lyrics:

(chorus)
envy’s got her hands on me again,
wishin’ i could live the way you can.
you don’t even try, but you still win,
and i hate that i care, hate that i can.

(verse 1)
you’re sunlight, i’m the afterglow,
you move fast, i’m stuck too slow.
you talk sweet, i choke on words,
you get seen, i stay unheard.

(verse 2)
i fake my peace, i fake my grin,
try to love the skin i’m in.
i thought i’d shine, but i just fade,
a copy of a life you made.

(pre-chorus)
mirror laughs when i get dressed,
you’re the calm, i’m all the mess.
every post just pulls me thin,
every smile reminds me when—

(chorus)
envy’s got her hands on me again,
wishin’ i could live the way you can.
you don’t even try, but you still win,
and i hate that i care, hate that i can. 
envy’s got her hands on me again,
wishin’ i could live the way you can.
you don’t even try, but you still win,
and i hate that i care, hate that i can

(bridge)
green in my veins, it burns my chest,
jealousy don’t let me rest.
still i scroll and see your face,
livin’ a dream i can’t replace.

(outro)
envy’s got her hands on me again,
whisperin’ “you’ll never be them.”
but one day, i’ll understand—
i was never meant to be your reflection.

envy (prod. by JessieRosse)

ur not the villian js lazy with ur heart (prod. 23arms)

envy (prod. JessieRosse)

i think i loved u more when u werent real

ur grandmas acoustic guitar

i know you were never mine
wish i could rewind the time
i feel you slip every night
i feel you slip every—

i know you were never mine
wish i could rewind the time
i feel you slip every night
i feel you slip every night

call me when you change your mind
lie and say you’re still aligned
every truth you left behind
keeps echoing in my mind

salem ur still in denial
we havent talked in a while
my emotions start to pile
burn down like a witch trial

lately i’ve been sinking slow
drowning in the things i know
every day just comes and goes
empty like a pointless show

i don’t want to move at all
i don’t want to hear your call
everything’s heavy, nothing’s free
salem, you’re haunting me

the nights are long, days are cold
i’m tired of fighting, too bold
everythings fading to gray
salem, why’d you slip away

i watch the sky, it’s turning black
i try to run, can’t come back
everything inside me bleeds
salem, you’re all i need

salem prod sickboi

die 4 her (interlude)

reverie (intro)

withdrawl (ft: toxcyn)

ur js a saint, arent u

u looked happy without me :/ (ft: toxcyn)

bittersweet (cover)

bloody mess

u snooze u lose (ft: zombiwebz)

heartless

giving tree (ft: reincoltation & luvkrime)

bloody mess (ft: iburnthebridges)

bad dreams

baby i love u
u dont feel the same
u look so lovely
cant wait for my heart break 

make me feel ugly?
how bout i eat ur brains
i feel sucidal
pull a kurt cobain

i dont wanna be with u
if ur gonna treat me this way
guess im just ur retarded fool
couldnt see me any other way

i wish u saw me in the same light
but ig my lights just too dark
some would say ur a masterpiece
everyone says i am subpar

baby i love u
u dont feel the same
u look so lovely
cant wait for my heart break 

make me feel ugly?
how bout i eat ur brains
i feel sucidal
pull a kurt cobain

ur rly lovely
in my freezer
bitches hate on me
well im a tweaker

i already ate her guts
so u cant see her
ill bite my fangs in her chest
and ill eat her

heartbreak prod wingsxrra

bitch lock in

makeout creek prod ash58

fayde

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