. Grayskies]

i dont mind if im just wasting time
im alright when i see you smile
fuck my life 
why did you leave me
please dont cry
when you're reading
what i wrote you
sorry that i broke you

i dont wanna be okay
when i cant be with you
im drowning in this fucking pain
i needed you
i wanna kiss you in the rain
i miss seeing you
i guess now its too late to change
i needed you

when i see you smile (splashgvng x jolst)

GONE

self-prod

Crush my hands into some particles, 
But I still hold, 
To the pieces of you stopping me, 
From being cold. 
I just wanna know you love me baby, 
I don't control, 
The feelings that I'm feeling lately, 
It's getting old. 
Could you love me like you did, 
In December?
Cold winter winds on our skin, 
We're growing thinner. 
Walking through the snow, 
But our skin tends to simmer. 
Warmth beneath our hearts, 
Gives a feeling I remember. 
You had black and red hair, 
And mine was in my face, 
Now yours is turning brown, 
And I guess I haven't changed. 
I still feel as cold as I did, 
Inside that fucking cave. 
And if I fall behind, 
I hope this winter you escape. 
You created me, 
You saved me like a hero. 
Can't relate me to your passion, 
Baby I'm a fuckin zero. 
I just wanna be the one you call when you're alone. 
I'm sorry baby girl I know I never get the phone.

december

Main Artist: lil XipZ 
Featured Artist: teddyboi
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x teddyboi
Mastering: teddyboi
Cover Art: lil XipZ & teddyboi
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LYRICS:

[intro: lil XipZ]
i think you still care, i see you listening 
but you cant talk to me, you're blocked on everything

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i see you listening to me, do you still think about me?
is there something that youd like to say?

wanna tell me that you miss me? 
just to play with my feelings
too bad, that aint gon happen again

[verse: teddyboi]
i see you on my songs bitch, why you still listenin?
look at my wrist, now my neck, bitch its fuckin glistenin uh huh
i ran through your friends, a rental huh?
fuckin all of your mentals up
swirl it, like a double cup
while your listenin to another song yeah
i was too busy making money
while you were cheating on the low
but thank you for that, cuz now all the albums are flowing yeah
i know that youre angry, but i made you who you are so you can thank me
i got someone unique to finesse you can you blame me? uh huh
but its hilarious that youre still blowing up my phone, on my tik tok, my dms, can you just leave me alone?
bitch, im not god, i aint your saving grace
you stupid bitch had done me wrong so ill never forgive her aye

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i see you listening to me, do you still think about me?
is there something that youd like to say?

wanna tell me that you miss me? 
just to play with my feelings
too bad, that aint gon happen again

Our Exes Still Listen To Our Songs lol (w/ teddyboi) [Prod. Shxdy808]

east side w/ Danny’s Adventures (prod. jang0)

coverart by wetbirthdaycard <3


blood on my desk like oh my god
you call back but i dont pick up
lungs are black, yea my body fucked
i should see a doc but i call my plug
pain in my chest put it in a song
rain turnin red i should quit the drugs
fake my death so i know who loves me to the bones and who does not

i see faces in the rain
i think i'll go insane
i kinda like the pain
blood is drippin of my blade
dont care about the fame
just wanna be okay
im waiting on the rails while im screaming out your name

suicide - i almost did it
but i didn't fucking drown
mama wanna see me winning
and im tryna make her proud
i dont wanna keep on living
i just do it for her now
only see me fucking grinning
when my head is in the clouds


@epitomeoffailure
it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

just look at the clues
i’ve already tied the noose
i’m escaping this horrid abuse
and i don’t even know how it makes me feel
knowing that this all wasn’t real

it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

amv <3

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

as the star light fractured through my head
the midnight howls, had me worry am i dead
it was a cloudy  night, and the mist was thick
made me think that nothing really is better than this.


everybody's too in love, too in love
in the morning they all hit me up
honestly im fed up
nothings really worth it all

she kept telling me on stormy nights
i wanna end it all, if this is all thats to my life
the drugs and alcohol is all thats keeping me alive
im sorry lover, you gotta try, try try

fucked in the head
id rather be, alone, inside my bed
never attend, these party's and gatherings, throw up again
i cannot accept
or ever pretend
this life what i wanted, get over it

everybody's too in love, too in love
in the morning they all hit me up
honestly im fed up
nothings really worth it all

im so sick of the wasted nights
ur wasted in my bed, cant get a hold of anything
gotta breath, i gotta catch myself, before i fall for it
ur a faker, making lusty intentions, for the fun, of it

conventionalizations

(prod is unknown unfortunately, please reach out if you are/know the producer)

what the fuck she say
cant give me brain
well run away
get in the car
your in my way
feel afraid
stay away
I'm not the same
push away
cannot escape
my mental state
is something fake

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

I know its small, yeah its like you're heart, uh
feelings fall apart, yeah
you always say its hard, to partake
nothing makes me feel the same, as when i met you
I'm goin mental  
I'm goin mental

I don't know why you don't, understand
green eyes in my head, as you hold my hand
no, something doesn't feel right
drugged, out from the night at the club, is she over it?

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

no I cant get you out of my face
stuck in my head, am I a disgrace?
I just wanna cry! help me get away!
feelin fuckin nauseous, I'm not okay

disappear from this universe [prod. Grayskies]

ikiso

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