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Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

ilysm

prod @nprdct
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics :

why everything seem so fuckin fuckin dirty
how the fuck it 4 AM when last i checked it seven thirty?
i mean. (stfu man)
i mean .
im still lookin for sum excuses
makin music cos i gave up, think im all outta uses man
i hate this personal shit
i hate when people know me
i hate the heavy air when people stare, dont think they know me

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

ayo
its been a minute since ive talked to you
yo
i know i aint been happy like i used to
(and i)
yo
wanna smash this fucking mirror like
"why u look like that boy ??"
my instincts seem to fear her.
how should i dress today? look outside im like "whatever"
"i should stop trying so hard to just be looking like whoever"

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

i know i just been starin from the outside
i know i just been lookin at a bad time

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

i know i just been starin from the outside
i know i just been lookin at a bad time

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

and im like
STUCK IN THIS DREAM
FUCK DOES IT MEAN, DUDE?
PEOPLE STARIN
THAT AINT ME
THAT AINT ME DUDE
STUCK IN THE WRONG BODY
LIKE WHO IS *HE* DUDE??
IM FUCKING SERIOUS
FUCKIN SERIOUS
CHECK WHAT THIS HEAT DO!!
I DONT WANT NO FRIENDS
I DONT WANT NO LIFE
IF I COULD SEE ME RIGHT NOW?
I WOULDNT STAND THE SIGHT
I WOULD JUST STAND AND SIGH.
DONT LOOK ME IN THE EYES!!
IM A MAN
IM A MAN
I JUST LIVE TO FIGHT!
THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY!!
THATS WHAT THEY TELL ME TOO!!
IM STILL AFRAID I AINT GON LIVE THAT FAR PAST 22!!
AND I ROBBED THAT DEALER
I AINT SEE HIM AGAIN
HE THINK IMMA PUSSY??
THIS AINT REAL 
BITCH IM FIGHTIN HIM!!
IS THERE MORE TO SEE?
HOW MUCH IS IN MY BEDROOM
ROAMIN THE INTERNET
MAXIN OUT MY HEADROOM
NEED AN EX MACHINA
THERES NOT MUCH LEFT FOR ME
AND I STILL GOT ONE LOVE
AND THAT BITCH AINT ME

"1luv" [komoto]

season 2 of zombieland saga came out while i was working on this ive never been happier .

prod @otmmakesnoise
featuring @nferiorhild
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics (only my verse ..) :

BITCH !
ill drop ur ass like im Six .
nd all ur mixes in Mono , they ALL SOUND LIKE SOME SHIIiiit 
trans Lio Fotia . these pussies takin subpoenas .
pissin off crackers on twitter who scared of taking sum (..hold on)
take a seat im ur teacher .
Making MONEy off features !!
biTCH IM PRETTY AS FUUUU
makin money off of my features !!
bitch im takin procedure s .
cos u actin facetious ..
u aint just 2 Faced BOYYY
U A DODECAHEDRON !!
they think im DEAD?!?!
im poppin like this Zombieland Saga !!
BRODIE TALKIN BOUT HIS BREAD WHEN I KNO HE GOT NADA ..
im the DON DADA !! TRICKSHOTTER !! SKULL POPPER !!!!~
U A SHIT POCKET MEDIC .. GET A GRIP .. U DONT GOT IT .
look .
ily ILY ILY STILL A BADD BITCHH
u on joker mode . no face tat, but u Damaged .
Ain't Shit . im on my Rat Shit (i been makin the rules)
catch u lackin in ya basement
lookin like u listen to Tool .......

