cause I WANT YOU TO KNOOW WHY I BEEN DISTANT SO LOLNG

for nothing w/ nosgov (maknae x rubbish)

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

(prod. gl0wrm)

lyrics:
do this shit out of habit
cut your throat then i stab it
fuck all your words its a tactic
feed off the hurt then i stab shit
i don't want one i want the whole thing
i can't feel shit i can't feel anything
feel this pain out of habit
feed off the hurt then i stab shit

i don't need truth can you listen
show u the truth can you listen
running off the fear can you listen
shooting up at the top, what i'm missing?
cut it off i'm off a hulk kid
cutting in and then i fold in
cut a hole with a saw bitch
feel the rot

needle cope kit
you don't fucking know shit
call me when your dope hits
sniffing like a coke kid
x2

do this shit out of habit
cut your throat then i stab it
fuck all your words its a tactic
feed off the hurt then i stab shit
i don't want one i want the whole thing
i can't feel shit i can't feel anything
feel this pain out of habit
feed off the hurt then i stab shit

gl0wrm - feed off the hurt

got deleted from xoxoswitch soundcloud so here it is again <3

xoxoswitch - Alwayz In Last Place (prod togepi x northeast lights)

@guardiangelll @820 @lor2mg @martinleib


@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars
i guess you just shun when im down

i know i had tried for no reason
i cant see when you cant reason
i was always shooting for the stars
i was willing to do anything for your heart
you would really do anything for my harm

open up your eyes
you will see the beauty within darkest thoughts

@lor2mg
you lay right in the midst
of the cold emptiness
hearts left in the snowed abyss
my fingers intwined in rotten cysts
face covered in blisters and i my body
numb its motionless and
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
can you feel me?

@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars

i guess i knew it from the start

nosgov & lor2mg - emptiness (guardiangel + martinleib)

cause i want you to know
why i been distant so long
and why i dont even show
feel like my thoughts are too strong
i dont want your attention baby

an angel in the snow
the way i cant feel a thing
cause when the world starts to fall
i wanna bleed for my sins

wantu2know

@820 @pyu
spazzteam
nosgov + rezlaine
prod. meta
art by @sonicofriend on insta

i've got a hole in my heart ft nosgov (meta)

https://soundcloud.com/stellaestellae

whats next?
ecstasy made me sweat
had to second guess
what was it for?
i get the drop to my door
second floor
6 grams, you would think im schizophrenic
skin and bones, i think i need a medic
i stay pretending, need a script
i think the pain makes it hit

put new meaning in what i say just to say something mean
delusion is a part of faith, its what you want to believe

long black coat with the hardware gloves
i dont even think i love, find it hard enough to trust
im still posted in the cut, wassup
wanna go up like a dove, will i ever be enough

made the payment, cover my face after I swallow the E's
you made me look the other way, I send emojis
you made me look the other way, i cut my face
chrome hearts silver chain, ace of spades
benzos, gatorate
I dont know what i should wear today (nike or the prada)
stressed out so i press escape
in the woods and im smoking on the canopy

what's next? [prod. stellae]

ft. @aecape
prod. @sshinju @puppy_girl_alice

make me your past
my trust has been played with
you don't give a fuck
i ran ot of reasons
i ran out of luck
turn your back on me, you do this so fast
i tried to reason but that was our path
tell me your secrets, you keep these a lot

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down

i guess it's my fault that i'm kept alive
you waste your time again
i'd rather take pills
than keep up with your bullshit
cause it's something in my heart
that's so heavy you can't imagine

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down
break my fucking heart i dont even care
suffocation i cant breath the fucking air
you dont have to like me ill get out ur way
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say

as i tried to fix it, each time is a failure
you look down upon me, you take me for granted
you put all this pressure on me i can't let it
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..

wantu2know

IIIsaberr

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