The Upload

cantfindmymind [slowed & reverb]

Hidden Excellence II prod. by @halberd-3000
mixed by me

Note II prod. by @bsdu
Featuring @hheadhaunter
mixed by me

Lyrics:

A lot of shit has changed since the first one
I think i found my lane i aint swervin
I love what I've become rising up as a person
And like a shining sun come from dusk i was burnin
I made this shit for yall tho
Light it up's the motto
Not only gettin higher from the pot smoke
Feel like i won the lotto
Not rich in money but I'm wealthy in spirit
I got a wealth of lyrics
Hope you see what's hidden maybe yall will hear it

Huh, i tossed that line in for the throwback
Learnin life lessons on the couch watching Bojack
Certified weapon in my mouth leave ya dome splat
Starin at the crowd 'fore i bow with the slow clap

Got my footin on track
Like a hundred yard dash
No longer have to ask which path to take
I've grown a lot since the last
Not just lookin at the stats
Really feelin like I'm in like Hathaway
Still gotta figure out the cash
Can't rely upon the raps
Dad askin "well son?" like Castaway
I hope this passion never pass
Don't let the fire turn to ash
Ima keep it in my grasp til i pass away
And i know. .that
I could go. .back
I didn't leave it all behind
We all got a place in time
Find me walking through the sunshine... feelin lovely

Huh, i tossed that line in for the throwback
Learnin life lessons on the couch watching Bojack
Certified weapon in my mouth leave ya dome splat
Starin at the crowd 'fore i bow with the slow clap

Hit em with a little bit of howdy do
Progressin through the pain, breakin chains changes how we do
I had to go insane to understand shit that might be true
Like what the fuck you think they really mean when they laugh at you
Would you break from the strain, or'd you be laughin too
Would you say fuck them mans and end up passin through
I feel i had to move from these sleepers sides like a night sand
I kept on writing I get my words from the wise man

Huh, i tossed that line in for the throwback
Learnin life lessons on the couch watching Bojack
Certified weapon in my mouth leave ya dome splat
Starin at the crowd 'fore i bow with the slow clap
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Thinkin out from the inside
Feelin insane 
I'm just along for the ride
In a sick game
I'm feeling larger than life
Think some shit changed
In a bar fight
I done went and got my shit caged 
This age, make me feel savage
It's a, similar pattern
Which stays, hidden in fabric
I'm sayin it's static
Make a wish if you believe in magic
Way too many people don't ask why shit is happening
Way too many people never find what they passion is
Way too many people lost they lives without having it
Are you gon have that happening
I guess what I'm askin is

Do you ever think that try aint enough
Like, do you ever think your life relies upon luck
Like, do you think you're humble
Do you think you're acting right
Cuz i thought i was acting right when i was taking bad advice
×2

[Headhaunter]

I'm a mote of dust out a mushroom cloud
I made a note of what I can punch through now
With that one-two style, never sobered up, like
Standing in the sand of the land where the ocean was, eyes
Spiraling out of control, breathe in the highs and the lows
Secrets inside of the soul, sealed in the dice that I roll
On the phone, with Lady Luck and put on hold
Sit waiting one lifetime, I think I dug a hole
Do you see yours in your scene you're living? 
They buried mines in my field of vision 
Bathe in liquor, wait for sparks of creativity
Muzzle flashes, shooting in the dark to help me see the things
That keep me in this room, aloof and breathing in your fumes
I move from out of reach and view to prove
Inside a single move, I use fleeting interludes
To do what you've been meaning to

Hidden Excellence II || Note II, feat. Headhaunter

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
(A single off of the album "Gassed")

Lyrics:
Whats it gonna be, whats it gonna be 
Yuh, buddy wanna be legend, he make it on the TV
Now he’s busy getting ransacked, stuck inside a flashback
Now he’s got the vision but there’s nothing he can see 
Boy feeling like a king, got the confi like a dence man
Hiding all this shit that make him look so damn depressed man
Still got that rep though, bubble up like some Pepto 
Shorty dropping it low but I’m so fucking narcolepto...
I’m sleeping
So unconscious, man i ain’t breathing
I’m in love with ghosts and I’m healing
Feel so cloudy, now I’m here dreaming 
3K plays without any feeling
Says she love the way that I treat her though 
Girl so outta pocket, she be ballin’, got me feelin' low 
I'm feelin' low 
Got me feelin' low 
Girl about to drop it, she so flawless, she don’t even know
Now I’m out of topics, shit is freezing, got me feeling cold
Slick gone put the work in on the beat, he with bino flow 
Man I need a new chick, pull up in a new whip
With some better bass, I did the race, I got em clueless
Say you gotta follow certain shit just for a new bitch
Creamy with the flow, I take it slow, just like some cool whip 
In the city lookin for a decent night spot 
At the club, pretty ladies, they don't talk a lot 
Take a sip, take a drink, take another shot
Gotta ask her where she at, "asan ka na ba?"
Honestly yo, honestly yo
Baby got me stitched up like I'm lilo
Getting real close, take another toast
Bring her out to back gonna curl her toes
Take a good look, baby pretty like a photo
Little thickie curious, it’s something that she don’t know
Working real hard, but your homie getting slept though
What’s it gonna be, make your move and get your new glow

