A song about the final stage of death. Pure bliss and peace , the reverse segment is the memories flashing back as you drift away. Than being at true peace in the very end.

bliss

bliss (demo)

This is the beginning, the first stage of death, despair. There is no hope, there is no way to escape dying. This is the beginning of the end.
TRACK 01: 絶望 (DESPAIR)
Off the upcoming album 死 (DEATH)
https://youtu.be/L3impzVWseE

絶望

These are some beats a made about a year ago,  it was left untouched until now. I decided to make these old beats sound way better, because my skills in music have improved since then.
    I appreciate all the support from all of you, love yall
    Thanks for 100 followers on Instagram.
Enjoy

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2P7Ji3xa9aphY0wO68mwOg

https://www.instagram.com/raven_official06/

Track 01

song about when I was in an extremely depressive episode.

lyrics 


Itami

Rest is a mess 
I cant contest 
Bloodied my body crave death nonetheless
Pleasure the pressure no stop in the end 
I faked everything i will pay for my sins 
The people id kill i got many on list 
Everything lately been turning to grim 
Don't understand on the reason we live 
Don't understand on the reason we live
 fall away again
again, again, again,
fall away again 
again, again, again, again, again

raven

I'm mentally ill
can you not tell?
I'm probably going to hang myself 
and I do not care if I go to hell
I do not need your help
(yeah, yeah)
and there is no god
there is no hope
cause I'm hanging here at the end of this rope
And im slitting my throat
and im slitting my wrist
because I can no longer take this fucking shit
why do I care?
why do I try? 
why can't I just fucking not be alive?
I am so sorry I did suicide 
fall away again 
again, again,
fall away again
again, again, again 

itami
⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/lord-ushinatta

fall away again. feat. ☆LXRDITAMI☆ prod.hoodieslut

this isn't meant to offend anyone 

lyrics:

YEAH×22
I don't care If you don't like my shit
(DIE)
And if you don't like my shit you can suck my fucking dick
BuT rAvEn ThAtS gAy
I do not care I will say what I say 
I'm doing what I want ever-y day
get out of my face
and get out of my way
I don't need your bs cause I'm doing okay
we are just horn heads you will just be dead if you decide to fuck with us
idc if I am repitive or if I have said enough 

smokin on yo brothers pack
hit em with my black mac
killin shit im high off crack
fuck yo bitch and yo stack

bitch i really do not care
fuck yo chain dont care whatchu wear 
imma rip out all my hair
you be horn heads and thats not fair

fuck you fuck me
dick gon hurt your tummy
bitch i go dummy
i dont fucking love me

smokin on yo brothers pack
hit em with my black mac
killin shit im high off crack
fuck yo bitch and yo stack

(YEAH)
ONE DAY I'LL MAKE MILLION DOLLARS
IM ALREADY GOING FARTHER
IF U HATING ON ME ILL BE DANCING WITH YO FUCKING DAUGHTER
IM DOING WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT IF I WANT TO
I FUCK ON HER BUTT AND HER CUNT AND I CUM TOO
F THE FEDS AND IM NOT JUST SAYIN IT TO SAY IT
IF THERES SOMETHING THAT I WANNA DO THEN I AM GONNA MAKE IT
IM DESTROYING ALL THESE FAGOTS LIKE A BIBLICAL PLAGUE
IM FUCKING INSANE 
SHOOTING ALL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS IN THE BRAIN
I AM NOT HYPOCRITICAL 
IM ORIGINAL 
KEEPING WATCH LIKE A SENTINEL
(CAUSE WE ARE JUST)
WE JUST HORN HEADS×6

HORN HEADS FEAT. OVERWXRLD PROD.MONSTERSIXSEVEN

This album is about the emotional stages of dying, put into sound. It’s like the stages of grief, but you’re the one being grieved. When you listen to this album try to imagine you are the one who is dying. Attempt to put a picture in your head of what it's like to slowly drift away from life.

絶望(despair)
There is no hope left, death can’t be escaped, it's inevitable to die, and it's happening.

否認(denial)
It is hard to accept the fact you are dying, this can't be happening right?Most people don't want this to happen, and are unable to accept it.

怒(anger)
After denying that death is near, still not being able to accept it; coming to the realization that it's really happening. Why now? Why can't anything be done?
 
