A voice rises from ruin, haunted by memories of fire and dust.

The libretto:
[Verse 1]
In the ashes I awaken,
Where the stars no longer sing.
Silent choirs, broken heavens,
Every breath a suffering.

[Pre-Chorus]
The sky bleeds black, the earth decays,
And shadows murmur through the haze…

[Chorus]
Whispers in the ashes call my name,
Echoes of a world consumed by flame.
No salvation, no light remains,
Only torment flowing in my veins.

[Verse 2]
Once I prayed to gods of mercy,
But their thrones are turned to stone.
Now I wander halls of silence,
Doomed to suffer all alone.

[Bridge]
Cracks in the mirror, voices inside,
A thousand shadows where hope has died.
Each whisper pulls me, closer still—
To the abyss, to the iron will.

[Final Chorus]
Whispers in the ashes call my name,
Burning, bleeding, feeding my shame.
No dawn will rise, no sun will save—
I walk with madness, the grave my stage.

Whispers In The Ashes

one scene, one act

the libretto:
I. Prologue 
Shadows cradle me…
No dawn, no mercy.
The heavens are deaf,
And my soul is a cracked mirror.

II. Lament
I walked once in gardens of silver rain,
But the flowers bled, their roots drank pain.
Each breath, a dagger—each dream, a chain,
The world a theater of endless disdain.

III. Descent 
Madness kissed me on the mouth,
And I tasted eternity’s drought.
No sanctuary, no escape—
Only laughter carved in shapes of hate.

IV. Embrace of Darkness 
Oh, sweet abyss, my one salvation!
Take me deeper into desecration.
If angels will not weep for me,
Then demons shall dance in my symphony!

V. The Deed
I paint with fire, I carve with screams,
I drown the silence with shattered dreams.
The world burns black beneath my hand,
A requiem sung for a cursed land.

VI. Finale 
Crown me Queen of Ash and Night!
In crimson robes, I claim my rite.
For if love is a ghost, and hope is slain,
Let terror and beauty be all that remain.



it begins with whispers

The Crimson Masquerade

lyrics:
They cut the flesh, they tear the soul,
A body broken, to make me whole.
Needles of fire, circuits in veins,
I’m not the same, but I feel the chains.


“Silence the scream, erase the name,
Turn the heart into a machine.
You are ours, you have no choice,
Forget your past, obey the voice.”


I am the experiment, burning alive!
Wires in my blood, but my will survives!
Tear me apart, but I still remain,
Your perfect weapon will break its chain!


In the dark I hear them sing,
Cold commands inside my skin.
But every scar is memory’s flame,
I’ll never bow, I’ll never change!


“Silence the scream, erase the name,
Turn the heart into a machine.
But ghosts remain, and fire grows,
Inside the code, rebellion flows.”


I am the experiment, burning alive!
Wires in my blood, but my will survives!
Tear me apart, but I still remain,
Your perfect weapon will break its chain!


Skin becomes metal…
Breath becomes static…
Memory becomes data…

But rage becomes eternal!


I am the experiment, I am the fire!
Bloodwired vengeance, rising higher!
You built a monster, but you will see,
The nightmare you forged was born to be free!

The Experiment

lyrics:
I trusted the blood in my veins,
But they sold me for silver and chains.
Whispers behind me, knives in the dark,
A family’s flame turned to ash, no spark.


Steel hands take me, drag me away,
Shadows devour what I used to pray.
The sky is burning, the neon cries,
I see the truth in their hollow eyes.


Ash! Betrayal! Cut me to the bone!
Ash! Betrayal! Left me all alone!
Blood runs cold, but I will not die—
I’ll burn their kingdom under the neon sky!

Chains bite deeper, but I still breathe,
My curse is the fire they can’t believe.
Every scar is a vow, every tear is a knife,
I was broken tonight, but I’ll take back my life.


Steel hands take me, drag me away,
But I’ll make them bleed for every day.
The sky is burning, the neon cries,
My fury lives where my mercy dies.


