She said i can't make a 808 yeah she is right im bad at it so i decide to kill myself tonight

produced by @nevrfall
enjoy :)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2sij40c2NkA39z7wJKSn1y?si=b8b611cd336647ce

lyrics:
Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till its night
I hate seeing all these faces so i wait until it's time
Am i a psycho?
Think i am right
I feel ghosted everytime
Don't fit in cause they don't like me
Swear that's the reason why i am hiding

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
Your switching between sides

Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till its night
I hate seeing all these faces so i wait until it's time
I am losing my damn mind
I've been ghostin since this time
Don't feel save thats why i lie
Swear thats the reason why i am frightened

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
Your switching between sides
Girl come here i'll hold you tight
THAT'S WHAT I WANT, I KNOW
THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANT AT ALL
YOU DON'T LOVE ME GIRL I KNOW
CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET YOU'RE MY HOME

tinted white (p. nevrfall)

All Platforms - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vil13/existentialist-feat-heylog-2
Featuring @heylog
Produced + Mastered by @noraevelyne
Written, recorded, and mixed by @vilsynth @heylog

(Lyrics)
You hit my car today, I'm locked in pain, it's part of your game now
I spent my childish days incarcerated to watch what the fame bout
If there's a night light in my room, want you to turn it on
She's indecisive of my doom, I see her loaded gun
She already won
I just have to pick a side, and let her know which way to cross

I know what you know, oh-oh
I know what you know, I know what you know
I know what you know, oh-oh

I feel the blood pouring out my side
I need your touch, hold me till I die
Drain the IV from my eye
They're tryna poke more needles in my skin, I don't wanna cry

Coat my skin entirely
Fold my ends, and tie me
Hold my hand and cry to sleep
It only ends when Im deceased
It's not the other way
I could get you out my life, and see some better days
But I don't want that on my record (x2)

(@heylog)
I don't think you know how much you really meant
I take in account and confess my sins
Put a bullet on my name and on a list
Cause I know, know you can't get a grip
You were made to have a role but you don't play your part
You'll start to realize it don't work when dealing different cards
And it brought me to the fact we live in different hearts
I'm tryna see the best in you but this is hard
If there's a light inside my room please turn it on
And if I see you on tv i'll turn it off
How can I speak without having to cough
And I had to get it off my chest because

(@vilsynth and @heylog)
You hit my car today, I'm locked in pain, it's part of your game now
I spent my childish days incarcerated to watch what the fame bout
If there's a night light in my room, want you to turn it on
She's indecisive of my doom, I see her loaded gun
She already won
I just have to pick a side, and let her know which way to cross

Spotify + Apple Music

Existentialist (ft. heylog)

produced by @nevrfall <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/37qROKHfy3JU9CC0UazJTd?si=9687b5613dfb4759

lyrics:
Can you hit me up? i just wanna be with you
Can u listen up, there‘s no other girl then you
Cant u just talk to me? Cant i just be with you?
Cant u just need me? Cause i need you
Talk to me again, i know i cut you off
Ur voice is just so gentle, everytime we talked
Meet me in my dreams, if i cant have u here
Its unfair, i cant get your tention my dear

Now i am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think i used them up, all gon for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God i am so depressed but i am always this way
Oh no need to ask, i‘ll just say i am a okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“
Running in the wind, far away hear thunder break
Rain is droppin on my hair, runnin down my face
Forget where u comin from, i just want you to stay
You can tell me anything, i promise i‘ll keep it safe

Tell me anything you like, i’ll provide you shelter
Ask me what you wanna know about me, i‘ll tell her
My mind is such a mess when i am talking to her i get nervous
Oh my hands are getting really sweaty when u stare at me
Running down my palms i feel my face is turning red
My other hands around my neck cause i don’t know where to put it
oh my i am so nervous, oh my i am so nervous

Now i am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think i used them up, all gon for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God i am so depressed but i am always this way
Oh no need to ask, i‘ll just say i am a okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“

funfact: i dont like this song :3

u can tell me anything, i promise i'll keep it safe (p. nevrfall)

