Im Convinced

Forever Love

written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

my friend you said
that love is the way
if i had soul
then why wait

i'll think about it
on my own time
between you and me
its all lies

finding a new way
is getting so old
you become used
to this cold

but if i could change it
then i would lose
i hate pretending
its no use

but man i'm so over
feeling alone
so i might just give in
just this once

we can forget it
my favorite trick
wont these long days
be over quick

Soul- (OLD)

like sour skittles and a good ol round of half-assed screaming about existential dread

a fren of mine who has absolutely no idea about sound design helped make the synth at the end by literally just hitting random buttons otherwise i did everything else myself

Broke

song was put together in about 16 or so hours, 8 for producing and 8 more for mixing and mastering


this is that one day
hopefully you are awake
and theres a man on stage
he says hes lying
but you listen anyways

you give him an in,
and maybe he fills that hole
with a bunch of related fancy chords and notes
or maybe he doesnt

and he gets off, the next one on
says his bullcrap to get himself off
but you wanted more
the confirmation of a real person

and it continues
would you listen
and it continues
i feel like no one listens

maybe you try and change your mind
with the help of some unwise decisions
maybe you find that special person
proceed to trap yourself in their prison

whatever it is, either you find or you keep looking while
the man on stage keeps on strumming
to make sense of this you twist
his words until they mean absolutely nothing

and it continues
would you listen
and it continues
i feel like no one listens

and one day
you'll be on that bed
surrounded by that cheating piece of crap
and those filthy spoiled rotten kids

never figured out just what comes next
so trapped inside that beautiful head
you're wondering what exactly the man on stage meant

this is that one day
hopefully you are awake
and theres a man on stage
you know hes lying
but you listen anyways

this is that one day
hopefully you are awake
and theres a man on stage
you know hes lying
but you listen anyways

and it continues
would you listen
and it continues
thanks for the listen

This Is That One Day

probably my last song that "sounds like this"

Like The Fish