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CHOOSE! — Milk inside a bag of milk inside a bag of milk OST

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@craves

no cover uploaded
21 August 2021

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Singles

that craves leak [w/ okeefey]

pointme2theslutz prod harlot

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bigpluggssd feat. фолли - сучка сосет достала.мп3

@six-days-after-christmas

think i lost all that you meant to me

all that you meant to me

hope that i'll see you soon


the patience is what i buy when i'm with you

and 

i can't see you through when i'm in my groove

and i know that you'll see me for who i am


tested all of my patience 

i'm all on my own

graven all of my entrances, i'm prone

oohh i'm prone

im prone

prod. @lord135
lyrics + performance. @bella-blind + @keepsecrets
featuring. @keepsecrets
mixing. @djflutterhigh + @keepsecrets

**lyrics**
@bella-blind
i’ve been cutting like a coupon
take away my soul leave it to wander by dawn
she’s mesmerising got my eyes spinning when she’s dancing like a swan
i’m the queen and ur the pawn

i looked up at the moon and i asked it to save me
it never answered me so i knew there’s no debating
there’s no way to be saved
so might aswell make the most of it and cut up all day

but all i wish is for you to hear my thoughts
maybe if you could then you can see how much i brought
to the table
this real life not a fable
if only you could think straight but i know ur unable
i’m not fucking stable
what you did to me is called betrayal
that shit stuck to me like i got fucking stapled
this shit happens all the fucking time, it’s the staple
i’m a fucking crybaby i need to be cradled

@keepsecrets
i brought flowers to your graduation
kush smoke smell like wedding cake and i wont let it go to waste
i swear i make it look painless
they dont know what i be sayin
"hello wrist, come meet my stainless"
they dont never like my razors
her mom thinks i worship satan
i dont want this life i wasted
i hope hell is fuckin bakin
my whole bodies fuckin achin
i swear i been kpin takin
all i do is fuckin face it
i been smokin weed and gamin
i dont fuck with people, only 1 im chasin

eyeblind - coupon (feat. keepsecrets)

i see ur scars 
i see ur scars
u fall apart 
u shatter away in the dark
u broke ur tooth 
i saw the truth its not ur fault
i wanna let loose all my trauma 

let go of all ur trauma
its not all worth it 
if u see the whole world 
is that too much for u girl

u rip like paper
tore my heart open with a razor
i had to change her 
now we're stuck like salt pepper shakers
i wish i was in ur world more
and buy u that contour
and whatever u ask for

and i hope that i 
can see u smile more
dont give a fuck what they're talkin about
im so lost and im downer then south
isn't it something when u talk with ur mouth
i wanna see the city lights so bad
is too bad

spotify

Untreated Scars

prod. @willie-g
feat. @kobainn

**lyrics**
@bella-blind
xan under my tongue so im tellin white lies
i can barely see your face, gaussian blurred by bright lights
heard your sweet soft voice so aggresive, it just bites
if i look at the right angle, right into your eyes
i can see your nerves, see the holes in your fuckin stories
id take the time to listen but i think that you’d just bore me
all these mixed messages all so distorting
the way your mind thinks man its just so annoying
dissonant howling throughout my cortex
walk with me closer, towards the doorsteps
hear the sounds of dread coming straight from a short breath
spikes in my throat when talking, its just so torturous
10 darts to the face
take away your embrace
never leave a trace
god give me yo grace
knife to my thighs carve out the excess
when i need to chill grab a knife and just destress

@kobainn
i got 4 xans in my cup
i got 4 grams in my blunt
my wings break out my back i float
she said i see you there n i know
i pop a white dove under my tongue
now everybody say that im slow
im cryin for everybody back home
im cryin for everybody i know

why you keep calling me like that
girl i do better off on my own
n i cant text you back tonight
i think ill die alone in my room
i hate the way these words come out
i wanna rip apart my throat
i cant say help more than i am
why does it always feel like im cold

i hope it hurts

BANDCAMP

eyeblind ft. newport100s - white dove (prod. willie g)

prod. @greaf
mixing. eyeblind

**lyrics**
i cant do anything , my thoughts are so deafening
walk into your mind i see the times that we were meant to be
thinking back to february , know how it controls me
know its round the corner , know its still approaching
cant control my tendencies , i always get angry
hate to see you walk away cause i know that youre changing
i get mean when im nervous like a bad dog
cant sing no more so i thought id write a sad song
always have to change towns , i feel like a vagabond
try to spill my heart out but you all think that i ramble on
just tell me now if youre staying , tell me if this lasts long
think i see your face , it looks different with no mask on

