ANGEL OF DEATH

I waste my time to fade away
Thoughts decayed, I never made
Sinking down, what we held at bay

I wanted to feel
The things that you’d never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams, I know

These pieces you left me
Are broken and empty
Hopeless attempting
When only resenting
Anywhere, everywhere I go it seems I’m dissenting
I wish they’d exempt me
From what they’re expecting
Never detecting
And never respecting
The close of an entry

Don’t ever look behind, it slows me down the road
Even if I’m reminded, I don’t let it show
Get in the line, never a sign, ‘till I explode
Cracking the spine, building a shrine, deep in the hole

I waste my time to fade away
Thoughts decayed, I never made
Sinking down, what we held at bay

I wanted to feel
The things that you’d never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams, I know

All you ever did was take my weekends
Now we’re not even speaking
Heard you said I’m changing, no peeking
Wanna act like you weren’t the reason
But your love switches up like the seasons
Cause one day we're in love, then you’re leaving 
When you’re here we’re like in different regions
If we’re good, then tell me why I’m grieving
Tell me I’m the one to blame, when you’re the one who’s to blame, yeah
You told me that you would change, but I’m not seeing the change, yeah
I’m crying everyday, I don’t wanna live this way, yeah
Tell me I’m the one to blame, tell me I’m the one to blame, yeah 
You don’t change 
Don’t wanna be conscious put me on some novocain
Used to have a future, but that shit went down the drain
I don’t wanna see you imma hop up on a plane
Running from my past, cause I just can’t face the pain 

I wanted to feel
The things that you’d never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams, I know

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secrets - ft. yung van (prod. jpbeatz)

[Chorus]
Runaway, runaway, runaway
Runaway, runaway, runaway
And I hate when you take everything
When you take everything from me
Runaway, runaway, runaway
Runaway, runaway, runaway
And I hate when you take everything
When you take everything from me

[Verse]
I've been feeling out of place
I've been feeling out of
Many things that I don't say
Many things that I don't
I just keep smoking and balling
Can see me falling
Can hear she moaning
Life kinda boring
Why you ignore me
Used to be sad
Now I just can feel nothing
Used to be dead
But I'm out of the coffin
You're just a stain in my life
Like some coffee
Tell me you bluffing?
Tell me you love it?
When you see me crying
When you see me rotting

[Chorus]
Runaway, runaway, runaway
Runaway, runaway, runaway
And I hate when you take everything
When you take everything from me
Runaway, runaway, runaway
Runaway, runaway, runaway
And I hate when you take everything
When you take everything from me

Runaway

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So Well

(prod. by discent)

You Are Eternal..


LYRICS:

Fill my lungs, I don’t wanna breath!
The man in my reflection just isn’t me!
I wanna come clean, bitch you changed me!
The blood on my hands just can't come clean!

You stabbed me soft with broken glass so I could feel!
I wanna thank you for all of the blood you helped spill!
'Cause knowing what you are underneath all my sweetest dreams!
You’re nothing but the whore who ruined FUCKING EVERYTHING!!

'CAUSE YOU WERE HURTING ME JUST TO FEEL!
AND I WAS WISHING THIS JUST WASN’T REAL!!

I SHOULD’VE KNOWN THAT NOBODY COULD EVER LOVE ME!!
I JUST DIDN’T THINK THAT YOU WOULD EVER HURT ME!

'CAUSE YOU WERE BREAKING ME JUST TO KILL!!
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME JUST FOR A CHEAP THRILL!

YOU WERE ADDICTION IN THE DARK, 
THE LIGHT CAN'T STOP ME!!!
I WONT LET GO, YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE MY DARKEST FANTASY!

MY DARKEST FANTASY (prod. by discent)

high maintenance

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay

Ill be countin digits
Barely livin
Imma break my limit

I aint ever stopping 
Ill be going past when my lifes finished
Poppin what is given to me
Sayin fuck it if it kills me

I dont want your love
But you can take my blood

Get me high
Break my spine
Feel my pain
Put the knife straight to my veins

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay


My hearts iced out
I just cant take these lies now
Cut me deep until i pour out
Pour my feelings and you break me down

bleeding through all of my scars
Your eyes glow inside the dark
I died slow for you
Now im just a ghost to you

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay



Imma get the fame and meet my death
My hearts iced out
She showed me her fangs and i took my last breath
Who turned the lights out

Its all dark and im outta sorts now
Lost soul what am i looking for now
Cut so deep imma pour some more now
to fucked up imma hit the floor now

DRIPPING ALL ON THE FLOOR

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

wanted to try to find someone i could hold
all i found was nothin more than a broken girl
in a dark cold world who am i to wonder why
everybody leaves time after time

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

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bout u (prod. raspo)

Produced by ERLAX

BABY REMIND ME THAT YOU NEVER GONNA LEAVE

Lyrics:

[Intro]
baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be

[Chorus]
baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

[Bridge]
is all the love that you got for me
yeah yeah
is all the love that you got for me
yeah just for me

[Verse]
another day and im drinking again
and the thing is that i never pretend
hold me close and i might just cry
and when you leave i just want to die

another day and im drinking again
and the thing is that i never pretend
hold me close and i might just cry
and when you leave i just want to die

[Bridge]
another day and im drinking again
and the thing is that i never pretend
hold me close and i might just cry
and when you leave i just want to die

[Chorus]
baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

[Outro]
baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

baby remind me that you never gonna leave
and im not the one you wanted me to be
you keep fighting but all i want to see
is all the love that you got for me

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remind me (prod. ERLAX)

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

Prod. 5head

LYRICS
life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I think I’m feelin' too weak

can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

I think my mind’s just a river that runs
I always feel like I’m never enough
It always seems like i gotta re-up
I rest my head I might never see ya
again
barely making the minimum
fending off the ones that I love
even you can taste the venom I salivate when I’m depressed
I promise you, on god, I’m happy
and that I’m just super beat
but I can barely tell what’s happening

so can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I tend to sit back and think about things

All our lives spent awake,
do you ever just rest your head
hoping it might be the last time
you ever wake up again?

remind me (prod. ERLAX)

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