KEEP DOING YOU BROTHA! THIS IS FUCKING FIIIIIRE!

PAIN [Prod. EVIL MY$TIC] (UGLY MIX) [OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!!]

Lyrics: 

(Verse 1):
You said I’m distant lately 
I think this shits been breaking me down
I know that you’ve been waiting for me to come back around 
And I don’t understand it (no)
I don’t really understand this shit at all 
And I don’t understand it (no)
I don’t really understand this shit at all 

(Verse 2):
Sometimes my mind keeps racing 
Feeling like I’m dead and I’ve lost my patience 
Hoping that I make it but I feel so vacant 
Never understand why my mind keeps blanking 
I don’t wanna feel, don’t wanna feel cause this shit gets deep, shit gets deep and you feel so stuck and you wish you woulda died and your mind feels fucked, yeah it feels so rough

L$D PANDA- LOOK AROUND [Prod. ENVIOUS̸] (UGLY MIX)

LYRICS:

(Chorus1): 
I ain’t romantic and I don’t do Dancin 
I don’t fuck wit people bitch I’m stuntin like Manson 
Keep it in my waist pussy boy what’s happenin
If you got a problem then I guess I understand it 

(Verse 1):
I don’t need shit bitch I don’t need love 
All I wanna do is drink and get gone off drugs 
I don’t really feel sane mane I think I might break 
Every moment I’ve been livin I’ve been feelin so drained 
I don’t really wanna talk cause it’s always feels same 
So I make another song and I write another verse cause my life is feeling cursed and my mind is feeling vauge 
What the fuck is goin on inside head with all this pain

(Chorus 2):
I ain’t romantic and I don’t do Dancin 
I don’t fuck wit people bitch I’m stuntin like Manson 
Keep it in my waist pussy boy what’s happenin
If you got a problem then I guess I understand it 

(Chorus 3):
I ain’t romantic and I don’t do Dancin 
I don’t fuck wit people bitch I’m stuntin like Manson 
Keep it in my waist pussy boy what’s happenin
If you got a problem then I guess I understand it

I AIN’T ROMANTIC [Prod. ENVIOUS̸] (UGLY MIX)

LYRICS: 

DON’T FORGET

Mane this worlds so damn cold 
But I think that you should know that you’ll be workin till your old 
Then you work you until die 
Now your turnin 45 
Damn years go by 
While ya sittin gettin high 
Now you’re questioning your life 
What fuck the fuck goin on and why am I so full of hate 
I feel so sick and feel so dead mane I just hope I suffocate 
Now this shit got me trippin thinkin bout the fuckin past
While I smoke away my feelings and I  drown inside a flask 


Mane I hope you don’t forget all shit I ever Said 
Never trust a mother fucker everybody wants you dead
Mane keep feigning for a reason to keep reaching for the bread 
Keeping on grinding get in charge get them voices out yo head 
Get a life, and get up off yo motherfuckin ass 
Know that no one’s ever solid and that shit will never last 
Mane these never people cared and they never Fuckin will
So just keep ya fuckin distance and just keep it Fuckin real

LYRICS:

I NEVER FEEL FINE

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

I don’t like to think about the shit goin on 
Got some things up in my head that’s why smoking out the bong 
So I take another rip and then chief another j 
Got some pains up in my chest that’s steady hurting everyday 
I can’t even cope with all this shit that’s in my brain 
I don’t really understand it but it always feels same 
So I guess that imma panic and i’ll smoke another roach
Got me feeling manic mane trippin seein ghost 

(x2)

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

LYRICS: 

I’M NOT OKAY

I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

Feeling like I got issues that’s why I’m all alone 
I hate myself and got no friends mane I’m always seen as a ghost 
And I got some voices in my head that say they can’t let me go 
Now I’m feeling so stuck inside my mind and hope that I can just change 
But I feel so wasted and faded my life is always this way 
And I got no reason for livin this shit is always insane 
So I guess I’ll sit back and smoke and hope that’s I’ll just die some day
And if I do then you should know I’m the only one to blame

(x2)
I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

UGLY MIX VOL.1 [PROD. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE)

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? (Ft. RO$ETTA) [Prod.ENVIOUS̸] (UGLY MIX)