New Glow (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Produced by @elijahwho
Mixed and Mastered by @halberd-3000
Artwork by @collidingwithmars

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lyrics
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the way that the rain drops is almost prophetic
the way that we stick together is magnetic
and ive had my eyes on the skies
and what i did see. i will never forget it

the rain keeps on falling from clouds up above
and it puddles the streets, the road wears like a glove
it passes through streetlights in showers of love
till its flood at my feet and im floating on up

yeah i pass by the windows of all of the buildings
im moving so fast that i flash past the ceilings
im grooving in fact i think that i am beaming
i cant find a reason as to why im still breathing

and soon i will pass up the moon
soon i will pass all the planets outside
and soon I will pass all the stars in the sky
and soon i will be something more give new meaning to fly

and ill catch you on the flipside
sorry im not polite
everybody tells me
that i am a nice guy

charging like a bull i’m
flying through the night sky
sorry if i pull i’ll
put it in the pipeline

and im flying through some open space
and now i cannot find my way think that im losing my face
i think i smoked too many cigarettes im losing my taste
and now im facing all of my regrets im losing my place

the stars
im spitting supernova fucking bars
im a blackhole sucking in the money
like a russian tsar

and boy you know that im copping my guap
making it, top of the pops
rappers be dropping a lot

and ill catch you on the flipside
sorry im not polite
everybody tells me
that i am a nice guy

charging like a bull i’m
flying through the night sky
sorry if i pull i’ll
put it in the pipeline

and soon i will pass up the moon
soon i will pass all the planets outside
and soon I will pass all the stars in the sky
and soon i will be something more give new meaning to fly

and ill catch you on the flipside
sorry im not polite
everybody tells me
that i am a nice guy

charging like a bull i’m
flying through the night sky
sorry if i pull i’ll
put it in the pipeline

and soon i will pass up the moon
soon i will pass all the planets outside
and soon I will pass all the stars in the sky
and soon i will be something more give new meaning to fly

and soon i will pass up the moon
soon i will pass all the planets outside
and soon I will pass all the stars in the sky
and soon i will be something more give new meaning to fly

and soon i will pass up the moon
soon i will pass all the planets outside
and soon I will pass all the stars in the sky
and soon i will be something more give new meaning to fly

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sorry i missed this getting deleted <3

Flipside [Prod. Elijah Who]

we're all just spirits drifting through this life, finding our own reasons and our own motivations to keep on drifting.

mine is music.

come drift with me for just a moment <3

artwork by chrosky

all production (excluding the song Sometimes) by me

features by love-sadKiD, Atwood, and Chris Wright

Special thanks to Miles Landry, ETHERIO, love-sadKiD, Duke Ducas, and many others for helping me shape this record into what it is

SPIRITS

Again With You (feat. Chris Wright)

So this year I've made some income from music, made some close friends, and I've even met some of them in real life too. I'm happy and grateful that people tune and take time out of their day to listen to my stuff. That shit warms my heart yo. Happy new year and see you in 2019. 

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/juniordbeats
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics:
It's hard to love others, I'm flawed and it's hard to love myself
Need a reverend, need a cross because I'm exorcising 
Demons from my mind, line'em back to hell
I see hella peeps yeah comparing on my IG feed
Hive-mind always saying oh so and so has it better than me
I'm guilty of that too, but there's more to life 
Than screens telling you what you can or can't do
Look in a mirror the person holding you back 
Is the person on the other side, but I know you know you knew that
I'm speaking only truth from my own point of view 
Make a choice you need to choose, make a point you need to prove

Art help me do it 
Fusing both sides a whole with my music
When I write so conclusive
Yin yang truces 
Damn now new phone who this

It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
A scrimmage, I pillage the village yeah, pilling the pain yeah
Painting a picture of what's in my brain
Blood stains on a stained glass yeah
Flood rains on terrain fast yeah
My neck on a noose why death what I choose
bad parts need to lose, sad heart see the bruises

Art help me do it 
Fusing both sides a whole with my music
When I write so conclusive
Yin yang truces 
Damn now new phone who this

It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
a scrimmage who this
It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
a scrimmage who this

Spotify

Who This (Prod. jrd.)

COLD !

Written by me
Recorded by me
Produced by me
Mixed by me

COLD !

