1940's Retro Jazz Vibes. Nostalgic Jazz Vol. 1

Lamp Light Lament

Only here. Only now.
Where am I?
If I can’t see past me—
I can’t see.

I grow inside a time of mind,
Forecasting futures I can’t find.
A maze, a haze, a hologram—
A fragment wondering who I am.

Where was I the other day?
Did the dream just slip away?
Am I moving, am I still?
A fuzzy state I cannot will.

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Chorus
What is it to be—
If I can’t see past me?
What is it to know—
If I can’t let it show?
I, I block my view,
I can’t see through.
The grass is green, but always far,
I forget what I already are.

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Verse 2
The scenery of mind refracts,
A mirror bends, the image cracks.
Reason with the seasons’ flow,
Sprinkled truths I may not know.

I am the me, the I, the you,
The hidden code in what I do.
But still I circle, endlessly—
I can’t see past what I can’t see.

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Bridge (spoken, mantra-like)
Keep an eye on yourself…
Existing in reality.
It’s a dangerous place…
You must see objectively.

Time and state relate what you create,
Every moment’s an event to navigate.
Forecast the now, agree to the flow,
Rise with the moment—let yourself know.

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Final Chorus (crescendo)
What is it to be—
If I can’t see past me?
What is it to find—
If I’m locked inside the mind?
I, I block my view,
I can’t see through.
But the eye of time reminds the key:
Keep an eye on me—inside of time.

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Outro (soft, fading echo)
Only here. Only now.
Where am I?
I can’t see past me.
I can’t see.
I can’t see.

Can't See Past Me

libretto:
“I thought the dawn had come…
but it was only the reflection of my flame.”


The stained glass burns with holy dust,
my shadow kneels where angels rust.
I built this haven from whispered sin,
a quiet grave to hide within.

The air is sweet, the world stands still 
the kind of peace that breaks the will.


Maybe I was saved,
or maybe I was swallowed whole.
Maybe the light was mercy 
maybe it was control.

This is my false haven,
where silence wears my crown.
The bells remember every vow,
but none of them sound now.

I built a paradise from ashes,
I called it home until it lied.


Every statue weeps my name,
carved in stone but none the same.
The throne is empty, I sit in air,
praying to ghosts that were never there.

The doors of heaven close behind,
I turn to light and lose my mind.


What is grace if it costs the heart?
What is peace if it keeps us apart?
If this is haven,
then I was never whole.


This is my false haven,
where silence wears my crown.
The light forgives, the flesh decays,
the soul forgets the sound.

I built a paradise from ashes,
I called it home until it lied.
Every wound turns glass, every scar turns white 
and I forget who I am.


“If this is heaven… then let it end.”


False Haven

Clash of the Atoms

Rain on My Soul (Zouk-R&B)
Language: English
Description: The pain of realizing love faded, but still missing the person every night

Mon Etoile You are my Star

Rain on my Soul - Family Senci Intelligence - “Rain on My Soul” — Zouk R&B - FAMILY SENCI

The Time Is Now

Bem coladinhos (live)

Emotional soul track
Original song “ Broken “
Remastered 
Lyrics song by Sas 

Verse]
I often, 
look at the mirror
 in front of me
I don’t recognise the man
I see before it 
I hear the echoes
 of who I was
But now 
it's just silence [ silence ], 
 my minds in pause. 

[Verse 2]
The weight ,
It is crushing me
 it's pulling me down, 
So heavy, I feel like, 
I’m going to drown [ drown ]

I wear this darkness
 can't take this anymore 
I've fought 
and clawed
so much of my life
 but my hands  
they now bleed.

Empty victories can't fill this need

[Chorus]
I'm broken
Every voice inside me
 begs me 
to just end it all [ just end it ]
AND, 
put yourself and others,
out of misery
The tears they reign
 like a storm so unkind
The threads unravel
 I'm losing my mind.

[Verse 3]
Anger lashes in pain
 but it's all in vain
Sadness grips tighter 
when rage lets go
Why can't I undo 
what I already know?

[Bridge]
I'm , I’m ,
just a shadow [ a shadow ],
 of a man I once was 
I look at him
Who are you? 

A fragile ghost lost
 in my own storm
Wounds run deep
 but ,
you can't always see
The scars,
 that whisper
 you'll never be free of me. [ never ]

[Chorus]
I'm broken 
Every voice inside me
 begs ,
To just, 
me to end it all.
Just ,
put yourself and others
out of misery and worry.

The tears they reign
 like a storm so unkind
The threads unravel 
I feel like , I feel like, 
I'm losing ,
my mind.

I’m finally broken 

Just , END IT ALL.

12. finally-broken

Black Mirrors v2

Khaos Lan x DR4VIX - Insomnia 2

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ANDROMEDA - DES DO SAXO (Slowed)

fractured does not mean broken... 
its means becoming..

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False Haven

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