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Can't Keep My Cool

THE WAY A FRIEND WOULD

BITTER SWEET

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:

No one gave me shit
I worked for this
At this point I’m just
done with encouragement
You say talented
I say calluses
I’m tasting my blood just pronouncing it
Since Fairfield days
The beats I made
I may have quit drinking but dream the same

I was told this the moon
Like good luck, Mr. Rocket Shoes

And they ask me why you workin’
All days of the week
To get somewhere you’ll never reach

I’ve been wishin’ for better so long
I guess I’m sick of wishing in by bed alone
If those wishes were weapons
Their full metal jackets are stuck
So fuck wishin’, I’m here with a gun
Jiminy Cricket never made me anyone
All my clips are full of bitterness
And I’m coming for you
I’ma bloom like a wicked magnolia

I’m not stoppin’ this
Just the opposite
I won’t drop when most people need oxygen
Since the green Lexus
Since the weed excess
Since the drink was my treatment for depression
Man, my lips been blue
Fuck what stitches do
I’ll put red on this mic like it’s ’92

I was told this the moon
Like good luck, Mr. Rocket Shoes

And they ask me why you workin’
All days of the week
Toward something you’ll never be

I’ve been wishin’ for better so long
I guess I’m sick of wishing in by bed alone
If those wishes were weapons
Their full metal jackets are stuck
So fuck wishin’, I’m here with a gun
Jiminy Cricket never made me anyone
All my clips are full of bitterness
And I’m coming for you
I’ma bloom like a wicked magnolia

Until I’m taken by weeds
My will is my leprosy
Instead of wounds that scrape the sheets
I’ve got no turn back in me
So set glass beneath my feet
Take the last breath that I need
To meet what glows beyond my reach
I’ll become a tragedy

There’s is no hell that spells retreat
Fuck your gravity
This to the grave
This to the grave

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Mr. Rocket Shoes

FACETIME (feat. han.irl<3)

As well as the previous one, i wasn't able to finish this track as my apartment was burglarised on October 2020.
Around July 2020, i've randomly sent some music to a dear friend of mine: Simon Heah, because he wanted to hear it.
Here is what's left, as well as other lo-fi recordings that i will only share on Soundcloud.
The thieves stole my musical equipment, my computer and the usbs where i kept the projects at the time, gladly i was able to send some audio files to Simon.
There is no reason for me to holding on to it, so here it is...

Sky Blue Skin was recorded mainly around July of 2020, in my home studio.

Sky Blue Skin (Unreleased Track)

Midnight Waves

Anarchy

@prodreaper

Art by Beka Nicole

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I aint got a job Ima be a fucking bum
Still broke still sad still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I cant afford
unknxwn. aint the person that you should adore
Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit
I aint gone never gone get me a bitch
I aint gone never gone feel any bliss
If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Aint gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

unknxwn. - Despair

I'm too busy in despair.

spotify.

i'm too busy in despair: part 1 | Produced by reaper

OFFICIAL VIDEO! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDCIbSJ2hlg

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LYRICS
Sorry 
for calling
girl i forgot the you’ll never talk again 
cause you got a boyfriend 
imma make it end

i’m invisible 
fuck you i’m invincible 
you’re just a student 
and i be the fuckin principle

listen to my principles
Tocka horror picture show
don’t give a fuck about a hoe
all these bitches show me no 
love but
i be making cash now
they try to hit me up but i just laugh now
i can see these demons 
she’s not textin me and
makes me wanna cry
rest in peace yea
cut me up in pieces 
until i can’t breathe just 
step right on my heart 
rip me apart til i’m bleedin

Remember the days
when i wasn’t in pain 
cause i meant something to her
now she hates on my name 
i just wanna be friends 
all good things have an end 
so you and your boyfriend 
do not have long to last
and if he’s gotta problem 
tell him to pull up on
me 
taste a swing 
to the cheek 
til my fist will bleed 
don’t fuck with me 
girl i’m made of stranger things
and chemical x

and every bit of darkness 
that you’ve ever scene
i’ll load a magazine
and eat the whole fuckin thing 
til i’m burping up lead 
and i’m halfway dead
but your still in my head

