Free to go (old vocals)Demo

Bout a million other things I could love
What if I told you 
There would be no other one?
What if I told you 
There could be no other one?

You’re free to go
You’re free to go
Won’t make you love me anymore
I give up hands in the air
No more pretending like we’re fine
No more lies no more lies
Just promise me 
That you glance before you go

I used to want you so bad
I used to hate you for the way
I used to keep it all inside
I used to laugh when I could cry
And I’ll forgive all your mistakes
We’re just boys we’ll find our way
And I won’t hold you back again
And now our Story has its end

Just promise me that you leave before
Love fades to dust
Bout a million other things I could love
But I held you down
Love held you down 

You’re free to go
You’re free to go
Won’t make you love me anymore
I give up hands in the air
No more pretending like we’re fine
No more lies no more lies
Not ever, not today

You used to want me so bad 
You used to hate me for the way
You used to keep it all inside
You used to laugh when we could cry
So let’s forgive all these mistakes
Cause we’re just boys we’ll find our way
And I won’t hold you back again
And every story has its end 

Just promise me
That you’ll leave

I Live For Me

Free To Go

I don’t ever wanna see your beautiful smile again
The brightest smile is an ugly frown when turned upside down my friends
Anger turns to a one-sided battle I fought alone
One part of me feet in the ground 
The other clenched to hope

You chose to throw it all away 
For someone who could never say 
I love you through whatever
You chose to throw it all away
For someone who would never say
I love you through whatever 

And throw it all there’s lessons learned
The paths we chose, The bridges burned
So let me ask you

How dare you? How dare you?

I LIVE FOR ME

How Dare You

I’ve seen too much to stay 

I was beginning to believe ya
Thinking I would need you after 
Like I did before 
But I’ve think I’ve finally seen to much
To stay
If you look under the surface 
He didn’t deserve this anymore
You got your way
Just another reason you should stay
Unobtainable 

Now the truth is
Forgive him and watch

You made me out to seem so addicted
Like it was always a question my involvement in your life
And still you give it all away
No no no

You pushed me so far
I forgot to believe in myself

I was beginning to believe ya
Thinking I would need you after 
Like I did before 
But I’ve think I’ve finally seen to much
To stay
If you look under the surface 
You didn’t deserve this anymore
You got your way
Just another reason you should stay
Unobtainable 

Bridge 

It’s getting out of hand 
When I’ve become the man
I can’t stand

Unobtainable (Ending idea cell recording )

Take a moment to breathe
Think of what you said to me
In your moment of need
I was doing so well until you 
Tore it all down

Maybe I don’t wanna say goodbye 
But when you tell me how you’re feeling I can’t hide
And you don’t wanna make the same mistakes
You say you’re sorry while your filling up my place

You say you’ll never love again
As much as you say you loved me
And then you tell me since you left me
You’ve been nothing but happy
You’re that man who pretends to his family and friends 
That the problem ends with “we”
All those lies that you sold
Left me bitter and cold 
And you couldn’t give a damn

Maybe I don’t wanna say goodbye
But when you tell me how you’re feeling I can’t hide
And you don’t wanna make the same mistakes 
Saying you’re sorry while you’re filling up my place
Who’s gonna take my place?

Goodbye

Remember those things you told me
Since I left town you’re hoping 
Must have been soemthing I heard wrong
Cause some of this shit is border crazy
But I would never let this phase me

And all of the moments 
that you’ve thrown out
I never had thought that you would say

So Take it in brush it all off 
By end of this July
He must have been a better man then me
I never could imagine you not there for me
But somehow, now you’re gone

But Here I am thinking 
of the things you didn’t do
And here I am beating up myself
Something seems wrong
With this whole picture now
Cause nothings been missing 
No not since you

Remember those things 
You couldn’t say to me?
I wonder if he says them to right now

All of the moments that you’ll find
You never could imagine the hell
While I’m just here for waiting 
For you to come back home 

I know when I left it 
You would just give up 
And you’d never fight for me
I guess I should thank you 
Cause I know what I’m worth

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