im going through a very stressful, very traumatic point in my life with divorce and self doubt. this was the first track of the album that i chose and i was weeping half way through. @illeniumofficial  thank you for helping me get through one of the darkest times of life and knowing theres life beyond what im experiencing right now, and that theres someone out there thats ready to love me as deeply as i feel.

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳

Jauz X HALIENE - Oceans And Galaxies
Stream: http://monster.cat/oceansgalaxies

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Oceans And Galaxies

Jauz & HALIENE - Oceans & Galaxies

Sideways

Heavenly Side

Fallen Embers

Crazy Times

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August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Can't Say That I'm Sorry

ok not ok
@iamoknotok 

ETHYRIAL
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Lyrics:
(Intro)
I just wanted to tell you that 
i really do like the lyrics
and maybe tomorrow when you wake up
you'll find a melody for the rest
and i think that adequately
describes what you're going through right now
you always write the best songs 
when something is going wrong
but i wish it didn't have to be that way
(Verse)
Nobody told me 
it feels like a train
with no brakes 
and my feet would fail me
nobody told me 
how to play this game
or pretend I don't care 
and dont feel a thing
I wanna say
(Pre Chorus)
hey
how the hell are you
doing so fine
now I see you smile all the time
can't help but wonder if it was 
me
cuz you look happy
(Chorus)
I never realized
what you were to me
until i saw my sky
fade to grey
if you only knew
what you meant to me
but you look happy (2x)
(Verse)
It's different now that I
know what i'm missing
I can't tell apart what
is real or a dream
its clear to see you have
not lost any sleep
cuz the look on your face 
says you're alright to me
I want to say
(Pre Chorus)
hey
how the hell are you
doing so fine
now I see you smile all the time
can't help but wonder if it was 
me
cuz you look happy
(Chorus)
I never realized
what you were to me
until i saw my sky
fade to grey
if you only knew
what you meant to me
but you look happy (2x)
(Bridge)
I know that I should let you go
delete your voice off of my phone
I hope you know you keep me awake
cuz without you it's not the same
I know i need to let you go
delete your voice off of my phone
but i just hope your haunting stays
and i hope you know i'm sorry
(Chorus)
I never realized
what you were to me
until i saw my sky
fade to grey
if you only knew
what you meant to me
but you look happy (3x)
(Outro)
Hey babe it's me
um just wanted to say hi see how your doing
but if you're in the car or you're bored
i'll be driving home
i'll be around if you wanna talk
i'm sorry i couldn't talk much today
but i hope you're having a 
good day and a good night so far
i love you bye
voice message deleted

happy (ETHYRIAL Remix) - Single

happy (ETHYRIAL Remix)

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Happy

Potions is finally here!
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@jtroachmusic

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SLANDER & SAID THE SKY - POTIONS FT. JT ROACH

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Ekali & Illenium - Hard To Say Goodbye  Ft. Chloe Angelides

Better Than Heaven with Jason Ross is out now on @GudVibrations!
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Better Than Heaven

SLANDER & JASON ROSS - BETTER THAN HEAVEN FT. JT ROACH

Paper Thin

Hurts Sometimes with @fairlaneofficial and @jonathanmendelsohn is out now on @heavensentrecs!

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SLANDER & FAIRLANE - HURTS SOMETIMES FT. JONATHAN MENDELSOHN

Denver-based producer ILLENIUM is one of the most successful crossover electronic artists today, topping the U.S. dance charts, garnering over 10 billion streams and headlining the world’s top festivals. 

Following his 2016 debut album, ‘Ashes,’ ILLENIUM broke into the mainstream via his 2017 album, ‘Awake,’ which includes his classics "Crawl Outta Love," "Fractures" and "Feel Good," with Gryffin ft. Daya. A critical and commercial success, ‘Awake’ topped the iTunes Top Electronic Albums Chart in 12 countries with +100M streams. 

In 2019, ILLENIUM released ‘Ascend,’ his third full-length album and his major label debut. As one of the biggest electronic releases of the year (+1B collective streams), the album topped Billboard's Top Dance/Electronic Albums chart and secured a Top 20 hit on the Billboard 200. The album includes the hit tracks "Takeaway" with The Chainsmokers ft. Lennon Stella, "Good Things Fall Apart" with Jon Bellion, "Crashing" ft. Bahari, "In Your Arms" with X Ambassadors and “Take You Down,” which chronicles his past battles with drug addiction. 

Recognized as one of Billboard’s Top Dance/Electronic Artists of the 2010s, ILLENIUM brings his dynamic music to life via his live show, which has dominated festivals like Coachella, Lollapalooza, Bonnaroo and EDC. His 2019 Ascend Tour, which featured a five-piece live band, sold out landmark venues like Madison Square Garden (NYC), STAPLES Center (L.A.) and three consecutive nights at Red Rocks Amphitheatre (Denver).

Heavenly Side

ILLENIUM

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