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, ill hide 
Ur pretty fine, i like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say id calm u when i stress
Lay here with me cause i really know u need some rest 
know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as shes leaving every thing is tinted grey
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute i am fuckin losin it
Call me psycho, yeah i think i am psycho
Thinking about you, now i feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now i feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when ur talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah i think i am psycho
Thinking about you, now i feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now i feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when ur talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, ill hide 
Ur pretty fine, i like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say id calm u when i stress
Lay here with me cause i really know u need some rest 
know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

spotify

flare

produced by lostcage
enjoy -.-

lyrics:
is this real life?
and is this really happening?
do i feel right, cause i start to overthink
my parents would'nt understand a single thing i say

my parents would'nt, my parents would'nt understand

talking to you is like the best time of the day for me
talk to me cause i hate the time when u dont talk to me
walk with me cause i wanna hold ur hand just walk with me
talk to me, baby can u talk to me?

(stare, stare me in my eyes
brown, hazel brown your sight
look me deeply in my eyes, tinted blue but i am still a kid inside
i don't understand what i am even tryna say here
my head is just so complex i don't get it myself dear)

i think i fall in love again
i think i really like u damn
i love u hope u don't forget
i'll be waiting till u say ot back
i love u hope u don't forget
i'll be waiting till u say ot back

hope u don't forget

produced by heylog

lyrics:
PULL OUT THE RED DOT
THIS GUNS ILLEGAL IN YOUR STATE
PRACTICE HEAD SHOTS
ILL PUT A HOLE IN YOU ONE DAY
I NEED NO THOUGHT
IF I IMA PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE
LET IT GO OFF
CAUSE NAH I DONT PLAY IT SAFE

YOU GOTTA MOVE
YOU GOTTA MOVE
I DONT PLAY IT SAFE
YOU GOTTA MOVE
YOU GOTTA MOVE

MOVE
MOVE
MOVE
MOVE

move

produced by caves

lyrics:

seele:
hey i like u, where u comin from?
i like ur dark hair and her eyes are hazel brown
she put me on her playlist, she listen to my songs
u got me up and down cause i don't know what she wa-a-a

she got me real bad, catching feelings really fast
oh my brains hurtin, words that i won't understand
too busy makin music, forgot to eat all day
god i am so obsessed with it, she asks "are u okay"

(watchin out the window, i see the sunlight fade
talking to u is like the best time of the day)

GIRL I DON'T GET UR INTENTIONS
I AM STUPID I DON'T GET A SINGLE THING
CAN U JUST GO I DON'T WANT U AS A FRIEND
HOW DO U THINK IT'S OKAY?

4given:
sometimes i am sure i am still hung up on u
and sometimes i am sure i am so pathetic for the thought of ur shirt
next to my bed and all these kisses now hurt
cause they ain't comin from u
i grind my teeth now they're loose 
reaching seems so pointless even after second tries
all u do is talking abt feelings for another gu-y-y
did he reach ur heart so much more?
that u walk right out of my door 
atleast u won't scream at me no more
(atleast that, yeah)

seele:
reaching for my heart, rip it out my chest
shawty u so pretty u makin me nervous
oh hi can i see u?
oh hi i think i like u a lot
u so pretty i can't get my eyes of off u
come and sit right next to me, we both enjoy the view
the trees are catching colors and the flowers start to bloom
i think i'll stay here with u

<3<3<3

hey, i like u (ft. 4given)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we dont break
ill love u till the end
dear anjed
i need to say something
id fall in love again
i wish u the best

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

u recalling what u said?
you was talking behind my back
i deleted everything
i cleared out all the messages
he was like a brother
i hate him for doing that
deep down it still hurts
but ill b over it
dear anjed i lost
dont know if i can get u back
now since weve matured
maybe try again
i can take us places
am i overthinking
ur in another book
while im flippin through these pages
hey anjed im sorry
i got to get this off my chest
we been together twice so we have learned from our past
its like ur a stranger
i get to know u once again
could never function right she got me short im losing breath
dear anjed this is me
giving u my heart
theres nothing to be afraid of ill keep in my arms
i havent gone to sleep
cause im thinking of u in the dark
join me in this journey i believe three times a charm

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

dear anjed i want
u
like really bad
hope this isnt dumb
i hope that youll be glad
hey anjed hello
u
it got me sad
years have gone by
patience really met
here we are again..

She said i can't make a 808 yeah she is right im bad at it so i decide to kill myself tonight

sekaitears

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