prod & mix by me

mastering by @slaughter-tone-records


lyrics :

chorus

i wanna try to be something

but the world is killing me

my garbages on the floor

never clean, anymore

verse

scars in my head won't go back

they followin' getting stacks

i see sadness in every dreams i do

feeling empty, my life i will lose

world is over, landscapes are grey

veins are burning, helping the pain

i just wanna leave now

that the dark fall down

chorus

i wanna try to be something

but the world is killing me

my garbages on the floor

never clean, anymore x2

empty

prod & mix by me

thanks @slaughter-tone-records for the guitar <3

chorus

everything was tense and gloom

so high

time will get me, one day,

connection lost to the earth,

i'm outside from space, looking to an end,

and time, 

going through his death,

away,

verse

falling in the dark,

memories, walking in the parc,

getting so tired,

universe on fire,

feeling, dying

stars are ignite

flying through the night,

falling, falling,

chorus

everything was tense and gloom

so high

time will get me, one day,

connection lost to the earth,

i'm outside from space, looking to an end,

and time, 

going through his death,

away,

outside from space (no mastering)

outside

prod by ikiso

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus

(ikiso)

when you stay by my side

i feel alright again,

at least i think i've tried,

to not become insane,

i remember when we went,

to the place where we met,

now i feel so alone,

sadness breaking my bones,

verse

(sadtxnshi)

im feeling so alone

please dont act so cold to me now

i hope ur free now

baby now im crying everyday

cus i realized ur not the same

that ive known for the past 5 years

i might drown in all my tears

chorus

(ikiso x sadtxnshi)

when you stay by my side

i feel alright again,

at least i think i've tried,

to not become insane,

i remember when we went,

to the place where we met,

now i feel so alone,

sadness breaking my bones,

where we met w/sadtxnshi

prod by Venus : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMAgGS_GSAGMFUnDcsKx9PQ

lyrics by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

sadtxnshi's account : https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi

lyrics :

verse 1 (ikiso)

i remember when we were trying
i remember when we were laughing
i don't wanna fight anymore
knowing time's waiting me at the shore
falling everytime from the sky
smoking cigarettes in the night

falling from the sky
feel so numb everyday
monday's grey
have no idea what to do
searching anywhere for a clue
laying down on my bed

chorus (ikiso)

and i cannot breath
anymore
anymore

verse 2 (sadtxnshi)

im still going to our favorite places 
i hate it that i see u changing 
im sorry that i keep on failing 
i promise that i keep on waiting for you 
baby i love you 
for you 
baby i love you

chorus 2 (ikiso & sadtxnshi)

and i cannot breath
anymore
anymore

falling w/sadtxnshi [prod. Venus]

prod by Lxst Ghoul

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus (ikiso)

girl you know i'mma dying soon

being buried on the moon

trying to get well every fucking day

but life seems not really okay

verse (sadtxnshi)

my life is not okay at all

i think i'll go insane oh no

come and save me from the cold

please dont blame its not my fault

chorus (ikiso)

 girl you know i'mma dying soon

being buried on the moon

trying to get well every fucking day

but life seems not really okay

dying soon w/sadtxnshi

dying soon w/sadtxnshi [prod. Lxst Ghxul]

prod by beamerboy

mix by ikiso

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics by ikiso, Kitten

lyrics :

verse 1 (ikiso)

i'm afraid of everything

am i the one to blame ? 

and i told em what's going on

i feel ashamed

old times, old life

feel bad, all time

the glass from the mirror scattered when i show myself

i'm too anxious and shy to one day ask for help

burning, dying

being alive, trying

chorus x2 (ikiso)

i remember everyday

feeling like i'm insane

wondering when i'll be okay

verse 2 (Kitten)

I want to know 

I want to know 

I want to know 

I want to know you 

I want to hold 

I want to hold 

I want to hold 

I want to hold you 

I want to go,  I want to die 

I cannot so I want to try 

My life in a million pieces 

My life in a billion faces 

Even my shadow is ashamed 

At what I have now become 

The bad in me, is never tamed 

And I just want to be gone

chorus x2 (ikiso x Kitten)

i remember everyday

feeling like i'm insane

wondering when i'll be okay

afraid w/Kitten [prod. beamerboy]

prod by beamerboy

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics by ikiso & sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus (ikiso)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you're telling that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

verse (sadtxnshi)

i wish i could undo a lot of things i did

i dont know how to cope so i just cut my wrist

girl u know i really dont want to exist

so please dont treat me like im just a fucking bitch

i know im a burden

and im not really worth it

yea my world is burning

girl you're my favorite person


you're not around

im breaking down

i need your hand

give me a chance 

x2

chorus (ikiso)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you're telling that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

chorus (sadtxnshi)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you tell me that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

start over again w/sadtxnshi [prod. beamerboy]

mix by me 

mastering by @sadtxnshi <3

lyrics : 

Verse 1

And i go on this shore.
Trying to live again.
Feeling the earth core.
And fly away.
Darkness has been gone.
But not for so long.
I don't wanna go back from where i belong

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Verse 2

I remember all the time.
What you told me in the past.
To not get stuck in the last,
Memory who'll let me down.
But it's hard to breath these days.
I saw the sun fade away.
And the sky gets dark.
While i'm dying in the parc.

