prod. @siemspark x ayoleybeats
mixed and mastered by de$ire
vocals done by yours truly <3

*this is my first song written without the help of rhymezone ! i know, i know, i'm insane lmao.

LYRICS FOR YOU ! (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

i really thought that,
you were the one for me,
but then i saw everything,
that i couldn't see,
i know i'm nothin' like,
anything you want me to be,
i'm sittin' under the tree,
i'm thinkin' about what we could be !

i'm fuckin' up with our tether,
baby, i'm makin' a mess,
we just be fightin' n fuckin',
baby, it leaves me depressed,
i can't even tell anymore,
if i want you or the sex,
just put your head on my shoulder,
baby, i'll deal with the rest.

i'm not enough,
who would've guessed?
sorry i didn't see your text,
baby, you know that i'm the best,
but you know that i'm the worst too,
yeah, i fell in love,
but i know that i don't deserve you,
after everything,
i swear i never meant to hurt you.

ugh !
baby, i'm so pathetic,
mentally ill,
i think i need a fuckin' paramedic,
delusional,
we walkin' 'round,
thinkin' we're copacetic,
but then i realized, 
that i'm just so pathetic !

i'm givin' you a headache,
you're givin' me a headache,
if just the thought of me,
makes you nauseous,
then we should quit it,
i know that we're both unhappy,
we just have to admit it,
we won't ever admit it...

admit it (prod. siemspark x ayoleybeats)

lyrics:

u tryna take me down,
but, u don't know that i'm immortal,
yeah, i just be movin' so fast,
i got 'em thinkin' i went thru a portal,
u don't know me, woah,
yeah, whatever's in my cup,
got me fallin' asleep,
yeah, if i tell u that i love u,
just know that i mean it,
baby, pay no mind to,
what they be sayin',
yeah, plz don't ever try to tell me,
what to do,
i don't need u !

yeah, u just be callin' my phone,
but u don't rlly be talkin' 'bout nothin' though,
uh, next time u hit me up, bby girl,
tell me somethin' that i don't know,
yeah, i might just copy and paste my flow,
put it inside of a wav file,
yeah, pack it up baby, we goin' up 2 da moon,
nah, i don't waste time,
it's time to fly,
u rlly came here with,
nothin' but lies,
i could see it in ur eyes,
ain't no surprise,
'cuz baby, u know ur the one i despise.

immortal (prod. clvr)

prod. @user-315814902

this song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hXvwkPBOjq0flV204ks4w

lyrics:
yuh, i think i fell in luv again,
so fuckin' dangerous, but i don't wanna get hurt again,
withdrawals fuckin' me up,
baby, i'm tryna get off of these xans.

but tryna stay clean is as hard as lovin' u,
i feel like i lost a part of u,
lately i been tryna run from u,
but baby, u know that i'm proud of u,
baby, i know ur not proud of me,
since i fell in luv with ketamine,
mixin' purple with amphetamines,
i swear these drugs my enemies,
i thought that they were a friend to me,
but they kept destroyin' me,
how dare u lie to me?
how dare u lie to me?

thought i was doin' the right thing,
but we just ended up fighting,
in u, i'm never confiding, yeah, yeeah.

yeah, i fell in luv with the wrong things,
shoulda bought u a wedding ring,
shoulda taken the chance when u wanted to link,
now i'm sittin' in my room, as i think,
where did it go wrong?

selfish! [prod. licketyyy]]

this song on youtube: https://youtu.be/XdxOSCVxMG0
prod @1ksubi
mixed by me

lyrics:
is that something that u rlly wanna do?
i don't ever complain, 'bout what i'm goin' thru,
i don't do it for me, i do it for u.

don't take my love for granted. (x2)

baby, you're everything, that i ever wanted,
if i gotta live my life without u, i don't want it,
you're the only one that's worth my time,
my time.

yeah, baby plz don't cry,

if ur heart is ever broken, i can give u mine, wo(x2)

but, i still remember all of ur lies, though,
and i, still fall in luv, when i look at u, wo,
you're, nothin' less than perfect,
i saw that ur luv was for sale, i had to purchase,
my luv 4 u burnin', burnin' baby, like a furnace,
huh, i dove in head first, yeah, i think i deserved it,
u left me 4 him,
baby was it worth it?
i hope you know i don't deserve this.