恐(fear)
After being in pure outrage because death is getting closer. Being utterly terrified that there isn't much time left to live becomes apparent.

丞(help) interlude
Help is wanted, but help is not possible. Wanting help is the beginning of transitioning to more melancholy emotions.

交渉(bargaining)
Wanting to do anything to try and stay alive, willing to give anything to stay on earth instead of Drifting off.

窪(depression)
There's no more motivation to want to be alive. there isn't anything that feels significant enough to care about. 

受理(acceptance)
With no hope or solution to be found, it is personally accepted, the concept of dying. And dying in general, now having a form of closure and being okay with leaving the world. A bittersweet feeling.

至福(bliss)
With nothing to worry about anymore when dead, and nothing negative left to happen. Having eternal peace, no harm can be done. Feeling blissful 


I want to give a special thanks to, chaos, lxrditami, pickyourpoison, indica beats, flowty, GLITCH, sixty9sixty, star AV, dan ivory, BIGUGLYBILL, krisz miranda, often forgotten, SpLaCh, dad, mom, ethan, nicolette, matthew, max, braxton, tiff, brad, nana, spencer, connor, ethan (2nd cousin), quinn, delia, maverick, jas, roslansa, rh pellerin, tristan, and everyone else I forgot to mention 

I love all of you, the amount of support I have gotten from everyone is overwhelming (in a good way). I can't put it into words how much it means to me, it took me about 8 months to finish this, it would've been longer if it wasn't for all of yalls support. Get you some death merch! jus email me or msg me on insta or soundcloud <3 

-r✫ven

BLISS

music video ⬇️
https://youtu.be/lZhjiFFC_YU

ACCEPTANCE

ANGER

DENIAL Feat. Chaos

DESPAIR

I know

self induced sorrow

song about my ex, dropped it on my bday, the pic is were me and her met.

go check out the person who featured on this

https://bluduvel.bandcamp.com/

I enjoyed the good times but I wish we never met. feat. Blu Devul

ᴄ ᴏ ʟ ᴅ

無駄

out of body experience

FUCK HYPNOTIST SAPPHOS BITCH ASS

you shouldn't be alive
you should commit suicide 
you should really take yo life
you should really fucking die
animals cannot consent 
You're a fucking peice of shit 
what the fuck do you not get
why you talking to some kids
yeah you're really fucking sick
you're a fucking hypocrit
you should slit yo fucking wrist
beat yo ass with my damn-

YEAHHHH
SHOOT YO SELF IN THE HEEEEAAAAD
RATHER BE DEEEEAAAD
THEN SEE YOU TOUCH A KIIIIDD
all over again 

yeah you should've pulled the trigger 
I'll pull out your fucking liver 
I will make you fucking shiver
I will make you fucking quiver
you know I'm a fucking killer
my patience is wearing thinner
I'll put your corpse inside a river 
I hope you od on some liquor 
and live stream it all on Twitter 
yeah you is a fucking sinner
yeah you is a fucking quitter 
yeah you is a fucking-

YEAHHHH
SHOOT YO SELF IN THE HEEEEAAAAD
RATHER BE DEEEEAAAD
THEN SEE YOU TOUCH A KIIIIDD
ALL OVER AGAAAAAAIIIIIINNNN
SHOOT YO SELF IN THE HEEEEAAAAD
RATHER BE 

YOU SHOULD FUCKING KILL YOUR SELF 
I HOPE YOURE NOT FEELING WELL
I HOPE THAT YOU GO TO HELL
YOURE SOMEONE THAT I WILL KILL
YOURE LIFE I WILL FUCKING STEAL
SHOOT YOU WHILE YOURE STANDING STILL
YOURE LIFE I WILL FUCKING STEAL
SHOOT YOU WHILE YOURE STANDING STILL

r✫ven - MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE (hypnotist sappho diss) prod. HVVXCK

𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎

burn down the white house cause the government don't really give a fuck
everything is goin down hill and turning all into smut
why do cops be killing innocent like what the holy fuck
they running out of money and all out of motherfucking luck
this country has so many fucking problems but the presidents have never motherfucking solved them
we should put a bag on they damn heads and fucking rob em
we should grab them by they dumbass neck and fucking stomp em

