my life is falling apart
@bailbailbailbailbail
linktr.ee/ilyjin

my life is falling apart

mlifa (bail)

happy birthday 2 me :D

ty @ifipaan and @cindyk4te

prod dash

vocals and lyrics: jin, buni, ifi

mix: jin n buni

master: jin

lyrics:

jin <3

btch im heartless
i said that i hate myself but thatll stay regardless
she said she wanna save me but my soul is stuck in darkness
the fumes get obnoxious
how im gonna stop this
btch im hearless
i said that i hate myself but thatll stay regardless
she said she wanna save me but my soul is stuck in darkness
fumes get obnoxious
how im gonna stop this

ATs on n we rollin
fuck a bad bitch now we soarin
ay shout out my boy sorren
fuk that pssy up push the floor in

yea i push the floor in heartless soul soarin
gone til the mornin
got my chest torn in

yea its torn in
yea its torn in
yea its torn in
ive been fuckin up since the 6th grade
back when i coudnt cope couldnt maintain
and all these thoughts all in my brain
they havent changed
ive just been going insane
yea u like that
yea its just been like that
do u like that
baby do u like that
like that baby do u like that
do u like that baby do u like that
do u like a crazy girl in the backseat
moonlight on ur back when you ask me

ifi >///<

said im heartless cause they ripped it out
tired of this shit it aint fixin now
i dont understand y they talk this
mf on my body its been toxic
heard he oppin lil boy im watchin
he say he invincible then come up n watch this
let the glock hit n i aint talkin moshpit
gangy want me to blow up on him i let the chop hit

lil bitch i rlly been heartless
mfs mad at me i pull up but we not finna spark it
yea im finna park it
act like a they/them
spoken like im all rizz uh

bitch im heartless meaning i dont got feelings
i dont understand y everyone want me killin

buni >:3

laying on my fucking bed
remembering the things u said
u told me everything was gonna be alright and u lied
i dont wanna die

everything will be alright x4

bloodied up and toothless
ran out of mistakes to make i ran out of excuses
cover me in bruises (cover me in bruises)
i dont wanna do this i dont wanna do this

i dont wanna do this x4

quack :3

Heartless w Ifipaan + Bunixiii

my most obnoxious song to date. if u like this ur just as obnoxious as i am + ily

blurry music

original sample- @saffilikesotters https://soundcloud.com/saffilikesotters/organization-xiii-livingluxury
prod-jin
vocals-jin
arrangement-jin
lyrics-jin
mix-jin
master-jin

lyrics

i h8 ur cheap cigarette smell all up n my nose
say u rlly like me but ill nvr kno
i remember last year u felt like home 
now im having nightmare feelin alone 
im fiendin alone
u saw the demons n still held me close 
im barely breathin ive plugged up my nose 
but i can taste it ur scent stained my clothes
leave me alone
im stuck w these symptoms right dwn to my bones
i feel the eyes on me feel the unown
black white n red blood shinin like chrome
relics of the past wont leave me alone
i need somethin more 
i need someone now more than evr b4
loneliness is cripplin now im on the floor
love u jin forevr dont lie to me whore 
back to b4
illness n my brain i nvr asked for
there is no cure n my meds dont work
how does anyone survive this hurt
how do u live w this shit 
i h8 ur cheap cigarette smell all up n my nose
say u rlly like me but ill nvr kno
i remember last year u felt like home 
now im having nightmare feelin-
chronic pain n my eyes yea i cant see well
ive been having nightmares of whats wrong w my mental health 
transcending temporal realms ion recognize myself 
feelin ostracized everybody flex extensive wealth
im jus playin SADX off a fuckin edible
everybody lookin dwn but now i feel incredible 
im n love w chaos ima get an emerald
emerald im n love w chaos
emerald im n love w chaos
emerald im n love w chaos
im n love w chaos ima get an emerald 
emerald im n love w chaos

Chaos Control

@ilyjin @kiryoo @leo909
song about weed
muahahapilled

creds:
prod jin
arrangement jin
final mix jin
vocals jin leo n kiryo
lyrics jin leo n kiryo 
vocal mix jin leo n kiryo

lyrics:
[@ilyjin]
wake up 'fore the sun does we bouta do some evil shit
ask me what we smokin on we smokin on some evil shit
pack up n my lungs im an idiot
spindash rainboom real real crazy shit 

yeah im an idiot 
stupid girl inside of her head gettin twisted 
n yk she narcissistic
ak 47 circle block samsara we aint missin 
yeah bitch we aint missin 
cherry flavored gas all up nside of my kitchen
brewin up yea hoe we witchin
cast a spell coughin up my lungs yea we trippin

wake up 'fore the sun does we bouta do some evil shit
ask me what we smokin on we smokin on some evil shit
pack up n my lungs im an idiot
spindash rainboom real real crazy shit
wake up 'fore the sun does we bouta do some evil shit
ask me what we smokin on we smokin on some evil shit
p-p-pack up n my lungs im an idiot
spindash rainboom real real crazy shit 

[@kiryoo]
idek wtf she said fr

[@leo909]
ayy all i really smoke is that pacc
if you talking on our names we gonna shoot you with that gat
you gone you dead we wont let you rest
yeah i diss the dead cause i dont give a shit
yeah im evil as fuck im evil as hell
you wish you was me but im the devil
ayy im a son of a serpent shit im a spawn of satan
if you talk on me lil bitch you know i am not playin
i got a tommy the tommy shoot faster than you plan
you think you super man speed but you just flash like thompson
i'm like bitch you got a smith and wesson where my tompson at?
i shoot you in your chest, heart spill out and then i smoke it up
bitch i dont really give a fuck
bitch im the motherfucking one bitch i got hella fucking ones
cause bitch im evil like a wizard and my heart so cold its like a blizzard
and i smoke that pack up on some evil shit