Ash! Betrayal! Cut me to the bone!
Ash! Betrayal! Left me all alone!
Blood runs cold, but I will not die—
I’ll burn their kingdom under the neon sky!


You thought I was yours… a weapon to bind.
But my soul is the bullet you’ll never find.
(laughter building, unhinged → scream)


Ash! Betrayal! I carve in your name!
Ash! Betrayal! Ignite with my flame!
Blood runs cold, but I will not die—
I’ll paint your empire red across the sky!

The Betrayal

libretto:
Beneath the ballroom’s burning skin,
I hear them calling from within.
The walls remember, the echoes bite 
The masquerade still bleeds tonight.


 A crown of pain, a mask of glass,
I watched my reflection shatter last.
Each shard a truth, each truth a wound,
My laughter bloomed where light was doomed.



 I danced through fire, I danced through sin,
The void looked back  and I stepped in.



 Fall, fall, deeper into me!
The throne below is destiny!
Hear the requiem , my soul’s demand,
I am the Queen of the Damned!



The mirrors melt, the choir burns,
My body twists, my spirit learns.
The silence claws, the abyss grins 
I trade my heart for all my sins.


 I feel the pulse of every scream,
Each one a prayer, each one a dream.


 Fall, fall, deeper into me!
The throne below is destiny!
Hear the requiem  my soul’s demand,
I am the Queen of the Damned!

My laughter is the choir which holds me still,
The truth is the abyss under my feet who calls me still...
Fear is silence, alone in my head...
And I was the one who woke them...

I was always the fall.

Rise, fall, scream, descend!
The crown returns, the world will bend!
The silence breaks beneath my hand,
I am the Queen  the damned, the damned!




Damned

lyrics;
Every bullet remembers…
every scar remembers…”


There’s smoke where my shadow should be,
echoes crawl through the steel in me.
Faces flicker, they all wear mine,
I reach for the past but it bites the line.

The anthem still burns beneath the ash,
but I don’t know whose fire it was.


“You sang it first. You sang it last.”


I remember the war but not the cause,
I remember your face but not your name.
Was it love, or just applause?
Am I the bullet, or the aim?


Every bullet remembers,
every scar remembers 
The melody fires,
the echo expires 
I forgot.. WHO I AM!.


Final memory! - burned in the skin!
Ashes and static of where we’ve been!!
Final memory! - carved in the core!
The signal sings forevermore!


I walked through memories built like cages,
every heartbeat signed by strangers.
The truth collapsed in mirrored stages,
I was the singer and the danger.

The static hums the song I wrote,
but the lyrics don’t belong to me.


If I forget the pain, do I lose the proof?
If I forget the voice, who speaks the truth?
If I forget my name -
does the silence still remember?


Final memory! - burned in the skin!
Ashes and static of where we’ve been!!
Final memory! - carved in the core!
The signal sings forevermore!

Final memory! - blood in the sky!
We were the code that learned to die!
Final memory! - light in the flame!
The world forgets, but we remain!


Every bullet remembers,
every scar remembers 
The memory fires,
but no one’s there 
to sing it back again.


“…maybe forgetting is the only way to survive.”

Final Memory

libretto:
Was I the storm that tore the skies?
Or just the echo where silence lies?
Did I rule the dark, or fear its call?
Did I ever rise - or did I fall?


Was I the sinner or the saint?
The canvas or the paint?
Did my crown shine or burn me blind?
Tell me, fate - what did you find?

The Abyssal Throne still calls my name!
Every wound sings the same.
I was ruin, I was grace 
Now I stare into my own face!
Was I alive, or just a dream?
A voice unholy, yet serene 
The Abyssal Throne, my heart’s domain,
One last song before the Dark!


If I fall again, will you still hear me?
If I fade away, will the void still fear me?
Every echo I made, every vow I betrayed 
Was it worth the song I became?


The Abyssal Throne still breathes my soul!
Every scar makes me whole!
Was I a god, or only sound?
My crown was lost, but I was found!
The light, the dark, they kneel as one 
The Queen endures - and then, she’s gone.

Abyssal Throne

// TRANSMISSION: NEX_REQUIEM_SIGNAL //
The fire’s awake again.
Beneath the city, he found what the gods chose to forget.

