appeasement and tranquility

what was i talking about?

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tlnos

dreams of past

decided to reupload it, because i've been coming back to it a few times.

acousticdemo1903

long time no see

get your mind ready for work

lostlost

still a quiet evening...

attenuate

if you have any ideas or examples of how you imagine suitable social relations - please write about it here. what i mean by "suitable" is something that would help you escape solitude.

nothing to forget

will this trail lead me somewhere?

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

time between green and blue

still

february ended already. i anticipated it a lot but haven't even noticed how it passed by. maybe these are the happy times, the ones you don't even hear until nostalgia echoes in your recollections.

maybe obsession with self-improvement is just a consequence of big ego

meaning nothing, seeking nothing

молчание

:(

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