"zombieland saga" w/ piranha mae [otm.]

dudes be like

prod @sor-uh
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics :

yo yo  yyo ..

aLL THAT SHIT U TALK ..
was it worth it ??
bitch i kept my back turnedddd
nd i still heard it !! Like ,,
all them tracks u dropped ,,
WAS IT WORTH IT ????
u aint got no fans babyboyy
NOBODY HEARD IT !!

like .
i swear to god abt it .
keep ya doors locked pussy !!
u need a pig 2 protect u ? get ya guns up pussy
LOOK OUT !!
u talkin big , now u muted .
ur tracks all SHIT . i just Shoot It 
like whatchu said ?? are u stupid .
i RAKE IN BREAD LIKE IM CUPID !!
imma trendsetter ! u a bedwetter .
keep The Strap under MY SWEATER !!
sendin lovveee letterss:) <3
U AINT SICK BUT NEEDA GET BETTER!!
U AINT THAT CLEVER ..
if i shoot u thats a mercy kill like old yeller
bitch Don't Enter . (i just)
Smile!
Sweet!
Sister!
Sadistic!
Surprise, THE HEATER !!!
that's Service . world's fine w/ another casper in it
AYEEE
i aint friendly tho !!
since " REMEMBER U " Ghost Buster from the fuckin get gooooooooo

*surprise kanye feature*

aLL THAT SHIT U TALK ..
was it worth it ??
bitch i kept my back turnedddd
nd i still heard it !! Like ,,
all them tracks u dropped ,,
WAS IT WORTH IT ????
u aint got no fans babyboyy
NOBODY HEARD IT !!

"worth it?" [sor uh]

im so obsessed ._.
i put a bitch on sight
tiptoe invest right?
like, im still on test drive
cant savor no moment if it
aint my best height !
aight...
6 hours a night (at most)
still good for the kid and a leech for a host !
kill, death, respawn, no risk reward :((
no wards, no flame, for a shit support >:_)
still , , ,
im malding daily
cast like phreak, shit plays amaze me !
still get hyped when i make small steps
ye a bitch my type
if she likes my specs

yuh !!!!!!

im low grade, outdated,
and i tend to run slow when i get too faded >.>
yeah im sorry if things get complicated..
cause i need new parts but its best i waited :3
yu-

walk around at night,

lack an appetite,

void my stress,

cause at best,

ill analyze.

i dont know the next move
im s'posed to make.

slow to grow
im not used to solar rays.

im obsessed .-.
so im overly cautious.

im not upset
im just totally offset.

i only smoke for my own peace of mind,
if i die a bit quicker; theres less im denied.

over images, it aint easy.
fuck forgiving him !!! he aint sleepy ..zz.z.
i aint over my line, i shoulder my past,
my closure takes time, i hopes its my last.
no wards, no flame, for a shit support.
kill, death, respawn, no risk reward.
no motto,
cant one tap,
spray clips full auto,
to a bitch no cap,
on my limit !

to criticize every minute,
im living inside a mimick,
communicate through a snippet
of music :D

all my bitching ,
and sitting inside to listen
to all of my inner critics
is part of my shit decision
im choosing !!!

x3
im still so scared
of my own wants
cant get letdown
with controls on
so static so stuck
so cold in the past
but i think i can last if
i hold on

USB Mic Gains

(only my verse soz)

I BEEN ON MY KING SHIT
ISOLATE MYSELF UNTIL THE SPRING HITS
I DONT BITE NOR BARK
IM IN THE DARK YALL BETTER STEP IT
IF A PUSSY THINK IM STATIC
HE ACTING WAY TOO DRAMATIC
IM REMNISCING THE ATTIC
WHILE IM COLLECTING MY CREDIT
BITCH NO EDIT ON MY SPEECH
WHILE YA PUSSY ASS GOT THEM FILTERS
IM THE INFAMOUS ILYSM LEECH
YALL AINT FAMILIAR
WHAT THE FUCK UP
IF PUSSY STEP UP 2 ME BETTER BUCK UPP
IF A PUSSY WANT A FEATURE FROM YA BOY THEY BETTA SUCKUP
GET YA LUCK UP
NOT YA FUCKIN MONEY OR YA NUMBAS
IF YOU SPEAKING ALL THAT MID SHIT YOU KNOW IM IN THAT SLUMBER
I DONT FUCK WITH ALL THESE DIP SHITS
WHO RIP HITS ND BRAG ABOUT IT
THROWBACK TO THAT BUMMER FUCKING HETTY IM A FAG ABOUT IT
YOU CAN TALK YA SHIT ALL FUCKING DAY ILL TAKE A DRAG ABOUT IT
YOU CAN BLAME YA ACTIONS ON YA PING AND ILL JUST LAG ABOUT IT
NEVERMIND
YOU CAN STAY BEHIND
AINT GOT NO RIDE ALONG
WONT EVEN REMEMBER YO ASS NEXT TIME I WRITE A SONG

ur <3 | ft. ilysm

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"its time to live up to your family name and face full life consequences!"