I 
just 
need you 
to call me up 
and tell me 
that it will be alright


>THE TOCKA HORROR PICTURE SHOW<
Personal favorite of mine.
IDWU2SM (I DONT WANT YOU TO SAVE ME)
Drops October 31st
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I Fucking love you all! Thank you for fuckin with me

THE TOCKA HORROR PICTURE SHOW (PROD. BY DEE B)

Lyrics;
(SpaceMan Zack)
How did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
crying all alone while im in my bed 
monsters talking to me think they might be friends
how did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
all these fucking voices talking in my head
telling me to jump when im at the edge
and you don't know anything do you
you don't know whats wrong with me
you don't have answers now do you
don't tell me its all in my head

(RiverKinn)


its all in my head (3x)
ive been so depressed 
wishin I could get you out of my head
let me know if you might feel the same
baby that would give me hope to live
I don't wanna die no I don't wanna die though
I been feeling too gone everything reminds me of what you said
your voice in my head 
its all in my head.

HowDidIEndUpLikeThis (Ft. RiverKinn) [Prod. Calcivver]

@namesnotandy x @iloveyouronen
💜 (prod. second hand) 💜

Soul Food

SPOTIFY

SOUL FOOD w/ RONEN

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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instagram.com/6hosttown
soundcloud.com/cozyboycries
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instagram.com/cozyboycries

Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

Listen on Spotify

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Video in Description]

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-im-back-and-a-little-less-drunk-lyrics

I'm back and a little less drunk

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

You start a fight, I want a war
all of the kicking and screaming and more
you wanna hide, I’ll break down the door
I’ll throw a fit till I’m sick and I’m sore
I said I might I wasn’t sure
I hope you like your new view from the floor
a pitiful sight for someone to ignore
a bountiful night for someone who’s so poor

Those aren’t your friends 
those people are fucked
you show them love they don’t give you enough
off all kinds of drugs every time you pick up
it don’t take bullets to prove it to us
I’m not gonna talk I’ll leave it at that
couple of weeks you’ll be gone off the map
I think I’ll be on by the time that you’re back,
remind me to stack and not share what I have
If you want some space then leave it to me
I’ll clear my texts till there’s nothing to read 
I’ll cover my tracks till there’s nothing to see
cut off my air till there’s nothing to breathe
have I made a point, we’re fucking unwell
this is what happiness looks like from hell
this is what freedom feels like in a cell
I think if we needed it I couldn’t tell

Saw you last night out in NoHo 
made me wanna go home
I can’t feel my face 
I liked it better being careless
I hate self awareness
nothing feels the same 
You might think that this is easy
every sentence eats me
I can’t say your name
people wonder why I’m like this
I hate being like this
picture in the frame

PLAY-DOH (PT. 2)

Album 2 in September

@PINKCIG
@pinkcig
@pinkcig

@808GILA
@808gila
@808gila

CoverArt: DeadandDetached



Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

So what you want? ima wait
don't take long I aint patient 
its hella dark in this place 
I'm caught up in a daydream
thoughts fuck with your brain
can't stop and it's great
til' its not but it tend to take long til' it aint
just 15 when I opened it it hit me 
never thought this type of shit would ever get me 
it picked me
just a young on his 5th key third xan & a 40 should be 6 feet
but I wasn't 
so I thought I could never die now isn't that something 
so much fucking power in my hand I felt nothing 
so I just kept on pushing and it never stopped shovin'
never gave a fuck about a consequence
I would think of getting sober every now and then 
I was getting called a crack head by like all my friends
but then I thought like, well then fuck it this shit boutta end
when they find my body breathless 
bitch go on and speak 
bout some shit you never known 
and shit you never seen
I won't be around to focus on the thought of me 
and I will be up in oblivion for longer peace
nothin really happened that could ever stop me
no one made me do this shit its always all me
thought the only time the dope would ever cross me
be the many times I mixed them up inside me
yeah
cigarette, cigarette

Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

BITTER SWEET

RONEN

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