STOMP
STOMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN HEAD 
JUMP
JUMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN NECK
STOMP
STOMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN HEAD 
JUMP
JUMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN NECK

all we gotta do is stomp on they motherfucking head
all we gotta do is jump on they motherfucking neck
and we gonna do that shit till they motherfucking dead 
and if that don't fuckin work we gon' fill em up with lead ×2

STOMP
STOMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN HEAD 
JUMP
JUMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN NECK
STOMP
STOMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN HEAD 
JUMP
JUMP
ON THEIR FUCKIN NECK

STOMP STOMP STOMP ON THEIR FUCKING HEAD
JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP ON THEIR FUCKING NECK
STOMP STOMP STOMP ON THEIR FUCKING HEAD
JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP ON THEIR FUCKING NECK


STOMP! prod. SEPTOSXVII & raven

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

THIS SONG IS A COVER OF HOOVER BY YUNG LEAN

LYRICS:
Fattest bag around, tell the law when I don't fuck with
The saddest firm around, turn to dogs if they barkin' on me
Bag filled with white life, let's throw it in the drawer, homie
Leave my body in the night, wake up with some liquor on me

Wake up with some liquor on me
Wake up and the world is empty
Wake up, bet my bag is empty
Wake up, take a trip to Paris

Two dead rats and I see a gallon
Got alotta shit in my bag like Santa
Bitches see me, hoes gettin' tantrum
Rockstar bitch, I'm like Marilyn Manson
Dirt on my face, bitches think I'm handsome
18, but my money likes expansion
Me and my boys, we just styled in Aspen
After breakfast, people call us madmen
I've always been this way and I call them hasbeens
Never gave a fuck, it's like it never mattered
Accept the actions, forget the sanction
Blowin' smoke in your face, became a dragon
Money in my right and my left hand
Ridin' on a horse with a dead man
Xans in my left hand 

Fattest bag around, tell the law when I don't fuck with
The saddest firm around, turn to dogs if they barkin' on me
Bag filled with white life, let's throw it in the drawer, homie
Leave my body in the night, wake up with some liquor on me

Wake up with some liquor on me
Wake up and the world is empty
Wake up, bet my bag is empty
Wake up, take a trip to Paris

Fattest bag around, tell the law when I don't fuck with
The saddest firm around turn to dogs if they barkin' on me
Bag filled with white life, let's throw it in the drawer, homie
Leave my body in the night, wake up with some liquor on me

Wake up with some liquor on me
Wake up and the world is empty
Wake up, bet my bag is empty
Wake up, take a trip to Paris

2 DEAD RATS

dont project them on to me

SELFISH prod. si3xr

to the person this is about, I forgive you. while I felt the most hurt I've ever been I know you didn't mean for this to happen. I still deeply care about you and am glad we met as you're one of the best things that happened to me in my life. I hope this doesn't change your opinion of me, I know some things may sound hurtful in this song, but it's how I cope, and I don't mean to cause or any hurt or have the intention to, as I would never want to do that. thank you

i'd rather kill myself 
than fuckin fall in love again 
i'd rather hang myself 
than call you my fuckin friend x2

get out my motha fuckin head
sometimes i wish i was dead
why am i getting feelings again
fuck it ill think ill confess
she did all these things anyway
starved for love every fuckin day
smiles when shes my face
basically had a fuckin date

i fuckin loved you
dont love me back
but i aint above you
that shit a fact
i feel so backstabbed
this why i rap
no fuckin cap
slack in my mack
i feel led on
but it wasnt on purpose
i didnt deserve this
my life feel so worthless
im screamin and hurtin
in these fuckin verses
close the fuckin curtain
these convos aren't  workin
so many signs 
but it didnt mean shit
lovin nobody yeah i fuckin quit
almost relapsed and cut my damn wrists
i thought it was love i thought we would kiss

i feel like shit
cannot take this
might just end it
my throat ill slit
MY THROAT I-

wanted to hold yo hand
wanted to be yo man
wanted to show you love
to show you that you are enough
to show I'm grateful and such
to show that I care so much
wanted to feel your touch 
just needed a fucking hug

rather kill myself
than fuckin fall in love again

ID RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN FALL IN LOVE AGAIN prod. TIGARO

sometimes I feel alone

🏠CVBIN CLVN🏠
Life is a gift so give it to others even if its just by saying hi.

r✫ven

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