ilysm and sor uh are ur new favorite war criminals

produced by @iluvyousomuch and @sor-uh, recorded at neetpack studios (two basements somewhere in canada)

featuring @lpopstar, @kill-bill-on-the-beat, @doin-fine and @nferiorhild

special thanks to amias (@amiasarts on ig) for the artwork, and @pattyhills for our new logo.

love u

WHATUTHINK

I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

Financial Diet

sub-genre Psychedelic Wave, a sound born from the shadows of Grimwave and pushed into vibrant, mind-bending atmospheres. This album blends haunting basslines, celestial melodies, and hypnotic rhythms with layers of raw emotion and aura farming energy — a sonic ritual meant to unlock deeper states of reflection, pain, and transcendence.

Featuring powerful collaborations with NellyB and Sleep !, and brought to life by the mesmerizing guitar work of R I F F, every track carries both weight and light. At times dark and crushing, at others euphoric and dream-soaked, Cortex Spiral represents the duality of existence — spiraling between despair and hope, void and rebirth.

This isn’t just an album; it’s a spiritual soundscape that demands to be felt as much as it’s heard.

CROWNED

PAST (prod. lagsight)

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

prod. @iluvyousomuch

from march -> october sessions [3]

art by amias

fuck todd howard <33

STARFIELD

lost my voice for a week after this

prod @sor-uh
featuring @aolbeats and @zombaewalk
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

track off the upcoming mixtape "ytp rap aesthetics"

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lyrics (my verse only sorry ) :

oka y
waitingonupusssies
waitin onyall2 head out ...
got everything i need from yall ..........
its like a checkout ...
keeptalkin keep talkin .
ok . um
.. nd it go out the other ear like .
ok .
*clears throat*

BEEN WAITIN ON U PUSSIES
WAITIN ALL YALL 2 H E A D O U T
i got everything i need from yall .....
its like a CHECKOUT !!!
keeptalkin keeptalkin bitCH !!!
IMMA GET FED UP !!!
ND IT GO OUT THE OTHER EAR LIKE .......
wHATCHU SAID NOWWWWW ??????

run ya shit run ya shit
imma hit u with the whip like
OH DEER !! THATS SUM HOMEMADE VENISON !!
IDC !! THATS INSOLENCE !!
SO U CAN END UR SHIT OFFF
OVERDOSING ON . SHITLOADS . OF FLINTSTONE VIT-UH-MINS ..
ily known for irony (sadly)
pussies known 2 desire me 
but already w they boyfriendss like ..
WHATCHU F*CKIN WANT FROM ME ?!
ily got that iron seee !! ( う-´)づ︻╦̵̵̿╤── \(˚☐˚”)/
ily got that iron sight !!!!!! 
next person who walk in drop QUIC K
like its nighty night !!! zzz
body droppin quick, no yandhi:(
bITCH I GET A CROWD SCREAMING "ayy" liKE FONZIII
guess i got an ego .. cos i think im so hot see ???
but ur ass so annoyingg BITCH U SEEM LIKE A BONZI !!
nd bitch i cook this dope like this shit Beat Bobby Flay
nd so i keep these windows tinted !! U CANT SEE WHERE I STAY !!
wHiTe MoM WhItE mOm hOw i KeEp ThAt sPeCiAl K .. like
u   a i n t   g o t   n o   b a r s   bITCH
FUCK OUT MY FACE !! (i destroy my vocal chords here )

"checkout" w/ AOL & zombAe [sor uh]

@urnewfavwarcriminals 
@crashblossomsclique

for booking & inquiries contact omggilysm@gmail.com

"worth it?" [sor uh]

ilysm

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