[LYRICS]
i take a hit up from the weed 
i look around 
i see dead people 
all up in my realm
in my head 
where i place this lethal 
mothafucking nine to my brain
mane i feel insane 
many caps im peeling 
but today im laying in my grave 

mane i feel depression all the time
in my damn mind 
a conscious life im living 
disconnected all the fucking time
it’s like that everyday 
damn someone come and save me mane
i need some fucking help 
i need someone to take my fucking place 
fuck it mane

cuz i don’t feel the same 
like i did before 
everybody switching up
and turning to some fucking foes
you better watch yo step 
clench that nine
make sure you keep it close
never show intentions
let your mothafucking thoughts provoke 

mane i never been the one to break 
or to crack quick 
i was steady sitting in the back 
with my mouth zipped
cuz i ain’t have no words 
i ain’t care about opinions mane
always taught myself 
and just adapted but they say i changed

from what a playa heard 
is that all loyalty’s respected right
then why the fuck these mothafuckas 
aiming for my back with knives
i had to deal first hand 
with this mothafucka too
but ever since i dropped him 
all this stress has gone up out the roof

cuz i don’t feel the same 
like i did before 
everybody switching up
and turning to some fucking foes
you better watch yo step 
clench that nine
make sure you keep it close
never show intentions
let your mothafucking thoughts provoke

05/08/24

SCHIZO MINDED

NEVAFALL w ENVIOUS̸ x RO$ETTA (PROD.MYSTIC)

[LYRICS]

[RO$ETTA]
mane i feel like shit 
keeping under covers 
blinds closed
disconnected, i don’t even want a rip
i just wanna cry, fuck a high 
contemplating suicide 
even laying in my bed, i feel sick
i just wanna die and let worms eat up on me 
don’t even really cover my body except sheets 
i go out like a god of all gods like ancient greece
when they put me dirt, pray to god, i remain deceased 

and when i’m dead
all darkness will come out of my head
everything will fucking end 
and i can finally get some rest
looking back up on my life
i know most, it wasn’t right
if i could fix up everything
i would, yeah, it’d just take me time

[ograbbitwalker]
hush up lil fucker 
you make it to obvi 
that you wanna be something u can’t embody
og, zetta, with that tommy
mane i been thinking about it
this broken body, i love it
mane all this shit that i did 
forgave myself, it took some time

every star will lose its shine 
everybody has a demon 
not everyone has the time 
hoe
574 to 505 hoe

silver lining (feat. ograbbitwalker)

silver lining x ograbbitwalker

Just Waiting For My Death Date

TRACK LIST

-INTRO/B.U.D (LEANED OUT)
-B.U.D
-FEIGNING FOR A F*CKIN HIGH
-BLACKED OUT
-OUTRO


-B.U.D Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I think I needa smoke so I’ll roll me up a j
Mane these bustas wanna talk but I know they asses lame 
So imma keep it pimpin while I’m trippin off the dro
Mane you know you gotta hustle or yo ass will have to cope
So I’m reaching for that thang bitch I grip that 44
Got no problem with going to go and smack up on hoe 
I got some issues bros, I got some issues with broads
I got some issues bitches that thinkin that they so hard 


-FEIGNING FOR A F*CKIN HIGH Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Mane I wake up and I go to work, I’m feigning for a fuckin high 
Now I’m pacin everywhere and feel like imma lose my mind 
Stock ya shit and do it quick or else ya ass will fall behind 
Never mind that shitty smell and all that shit that’s in yo head 
Take a mental picture and replay it when you go to bed 
End up feeling stuck and now I’m wishin I was fuckin dead 
Blacking out and smokin dro I think that I’ve been losing hope 
Feeling the pressure that’s roping my throat and I’m selling my soul so I can make some dough


(Verse 2)
Now I’m running around thinkin about how I can catch a break
Cause this is shit so damn stressful and I’m sick of feeling fake
Now These voices in my head and sayin I should grab the gauge 
So I load It and cock it and tell myself that I will be okay 
When my brains hit the wall and my bodies on display 
You would wish that you were there, now you’re talkin to my ghost 
All of these things up in my mind are sayin I should find a cope 
But I guess that I won’t and I guess that I can’t 


-BLACKED OUT Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
I’ve been feeling sick inside my goddamn mind 
I’ve been stumblin pacin around and I don’t I’ll be alright 
I been feeling so alone and I don’t what imma do
Mane I think I need a break cause I’ve been feeling so confused  
And I think i’m full of hate but I guess you could’ve known
I’m the illest mf in the south west zone 
All I do is smoke my weed until I’m feeling fuckin gone 
Now I’m chiefin smokin Mary Jane and loadin up the bong 


(Verse 2)
Blacked out feelin drunk, thinkin bout the past
These moments never last mane they always fade away 
And now The pain will always stay you can see it in ya face 
And now you’re looking around for reasons to keep livin in this place 
As you watch the time go mane I hope you don’t forget 
That these people never cared mane they never gave a shit
And they always out get ya mane don’t ever trust a bitch 
Cause she’ll take yo clothes and take yo time and fuck around with yo clique

STUCK IN PURGATORY VOL.1 [Prod. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE) [OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS]

https://youtu.be/r53AfeuCM2g
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