Produced by @brokeasswhiteboy
Recorded, mixed, & mastered by Jay Wonder
Artwork by Jay Wonder

2022 Self-Conscious

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OFFICIAL VISUALS: https://youtu.be/2Jn8KRZH2Nc

Lyrics:

Yeah

Above my head is a
Black cloud; overcast, wit’ a chance of rain
Wonder swarmed wit’ thunderstorms; I was handed pain
Damaged brain, so a loner; given coldest shoulders
Tryna survive in a young world, growin’ older
I think I used to be happier, but I can’t remember 
Now, I’m askin’ ya for more, when you hand me liquor
Miss me with the phone calls; I ain’t pickin’ up
I’m busy twistin’ up
I’m feelin’ sad
I’m feelin’ bad
Thought I was healin’; I’m peelin’ the scab
Now, bleedin’ again
Seekin’ revenge
Can’t see the beginnin’, so schemin’ to end
Dream of the fin
Peace to my friends
Love to my mother; at ease, to my kin
Sisters, my brothers, my cousins, I’m sorry to all them; like autumn ‘cause leavin’ a win
Off of the tree
Into the dirt
Grin in the hearse
Sittin’ in church
Preacher wit’ sermon and spittin’ a verse
Rid me of sin and get rid of the hurt
I dun
Lost my mind, wonderin’ where did the time go
What you think I got this 9 fo’?
Bang

SCLM

Sadderday (prod. by A Broke Ass White Boy)

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https://illparanoia.bandcamp.com/track/despertando-muertos

Lyrics

Estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo despierto
los estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo atento
los estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eightmantiene a todo el mundo despierto
estamos despertando muertos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo atento

Desenterrando en la sala
sacando muertos con pala
caminen, pero no hablen
que si me escuchan me matan

negro no pises mi palace
que las alfombras se ensucian
estas manchado todo el game
mi AK-101 es de rusia

Nikes no son de flores son de Paraguay
esto esta más cerca de mierda que trash
tu mina me ve vio y pensó que era gay
yo no le di bola sonaba the clash

Si me quedo o me voy
cargué mi gun disparo yo
salís rajando ahí estoy
te espero acá si querés vos

Sabías que mi viejo era policía?
Fue el primero que mate
estabamos jugando al chess
y me hizo jake mate

Estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo despierto
Los estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo atento
los estamos despertando a estos
este eight o eightmantiene a todo el mundo despierto
estamos despertando muertos
este eight o eight mantiene a todo el mundo atento

En el featuring lo tengo a George romero
yo estoy rapping espero que esté amaneciendo
no tengo sueños y no planeo estar durmiendo
hasta que los que tengo tenga unos ceros

me están siguiendo like zombies
no creo que lleguen muy lejos
negro me subí a la combi
pero que de sin un peso

viejas me miran cuando camino
como a un muerto caminate
me ven y se cambian de calle
casi que tratan de esquivarme

DESPERTANDO MUERTOS

(FREE) "Marvin" -SOUL BEAT | Kanye West Type Beat | prod. by no.aka

Westside gunn, MF DOOM - Gorilla Monsoon (no.aka Remix)

Samples:
Piano: Mellow Dream de Ryo Fukui
Bateria: You Know I'm No Good de Amy Winehouse

Mas Que El Hielo

DHALSIM, escrito, grabado, mezclado y masterizado en un día.

DHALSIM

Produced by Yusei
Recorded, mixed, & mastered by Jay Wonder
Artwork by Jay Wonder

2020 Self-Conscious

STREAM ON SPOTIFY, APPLE MUSIC, & MORE HERE: smarturl.it/never-knows-best

Lyrics:

'body is a wannabe, here
I asked God
Asked God
Yeah

I'on' wanna be here
Everybody is a wannabe, here
I asked God for him to send us prayers
It's doggy style how this life fuckin' me
How I end up here?
Thinkin' this is insane
They ballin', while I slept on a bench
Knew I wouldn't get in the game
Picturin' fame, no paparazzi
Picture in frame, no paparazzi
Thinkin' of days when momma got me
See, my brain is troubled
I shoulda been behin' a desk, a cup of Joe, every morning
For these academics that's complex; now, instead, every day a struggle
Weight is heavy; I might strain a muscle
This a bench press
Wit' thin pecs and no spot for me, here, since all my friends left
I got a friend left
For me, he stand in the rain
But I'on' wanna take advantage of James
Manage the pain and play it cool
I think it's funny, him and Drake, they got the same views
They over they city
I'm rollin' in pity
Hold shit against me
Be the worst, late at night, when the loneliness hit me; I'm
Uninspired, when I need it the most
I'm fuckin' tired of believin' to "no's"
Could touch the highest, but I be at my lowest
I run through fire, just to breathe in the smoke
As of late, I ain't been feelin' shit
Especially the new niggas in rap you niggas be sayin' killin' it
Constant motion; I wonder how I still exist
Vagabond; path I'm on is village-less
Yeah
Searchin' for paradise
All he gave me was a pair of dice
I roll snake eyes
Success and I never linkin', so I take 5
And I ain't gotta look on the map to see you state lies
I tell 'em the truth
They don't listen, so what the hell is a fella to do?
Closer to the edge I stand, then the better the view
I met the devil; he's a hell of a dude
Damn
All he tryn' do is part us
I hate livin' in this red, white, blue, and orange
Try and get green
Rid of the black
Death in a movie; I would die to get seen, but this isn't a act
I hate TV shows
Life is rarely what the TV shows
They stream now; no one see these flows
I cry privately, inscribe diaries; it's psychiatry
Inside, hide it deep, until the day divine hires me
I lost money, actin' like I had it
They saw ugly, anytime I tried to strike as attractive, so I'm
Resentin' my place; a desolate jail
Leather, the face; a feather to scales; I whether the hail
But lessen in faith; professor is hell
Accepted my fate
Destined to fail; I'll never prevail
Know my role, play the game, when I'm questin' for you
I got a question for you
Do you think about me?
'Cause you never hit me up
You don't care that I'm left for dead
The way you turned on me illegal how you leave a nigga left on read
Take a walk in my shoes
I'm tryn' touch your soul
I don't think the Earth flat, but it's fuck the globe
'member back when Goonie had large dreams wit' guitar strings
Then he got up in a broad's jeans
It's over

DESPERTANDO MUERTOS

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