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Outro

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

disappear from this universe

disappear from this universe [prod. Grayskies]

mix by ikiso & IBleedIcare

mastered by IBleedIcare

lyrics 

chorus

i want to believe in myself

but everything's got down lately

took the same clothes from the shelf

all i want to do is dying

verse

felt out of breathe

time is gone

spent time crying

on my own

room not cleaned up

sleep on garbage

i feel stuck

trapped in a cage

chorus x2

i want to believe in myself

but everything's got down lately

took the same clothes from the shelf

all i want to do is dying

took the same clothes from the shelf [prod. idly blare]

mix by ikiso & Lu Wonderland

mastering by Lu Wonderland

prod by idly blare

lyrics :

(ikiso)

sing along with me

do you remember our call ?

i can't go away from these

shopping together in the mall

you took me away from the horror of my dreams

everything's cold without you and my pills

do you remember our call last night ?

i remember all the time has gone so fast

(Lu Wonderland)

beautiful eyes with a glass of wine

look so different than before

crystal clear voice at the end of the line

sounds so different than before

i was sitting on the river bed

writing down the thoughts that are in my head

i was waiting for you to hit me up

while im working on my glow up

do you remember our call last night ?

I remember all the time has gone so fast

do you remember our call last night ? w/Lu Wonderland [prod. idly blare]

mix by ikiso & Kitten

mastered by Kitten

lyrics :

chorus (ikiso)

i can't feel a thing  now

i waste my time

gone away from all the lies

standing here, right in front of all 

screaming my pain, crying some cold blood

i don't wanna wake up

i just wanna hang  up

i just wanna pray to the sky i need 

something to get back on

my life, sad for so long 

verse (Kitten)

my life doesn’t feel worth it anymore

i can sense it burning deep into my core

i can tell there’s something going very wrong

in the end, i’ll probably just die alone

i just wish i could live in peace

i just wish i could leave this place

cause it’s taking my heart to a whole new pace

i feel like it’s been a while now

really need to sort all that out

i’m breaking down

i’m breaking down

chorus (ikiso)

i can't feel a thing  now

i waste my time

gone away from all the lies

standing here, right in front of all 

screaming my pain, crying some cold blood

i don't wanna wake up

i just wanna hang  up

i just wanna pray to the sky i need 

something to get back on

my life, sad for so long

can't feel a thing w/Kitten [prod. metlast]

mastered by me

mix by me 

lyrics : 

pre-chorus

i'm asking questions to my mind, yeah

want to be happy, but all the lies, i'm just so blind yeah

don't want to go outside, anxiety fucks me up

this fucking world is pure shit 

i don't wanna live in this


chorus

i'm asking questions to my mind, yeah

want to be happy, but all the lies, i'm just so blind yeah

don't want to go outside, anxiety fucks me up

this fucking world is pure shit 

i don't wanna live in this

hard times, got mine

feelings and time

sorry, my friends

i will not stay on land

Verse

im crying and falling at the same time

i don't care i just wanna die

i just wanna lay down

i don't wanna wake up

hours on the fucking count

always feeling like a dumb

memories are coming up to my brain

i want to think about something but this thing's driving me insane

fuck life, i don't wanna live it 

fuck drugs, i don't wanna take it

happy, probably never be 

all time stuck in my dreams

chorus

i'm asking questions to my mind, yeah

want to be happy, but all the lies, i'm just so blind yeah

don't want to go outside, anxiety fucks me up

this fucking world is pure shit 

i don't wanna live in this

hard times, got mine

feelings and time

sorry, my friends

i will not stay on land

questions [prod. metlast]

mix by ikiso & Kitten

mastered by Kitten

lyrics :

(Kitten)

i wish that i would have seen it coming 
but now i’m here, and time’s quickly passing
after all that time i’ve been more and more worried
about my future, and my life

(ikiso)

well life's a bitch
and i always deal with
falling in a ditch
blood from my mouth i spit
3 years ago, i was always crying
3 years later, i always feel like dying
crying, tears don’t fall
trying, death come home
i’m sorry, it is my last call
suffering, on my own

(Kitten)

and 3 years later i’m still fucking sad
mind stuck in the same place life’s always bad
It’s like an avalanche, or even worse
Until I end up inside a hearse

You know depression’s coming in easy
You know that it’s here and will never leave
In the end i just wanna feel hope
But you know tears are falling

(ikiso)

well life's a bitch
and i always deal with
falling in a ditch
blood from my mouth i spit
3 years ago, i was always crying
3 years later, i always feel like dying
crying, tears don’t fall
trying, death come home
i’m sorry, it is my last call
suffering, on my own

tears pt.III w/Kitten [prod. LxstGhoul]

tears pt.III w/Kitten [prod. Lxst Ghxul]

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