eyeblind - harvest moon (interlude) [prod. greaf]

prod. @greafer
feat. @lastcigarettebeforebed
mixing. eyeblind

**lyrics**
@bella-blind
pick the skin off your lips, pick the imperfections
carve letters into my skin, i do that shit in sections
step inside of every box tryna miss all of the cracks
i know what you’re thinking i know you wanna go right back
so many loops man my lifes a fucking figure 8
one false move and my whole life fucking detonates
goddamn i think that you were right
you were really right
really right, really right, really right, really right, really right

i really cant ever change
i always fucking stay the same
nails dig into my arm
i see why you just left that scar
i cant really ever change
my whole life just went down the drain
i went down the wrong lane
my whole life just filled with pain

ill stay the same
baby i cant ever change
if i do something
ima do it all again
ill stay the same
baby i cant ever change
i know when you look at me
all you see is useless shame

@lastcigarettebeforebed
put my brain on pause 
i been fucking up a lot 
dont tell me thats its not my fault
i cant look you in the eyes
i got home and i just cried
itd be better if u lied


tweaking out all the time, my brains so fucking dumb
i dont want this fucking life, doesnt matter if i try
and if i try to say goodbye, ill be back the same night
does it matter if i die, i just waste ur fucking time

eyeblind ft. exxtape - you’re right, i’ll always be the same (prod. greaf)

prod. @lord135
feat. @potentialwasted
mixing. eyeblind
sample: the day i left the womb - escape the fate

**lyrics**
@potentialwasted
how did i do this again?
how did this happen again?
i fell in love, got too attached and you just wanna be friends?
lets not pretend we made amends you were the girl i depend on
you sent me texts and all your love letters i still held on
cant believe we fell off
no i cant accept loss
you took all of my swag said that you love me and went off
i had a pretty flower, watch it wilt from the damn frost

when was my last meal?
lost, dont know what is real
told you im scabs, you took my skin and then you start to peel
thought we were good we popped out tags now i dont know what the deal
you looked me in the eyes and hugged me close, i thought i was ideal
cant never eat, im thinkin bout you at the dinner table
we never speak, "dont talk to scabs, they say he unstable"
used to be an angel, cut my wings then i lost a label
if you see me lying and its fatal, just go cut the cable

@bella-blind
how did this happen again
how did i do this again
i repeat everything
how did i lose all my friends
paranoid so i keep a knife right under my bed
do you remember all the things that we once said?
cuz i did not forget
it replays all in my head
now everyday i hang my head wishing that i was dead

i know its hard to admit, i need a helping hand
i need get my head out of the fucking sand
seeing your name man that makes my fucking heart race
cuz i think what you think of me and i know i cant face
so i just lie in my bed
and i just wait for a text
that i know will never send
so why cant i just let you leave my head
cutting i cant stop
get control of my thoughts
if i saw you could we continue where we left off

scabs & eyeblind - again (prod. lord135) *bonus track*

prod. @nedarbnagrom
mixing. eyeblind

**lyrics**
ghost on the other line
yeah ill get them in another life
ill get it done in due time
shawty on my lap yeah i know she so divine
talkin to a voice and it sound so familiar
i know with every word i just be slowly killing her
she think im a zombie she think im from thriller
baby im a vampire my blood much chiller

my wrist look so icy on ur neck hoe
cold dont hurt no more, it just go through my bones
aint got no friends so i just stay by my lone
sit in my kastle and i blow out the smoke
while u at work i make yo bitch scream and moan
bumpin knullington out my cracked iphone
keep you in my kastle keep u all alone
my boyfriend look so pretty in the dimly litted hall

cuz theres a hole in the wall and i know about it all
need some fucking cough medicine im having withdrawals
i need some hope baby i feel xanrotted
i got all these jewels bitch whats in yo pocket?

ghost on the other line
yeah ill get them in another life
ill get it done in due time
shawty on my lap yeah i know she so divine
talkin to a voice and it sound so familiar
i know with every word i just be slowly killing her
she think im a zombie she think im from thriller
baby im a vampire my blood much chiller

eyeblind - ghost (prod. nedarb)

tv static

throw u out the door

abuse

scratch your name

no samples, w/ @4evrgone <3

i'm clenching teeth again..

i'm clenching teeth again, up all night
k don't think that we should speak again
u really did me in, I did it to myself
bad decisions got me feeling thin
fuck relations, If I was on this ship
out in the ocean I'd have died then
I'm clenching fears again, In fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
I'm clenching fears again in fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
u really did me in
u rlly did me in

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

old but fucjk

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