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sleepyish songs

@gypsumm

lyryx -

(dgtl)
i cant feel my face
i cant feel nun
bags like pieces
pick em all up 
i can see the grave 
pushin my luck
life is so fleeting
bleedin in my cup 0.0

(neph)
i wish i nvr fell in luv
so i aint give u all my, drugs
ya i nvr b enough
will i evr b enough?
think abt u like all the time
?? my skin, i fantasize 
u cut ur name in my thigh
tell me that you'll come back, otherwise
where r u goin???
i h8 not knowin
what u on?
what u on???

(dgtl)
nuthn's good enuuuuff
nuthn but the druuuugs
take me 2 teh yay
take a bar, take a drink
make the thoughts go away
jus 2 make it thru teh day ;(

feel nun +gypsum [dgtl]

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

@buffalobang

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

keep me safe
we'll find our way
take me in
and let me stay

i- i said ill try my best
took the first step and skipped the rest
and its hard to do the basic things
but i swear ive tried like everything

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

buffalobang - catharsis (prod. krampus_)

nameless w/ gl0wrm [sparr00w]

/// lyrix / //

(how could i)
serve u this when there's so much on ur plate?
keep it real when there's nothing u could say?
(say ur fine)
but i don't want u 2 feel disdain
how i feel when we keep things going this way
(wonder y)
on the bliss of a golden day
i can't feel ur kiss when it's so inane
(i can't live this life)
do i hav 2 kneel b4 this fate?
if destiny's sealed, who am i 2 blame?

got a lil fired up bby jus now
try 2 keep my guard up, u bring it back down
mayb i should light up bby smoke out
swear i try my hardest, i still let down

how could i [dgtl]

@b07gem
@will0wx
@pearlblade

lotta love<3

b07gem + willow.x - wat else can i do  (pearlblade)

ft. @aecape
prod. @sshinju @puppy_girl_alice

make me your past
my trust has been played with
you don't give a fuck
i ran ot of reasons
i ran out of luck
turn your back on me, you do this so fast
i tried to reason but that was our path
tell me your secrets, you keep these a lot

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down

i guess it's my fault that i'm kept alive
you waste your time again
i'd rather take pills
than keep up with your bullshit
cause it's something in my heart
that's so heavy you can't imagine

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down
break my fucking heart i dont even care
suffocation i cant breath the fucking air
you dont have to like me ill get out ur way
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say

as i tried to fix it, each time is a failure
you look down upon me, you take me for granted
you put all this pressure on me i can't let it
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..

i'd rather take pills ft. æcape (shinju x puppygirlalice)

sonar (prod. therealrazy & sppectrre)

im feelin better now got my eyes closed
cus when i look around i still see ur halo
look at my cup i drown in red mixed with faygo
i carry so much cash around i think i got lumbago
n now im boutta cash out, money from sites that they dont know
id put u on if i could but i wanna do dis alone
only notifications is money comin thru my phone
feel my stomach drop when im textin u n u change ur tone
what did i do wrong
what did what did i do wrong
self pity as a song
i cant speak im way too gone
don wan dont wan speak u'll kno im fucked up
crush an OC in my cup
put some oxy in my nose
i feel my body give up uh
hypochondriac still on dese drugs
woke up on my front
face to the ground
i couldnt see nothin but finally i felt found
perc knocked me off my axis, upside down, with a smile not a frown. but if im upside down a smile looks like a frown
slowly givin up but she dont giv a fuck
got no morals wen it comes to juggin ppl outta love
we aint d same, I drop an NBOMe, u gettin love bombed
i fell in love wit research chemical bonds
while u breakin all ur bonds
its like u do that shit for fun
brains been scrambled
cus of affection that u cant handle
im goin all in got my cards drawn
ill play my hand if u jus play urs

self pity as a song @4evaaxx @pawl4k

@pradaaslife
prod @omgnothere @beatsbykrave
Art by 08gee

poison ft. pradaaslife (prod. nothere x krave)

Illsaberr

lifeline

ft. @mezhaa + @mayh3mp
prod me
www.instagram.com/kidsnrlax
www.instagram.com/mmezhaa
www.instagram.com/mayh3mp

saw her look at me now she wnna tear out my heart
bby u look pretty when ur posted wit a SCAR-L
hold me down my luv u kno ur my only fucking star
everytime i think abt u i jus tear myself apart
i can feel u from a far because i kno where u are
hold onto me bby because i been way 2 fcn scarred
i do not wnna b harmed i got ice all on my arms
yea u drive me crazy cus idk wtf we are

hold me down w/ mezha + mayh3mp

prod @troinerr x baiori

Music video
https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

https://youtu.be/eM5ZDyzeRIY?si=oPkTqVerJpY_wVfH

Lyrics
all the music that im making is just so hard 
I just wanna know if we can go far
all the Xanax that im taking is just soo barred
so im staying high af like ima star

can u crush that shit again I rlly need more
im off two pills but ill take two more
I have a gift for you and that's just what that's for
so plz don't worry about the drugs ill just get more

like a poké ball ill catch u in the right mood
u can always hold my hand when the clouds loom
& the life im construing is just so rude 
all the love that I have is my gift for you

notFair.. +dreamcache [ihateparties]

prod. @shlaks x @keyblayde808
~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~
u know i gotta make it thru 
no matter the cost
when we were kissing in the backseat
falling in love

i knew u were the 1
ive had me just about enough
where u think u know me from 
bro something is off..

girl i dont mean2 make u mad whenever i go missing
its just im not used2 ppl knowing the difference
but now that i got everybodys attention
i promise iwont ever go back 2 the mudd

i have been losing my mind since the day that i met u 
but its cool its a mood its actually kinda nice
who does my life even have an impact on
stupid thoughts always taking up space wasting time

u put me under ur spell and now im about to cast mine
now ifeel like me n u could take over the whole world
ive been posted up hanging out like a stalactite
going dummy spending money bro its never enuf

Spotify

fabric softener [shlaks x keyblayde808]

ya im free now 
frm demons tht i keep out
u need help baby reach out
and ill b there to meet u

n do u mean it
when u describe the feeling
i feel like i am dreaming
im trying to believe it

im playin on my xbox
they play me on their ipod
u play me grl like nonstop
ill let u win again

time stops
when u looked up our eyes locked
the sun has set but i watch
the stars beneath ur skin

had a look outside the window at the sky n it was red
maybe its a sign i wonder wat is coming next
i dnt come around but i might come down again
learning how to say whats in my head

planted in the dark where the seeds dont grow
i know tht its hard baby please dont go
always wna tlk to me abt where my problems at 
please dont ask

lifeline

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