cloudshouter general

emaciated brain
what a tangle to be tamed
and what a dream
to be set wild
left spinning
left spinning
left spinning
left spinning

emaciated mind
stapled to the horrible marble in the sky
and what a dream
to be set wild
left spinning
left spinning
left spinning
left spinning

emaciated brain
what a tangle to be tamed

tangle

seperation 
from external expectations
and suggestions 
to direct me
now they don't even tempt me 
for a moment
i don't know me
to be open
thinking empty
i don't know me
to be open
to be open

opening theme

a sudden strike of unstoppable force
as anything other than an immovable object
these feeble feet flee often
my feeble feet flee so often

said the movable object

haven't you seen the shape of anything different?
what would you trade me for my only time?
which setting did you leave the machine on?
which words would you prefer i eat?

haven't you ever heard your own lines?
where is the peace of mind they promised?
to be decayed to tools of trade
and made to produce this vomit now

now

now do you need a moment's notice?
now do you need a warning?
were you surprised to find me boring at its core?

haven't we kissed the feet of heretics?
have you considered the merit of simple explanations?
do you have temptations the same as anybody?

please pique my interest in the skyline
i fail to see the utility

interest in the skyline

all i am: 20,000 years in wait
this time the drifting of the plate feels a little too insane
i can't help being who i am
but i can't help hating who i am all the same
20,000 years in wait
this time the drifting of the plate feels a little too insane
i can't help being who i am this time
i can't help being who i am

20,000 years in wait

predetermined rising action
what will happen when it falls?

i would like a word or two or three
with the watchers of the ones that watch me
why should i throw a fit like this
for the millionth fucking time?

a word or two or three with the watchers of the ones that watch me

disconnection

you're only meat like me
don't you feel silly when you speak?
i feel so silly
are you unwilling
to see what you won't greet
don't you feel silly in retreat?
don't you feel silly?
don't you feel silly?

you're only meat like me
don't you feel silly when you speak?
i feel so silly
are you unwilling
to see what you won't greet
don't you feel silly in retreat?
don't you feel silly?
don't you feel silly?

disconnection

meat like me, don't you feel silly?

talking to me like i am stupid
talking to me across the ever-present information 
pool

only in seconds
suddenly present

talking to me through new linguistics 
talking to me about your marble notebook dripping incomplete 

diseased and dented
your foul invention

pool

new linguistics

do you hate my bubblegum sculpture?
do you hate these abrasive tendencies?
do you hate that i hate the whole earth?
do you hate what you see, do you hate what you see?

do you hate my naive dedication?
do you hate all my cartoon fantasies?
do you hate this separation?
do you hate what you see, do you hate what you see?

do you hate this mess i've presented?
do you hate that i feel resentment too?
do you hate that my tongue is erected and
sharp enough to cut through you right now?

do you hate my bubblegum sculpture?

cloudshouter general

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