i hope u know (interlude) [prod. 1ksubi]]

prod. @user-315814902
mixed and mastered by de$ire :D

lyrics:
thinkin' about u,
way 2 much, might fall in luv again,
they don't have a clue,
baby, they don't know we play pretend, yeah,
i need 2 get u out my head, ye-ye-ye-yeah, yeah, yeah,
baby, if u not mine,
then u know i'm seein' red!

thinkin' 'bout what u said,
messin' with my head,
i should not let u get in my way, i need 2 get this bread, yeah,
i need 2 to get this bre-e-ea-

red! [prod. licketyyy]]

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feat. @soslesion1

lyrics:
𝖉𝖊$𝖎𝖗𝖊~
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
uough!
i got a whole lotta flows, yeah,
they say i'm doin' the most,
i don't got time for these hoes,
they just b doin' the most, woah,
me, myself and my bros, woah,
i don't need none of these hoes, yeah,

i did ts shit on my own, yeah,
i been doin' a lot better without u,
why is u callin' my phone? yeah,
i know u wanna bring me down w/ u,
but i can't have that,
thinkin' about how i gave it all 2 u,
and u gave it right back.

i cannot trust a bitch.
she know i'm finna get rich.
i swear i'm gettin' so good at ts music shii,
i think it's makin' it hard to miss,
everytime i hop in front of the mic,
i'm spittin' that fyre, u know that it hit,
i'm smokin' that pak, and u know that it hit,
i told her i don't luv her, she throwin' a fit,

𝖘𝖔𝖘𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓~
i don't know what to say,
i told 'em all i'm tryna be one, the greats,
i know i got a lot at stake,
told my mama i'mma be okay,
got a whole lot runnin' through my brain,
i think i'mma go and leave it up to fate,

i know i'm the best up to bat,
and i'm tryna run until i'm whippin' a Jag,
got a couple of comments, a couple that mad,
they don't know how my bitch so bad,
they don't know what that pistol pack,
like one shot and they head go back,
i can't ever miss, no mag,
heard two shots and shot one back,

i been goin' crazy, so they hate me,
talkin' on me daily, it seem like lately,
i don't really look like much,
i'm doin' my swervin', i hop in the truck,
they really been mad at my funds,
don't give a fuck,
don't give a fuck.

𝖉𝖊$𝖎𝖗𝖊~
i just be mixin', matchin' up my flows,
they be like, "how'd u get ts good?"
who knows?
idk what to tell u, woah,
i'm puttin' in the work, n it shows,
idk what u want from me,
i got a chest, but i don't got a key,
i know that u rlly wanna be me <3
i wanna chill, but it come with a fee,

toxic bitches, i don't need 'em,
saw ur texts, i delete 'em,
movin' fast, u can't see it,
we gon' crash, u might feel it,
all dis gas, we don't need it,
all dis gas, bitch i'm speedin'.

irreverent!

irreverent! (ft. soslesion)【prod. chrxme + ree1ezi】

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all mixed & mastered by me

lyrics:
yeah, yeah, yeah
12 AM, everybody in my house sleepin'
but we still makin' these hits
yeah, i'm recordin' with no pop filter
holdin' the mic with my fist
please don't worry
don't be pissed
i'm not a snake
but i might hiss, yeah
i might give u a kiss
i nvr miss, yeah
can't get any better than ts
i know u want me, baby
no, you can't have it
thinkin' about me
when u fall asleep
u make it a habit

u got me feelin' like we in Daytona
with the way u got my heart racin'
i know u won't pick the phone up
that's why i don't be doin' the chasin'
'cuz i'd rather be all alone
than runnin' after u
yeah, 'cuz i'd rather be on my own
than be in luv w/ u

u wanted hell
i'll give u fire
anything u desire
(insensate)
too many thoughts inside my head
but i just want thots inside my bed
i saw ur text, but i left u on read
(on read, on read!)
and i'm not afraid to do it again
(again, again!)
u rlly thought that i was ur friend
(ur friend, ur friend!)
'cuz u know that i cannot pretend
(pretend, pretend!)

twelve am / on read

twelve am / on read (nascarwya)