This song was made by love-sadkid, it was uploaded to youtube and I do not own it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tliKFylnuaA

Taste Love-Sadkid (not mine)

I still remember 
when I promised you 
I wouldn't be like the others 
who broke you and told you lies. 
All of the songs 
that made us think of each other. 
Used to smile when I heard them. 
Now I hurry to shut them off. 

But it’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
It’s a once in a lifetime chance. 
So I won’t even try to find 
somebody like you. 
I won’t waste my time. 
‘Cause you were already mine. 

Thought I got rid of 
all the pictures I had of us 
‘til I realized 
they were all 
still inside my head. 
Three in the morning 
tryna smoke away the pain 
of knowing you’re fast asleep 
while I’m up tryna blame it on you. 

It’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
I’d be lucky if I came close. 
I'd always dreamed about 
somebody like you. 
I just don't get how 
I only realized now.

I hope you never find 
somebody like me. 
who’ll just keep you to treat you wrong. 
You deserve so much better than 
somebody like me, 
who just can’t see 
when to let you breathe, 
who will up and leave 
and write a song a year after 
about wishing it was how it used to be.

somebody like you (2016 demo)

dynamics

ty for 1600 <3 

Out now on all major streaming platforms
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Vro7cqi6DzHWvYoBZ2k3O?si=Z2KrUdT8Rv-YiQ6JYlGzsA
Apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/heart-on-read-single/1531051577

Produced by me
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics:
I been breaking more and more and more I feel the strain
Life is like a TV getting only static frames
People come and go like cars they always switching lanes
But I'm losing all control I've been swerving in the rain
I fell asleep, slumber in a ditch, I feel the warmth of my seat
Totaled I'm a wreck, I'm in total defeat
I'm missing major parts, I'm a broken machine, I'm broken
I ain't really hopeless though, I ain't really hopeless
Walking by myself, I'll fix myself on this lonely road
And I would never take it back
But I'd cut off bad people like you like a lumberjack

Fall for you to fall again
I can't believe a word you've said
Love's to trust, won't trust again
I hate how you left my heart on read, my heart on
Fall for you to fall again
I can't believe a word you've said
Love's to trust, won't trust again
I hate how you left my heart on read

My heart on read, my heart on read, my heart on read
My heart on read, my heart on read, my heart on read

Fall for you to fall again
I can't believe a word you've said
Love's to trust, won't trust again
I hate how you left my heart on read, my heart on
Fall for you to fall again
I can't believe a word you've said
Love's to trust, won't trust again
I hate how you left my heart on read

My heart on read, my heart on read

Heart On Read

go check out https://soundcloud.com/pink-hapless for more

Pink Hapless - Bebob

an old project that i decided to give a proper ending <3
sample: the white birch - the hours

lyrics:

I can see
Sailors and wives
Wait out the skies
And under the kneeling sun
Days are done

I can see
Their sailed unfold
Worn, on hold
As they wait for spring
And the seas it will bring

days are done

Tiddies

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Tiddie Mane (Kodama Boy x NOAH NATHAN)

might change the picture... its been a while <3 
 koe no katachi one of my favs
Shoya and Shouko <3

shoutout to the guys that made this sample. its phenomenal XD
Timmy holiday
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVV301nouFTYs19klliHO0w
NK Music
https://www.youtube.com/c/NKMusic

If you like this please check them out they make dope beats and sample loops.

photo source : https://13slicedapplepies.tumblr.com/post/164174642022/koe-no-katachi-silent-voice-fanart-for-smash

Heart <3

Thank you so much for the support on Lonely Girl. I've been going through some tough life transitions but I am finally back and better than ever! Here's "Funny"!

We're just like two bridges
Whoever falls apart gets to break the other's heart
Moving on is just too vicious
Why do people fake this kind of pain and call it art
No I can't afford the stitches
I knew you'd be the one right from the start
So please forget them bitches
If you were in a movie, you would be my favorite part

Don't get me wrong, you got me sprung
Might come on strong, I know I'm young
Look like the type to get me hung up on you baby
You drive me crazy, yeah

You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you

Now can I get a minute
How could somebody ever love somebody like me
Baby that's a funny gimmick
If you're really about me, you won't keep it lowkey

Don't get me wrong, you got me sprung
Might come on strong, I know I'm young
Look like the type to get me hung up on you baby
You drive me crazy, yeah

You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you

Funny (prod. Gould)

soft-spoken spirit spilling soul

888

Vietnamese-American

faq: https://bit.ly/2HpcL5c

pfp: https://twitter.com/alemidraws

lofi/electronic <3
bay area to nyc
skateboard op
inquires pls email: hachi8music@gmail.com
was hachi八 till 5/2/2021
rockin the yukino pic until 12/17/2021

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