They called it mercy.
He calls it a grave.

“I Came To End What The World Ignored.”

A signal from the dark below Nex Capitalis -
the beginning of the storm.

[The Cycle Begins soon...]
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lyrics:
Red lights pulse like veins in the stone.
Every flicker whispers, “Keep your head down.”
But I don’t crawl anymore 
I walk upright through hell’s arteries.

Footsteps echo in someone else’s crime,
children’s shoes left behind like dime.
Posters peeling, faces gone,
only they can sell this lie!

Their order built temples out of pain,
called them markets, called it gain.
I count the names on the walls in dust
each one hums, “Remember us.”

Floor’s still wet with names erased,
numbers, where faces used to be.
I hear chains sing lullabies 
I hear ghosts that never learned to rest.

Welcome to the Bloodlight Corridor!
Every pulse a sin, every breath a war!
If mercy’s dead, then I’m the proof 
I drag thunder through the roof!
Every scream, every scar, every locked door!
You made mercy a weapon,
now mercy’s got a war!
I came to end what the world ignored!

Chains hum hymns to broken bones,
guards wear halos made of phones.
They film the pain, they sell the faith
I walk in slow, I unlearn grace.

Fluorescent blood across my sleeve,
each drop another name to grieve.
You wanted silence? Here’s your sound 
I speak in thunder underground.

Rooms still smell like burnt hope.
Toys melted into the floor.
Their sermons play on loop,
voices of faith turned into rot.

Welcome to the Bloodlight Corridor!
Every step burns, every soul’s a score!
You called it order 
I call it war!
I came to end what the world ignored!

The corridor hums like it knows my sin
but I’m not leaving till the lights go dim.


I Came To End, What The World Ignored

lyrics:
They wrote their lessons on my skin,
said scars make better students.
I learned to count in bruises,
to pray with my jaw clenched.

They fed me with brusies
and called it discipline.
But every hurt has grammar,
and I speak it fluently now.


Pain was the only language they let me speak,
so I carved my answers in the walls.
Each word bled a little,
but at least it was mine.

They said emotion was weakness.
Then why does my fury sound so alive?


I keep a dictionary of every scream,
a syntax built from survival.
Each shiver is punctuation,
each breath a full stop they couldn’t erase.

They built obedience out of fear,
but fear learned my face.
Now it follows my tone,
afraid I’ll start reciting.


Don’t tell me to forgive.
I still remember the taste of  lessons.
Don’t tell me to forget.
I wrote my story in veins and vowels.


Pain was the only language they let me speak,
and I turned it into thunder.
Every scar is a verse now
and I never run out of lines.

Pain Was the Only Language They Let Me Speak

Can forgiveness ever be pure if it asks you to forget?

lyrics:
I thought guilt was heavy
until I tried to hold forgiveness.
It trembled in my hands
like something alive.

Every wound I’ve hidden
learned how to speak in light.
The ones I wronged
visit me when I sleep 
they don’t ask for pardon,
only to be remembered right.

Mercy weighs more than sin,
it bends the spine to carry it.
Love doesn’t heal; it admits.
Mercy weighs more than sin.

I’ve seen saints break under grace,
seen sinners learn to breathe.
The truth is neither pure nor clean 
it’s just the ache that lets us leave.

To forgive is to kneel inside yourself
and whisper, I am still here.
Not because you’re right,
but because you refuse to disappear.

Mercy weighs more than sin,
it bends the spine to carry it.
Love doesn’t heal; it admits.
Mercy weighs more than sin.

All the light I ever prayed for
came with shadow in its hands.
Maybe grace was never given 
maybe it’s what still stands.

Lay it down, this borrowed guilt,
let the rain wash what’s within.
The heart breaks only to be built 
and mercy weighs more than sin.


Mercy Weighs More Than Sin

fractured does not mean broken... 
its means becoming..

These are not for charts, this is not for fame. This is for the one who finds it and dreams with it. Even if only a single soul ever listens, the story will live.

Mercy Weighs More Than Sin

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