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all mixed & mastered by me

lyrics:
baby, you so far away
yeah, i just want u nxt to me
bae, can u plz just stay? woah
givin' u my heart
but it's clearly not enough, yeah
purple in my cup
noddin' off
yeah, ur luv is not enough
and ts drink is not enough

yeah, idk what to do with myself
'cuz ur not enough
yeah, who said i don't give a fuck?
bae, i'm just nonchalant
yeah, i just wanna fuck
but i got 2 many problems 4 ts shit
i got no time to waste
just tell me what u want

yeah, big money, big bands
that's just all i want
gon' keep makin' music
'til i get exactly what i want, yeah
u thought that i needed u
baby, u should think again
trust me, i don't want u as a friend, yeah, yeah
i can't forgive u 4 messin' w/ my head, yeah
i thought it was luv
i let u get in my head
i thought it was luv
i let u get in my bed

baby, you so far away
yeah, i just want u nxt to me
bae, can u plz just stay? woah
givin' u my heart
but it's clearly not enough, yeah
purple in my cup
noddin' off
yeah, ur luv is not enough
and ts drink is not enough

yeah, idk what to do with myself
'cuz ur not enough
yeah, who said i don't give a fuck?
bae, i'm just nonchalant
yeah, i just wanna fuck
but i got 2 many problems 4 ts shit
i got no time to waste
just tell me what u want

not enough / noddin' off

not enough / noddin' off (nascarwya)

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all mixed & mastered by me

lyrics:
goin' 2 fast, i need to slow down
i'm poppin' two xans
i don't need no pronouns
they know i'm the man (man!)
she wanna break my heart again, yeah, yeah (man!)
she wanna know my name
but ts all benefits, no friends

'cuz i just want u 4 the sex
i don't luv u, no offense, yeah
idk what u expect
i'm showin' u no respect, yeah
nothin' u sayin' makes sense
so i cannot trust a word u say
we cannot be more than friends
i'm way 2 stressed, i might take a perc

but that shii don't work
baby, u did it first
yeah, u the worst
no, i don't wanna get lost
inside the sauce again today
i just wanna take it slow
not goin' a hunnid miles today
2 much gas, we hittin' the brakes

i can't feel my face
u know i can't relax
when i'm relapsin' everyday
i just feel like givin' up.
u can't feel my pain.
i don't wanna get stuck
that's why i just keep it movin' anyway
got nothin' to say

goin' 2 fast, i need to slow down
i'm poppin' two xans
i don't need no pronouns
they know i'm the man (man!)
she wanna break my heart again, yeah, yeah (man!)
she wanna know my name
but ts all benefits, no friends

'cuz i just want u 4 the sex
i don't luv u, no offense, yeah
idk what u expect
i'm showin' u no respect, yeah
nothin' u sayin' makes sense
so i cannot trust a word u say
we cannot be more than friends
i'm way 2 stressed, i might take a perc

but that shii don't work
baby, u did it first
yeah, u the worst
no, i don't wanna get lost
inside the sauce again today
i just wanna take it slow
not goin' a hunnid miles today
2 much gas, we hittin' the brakes

all benefits / no friends

blood!

blood! (prod. axmy)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/IFCpIE9c0OQ

(Old) Art by @80cry/noirblunts

Lyrics: 
Who outside, who outside, who outside, bitch we outside
Who outside, who outside, who outside, bitch we outside
Go out sad, go out sad, all of you gonna go out sad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
No one really cared but now look at where we at
You ain't going nowhere bruh its like your tires flat
I be cooling with my slimes, with my brothas, yeah it's slatt
All my hoes they ass is fat all your hoes they ass is flat

We be outside shooting shots, yeah I'm talking picture, camera, kodak
Outside in all black but I ain't talking no kodak
And I be feeling so damn slumped, but I ain't talking kota
And shoutout to my day ones I remember, it's a throwback
Doing this and doing that, yeah we just be outside
Atx up north but I got homies in the south side
Yeah 4fate all around, yeah 4fate goin worldwide
And i be mixing up my words, yeah bruh I be getting tongue tied
And I don't like to cap, but sometimes i just might lie
And I just do what I want, cause it's really just my life
And this music shit my life, I either make it or I die
And I be making hits inside but you know that we be outside

all benefits / no friends (nascarwya + iluvmori + gateway)

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