Proud of You

Darkness

Lyrics:
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Fuck im lonely
I’ve been caught up in my own sea, of thoughts, yeah
Caught up in the Busi-ness of life, I’m lost
And its my fault, I’ve, fallen behind, yeah
But I’ll continue on this road called life and keep that grind, yeah

Every days a struggle, I’m walking alone, this place, my home
Yeah right. It feels like a dungeon, im stuck in, scratching at the walls hopin
To see something, but there’s nothing, just a bunch of halls that lead no where.
I have no fears other than walking alone, as I wipe these tears
I become numb, feel no pain, turned into machine, a part of me that fades   x
I hate living for me, and I want someone to see that I more than just a machine
Destined to work 9-530, every week,  until im 6 feet deep

Maybe I’m meant to be alone
Maybe im meant to feel this way
Maybe im being used for a bigger picture
If that’s the case/ 
Then show me,
Maybe i’ll find someone who really sees me for who I am
But if not, ill just continue with my own plan
And as of right now, I have no close friends
don’t know who to trust and who will cave in
No fucking one to turn to when people fall away so fast
No fucking girl to hold in my hands
No fucking time to give
So sad

Hey pretty girl
Can you take my heart and run, run away
Hey pretty girl
Take my hand
Take my hand and go 



I met someone new
She’s on the other side of the blue
3000 miles away 
Never met face to face
But maybe that’ll change one day.
I’m still getting to know her
ella es hermosa
I think I said that okay
Is it wrong that I think of her every day
Dunno if she feels the same
But Im telling this story
Hoping to find a way,
  first site of her turned my heart 
In flames

But I’m scared to get too attached. 
How do I know if were friends or maybe a match
I hate taking risks with relationships because everything can fade so quick
Turn something nice into something so toxic
At least that’s how its been in the past
I get my hopes up, just to watch them burn and crash
I’d honestly love for a chance to take you out sometime
Dunno if you’d ever agree to that, 
but I guess writing this song
is my way to ask. 

I met someone new
She’s on the other side of the blue
3000 miles away 
Never met face to face
But maybe that’ll change one day.
I’m still getting to know her
ella es hermosa
I think I said that okay
Is it wrong that I think of her every day
Dunno if she feels the same
But Im telling this story
Hoping to find a way
first site of her turned my heart 
In flames

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