Evil Shit ft Kiryo + Leo909 (jin)

@m0ch1
@saffilikesotters

Creds

Production: Jin
Cover Art: Jin
Lyrics: Jin, Mochi, Saffi
Vocal Mix: Jin, Mochi, Saffi
Final Mix: Jin, Mochi, Saffi
Master: Jin

Lyrics
(@ilyjin)
my flesh is fallin off to reveal someone new
i look n the mirror i dont recognize u
out eyez aint the same urs dont tell the truth
im n a race 4 my body n i dont wanna lose 

ive said it once before but u can blame it on me
d-d-do what u want u can blame it on me 
idc if it gets toxic blame it on me 
no matter what happens u can blame it on me 
(all on me) 
x2

(@m0ch1)
well if ur upset then u can fuckin blame it on me
if ur goin crazy u can can always blame it on me 
if u start to hate me u can fuckin blame it on me 
n no matter what the time of day u blame it on me 
y do i always have to take the blame 
y do u always put the blame on me 
y do u always put the blame on me 
y do u always but the blame on me?!
n sometimes i do not understand whats goin on n my head 
n everybody fuckin loves to tell me everything thats wrong w me 
ni  thought u culd b the 1 that i culd trust when im upset 
but everytime i talk 2 u u treat me like im trash 
n i hate it 
n it wuld feel so much better if i was rlly n the wrong
if i was rlly n the wrong 
but baby can u tell me if im wrong

(@ilyjin)
ive said it once before but u can blame it on me
do what u want u can blame it on me 
idc if it gets toxic blame it on me 
no matter what happens u can blame it on me 
(all on me) 
x2

(@saffilikesotters) 
yea blame it on me
racks on the table like a center piece
yea we so connected human centipede
haunt u like a ghost cuz that’s my entity 
i just wanna roll up and chill
count all my mills up 
i’m noddin off
i’m gonna pour me a seal up
i never cough
shout out to jin they a real one
and im poppin all these pills so i can feel numb 
i fight this so much i feel dumb 
all my emotions i went and i killed them
how do i get it back
how do i get u back
how do i relive my past
yea i fucked up
i relapsed on xans 
lsd from the way i’m keeping tabs
make my money flip i get it right back
i don’t wanna break but i think this will last

(@ilyjin)
ive said it once before but u can blame it on me
do what u want u can blame it on me 
idc if it gets toxic blame it on me 
no matter what happens u can blame it on me 
(all on me) 
x2

Blame It On Me ft. M0CH1 + Saffi

oh my glob ^^

everything done by me

all plats soon

lyrics:

I'm not perfect
I'm a liar 
I'm a loser 
set my world on fire 

burn away
dont let me get away now 
burn
burn away
get away now 
quick
burn away
burn me away now
burn
burn away 
burn me away yeah

I'm not perfect
I'm a liar 
I'm a loser 
set my world on fire 
I'm not perfect
I'm a liar 
I'm a loser 
set my world on fire 

ashes left all around me 
I don't think I can walk straight 
so much shit up n my lungs 
don't think I'll be okay 
ik that I'm not perfect 
I wish I could be that way 
I'm not enough for you 
but will you love me today 

I'm not perfect
I'm a liar 
I'm a loser 
set my world on fire 
I'm not perfect
I'm a liar 
I'm a loser 
set my world on fire 

set my world up into flames
I always knew it would never be the same again
no not again 
no not a-
I never wanted to waste all my time 
I held on to a false state of mind
thinking that one day you would be mine
I see through the embers that it was a lie

Im Such A Loser Lol

song about shinji and kaworu

blurry music

prod jin

vocals, mix, master, cover, everything else: jin

lyrics:
i said ill fix it 
and wont run away
ur born from adam
more human than me
existentialism 
and struggle for peace
do u rlly think u can understand me
x2

i hate bein alive 
i ask r u alright
look at me like ima die
reflecting the mirrors shine
i will not run away
even when i decay
merge for eternity
do you see your god in me
i hate it when u leave
im missin normalcy
struggle w my destiny
do u see the best in me
am i worth ur adoration
am i worth ur love
u were from above 
crow dressed like a dove

oh, oh, oh, oh

my imagination still runs wild
like back when i was a child
do u love me still
do u love me when i go wild

i said ill fix it 
and wont run away
ur born from adam 
more human than me
existentialism 
and struggle for peace
do u wanna see the god in me

i said ill fix it 
so dont run away
ur born from adam
too human for me
existentialism
and struggle for peace
do you wanna see the god in me

(shit)

do you see your god in me?

fuck fulcrum fr

shout out @f43isd34d and @luvendz

creds
prod: @sincejon n jin
mix: jin fae n luvendz
master: jin
final mix: jin
lyrics: jin fae n luvendz

lyrics

@ilyjin

no one is coming to save me 
i love when its cold and rainy 
if u want then u can blame me 
if u want the u can hate me
my mind is not in this plane anymore 
i left my body down on the floor
consciousness goes past what the eye sees
self awareness brings boundless beings

@f43isd34d

it’s better if i don’t see
never back down
i swear i’ll make it out
she won’t remember me
ofc i’m tryna make it to the bright side
never felt right
why did you have to lie

no it’s wtv wtv
my feelings tethered 
you’re doing better
had 2 walk away
no it’s wtv wtv
what did u just say
thank god i ran away
thank god i ran away

@luvendz

think imma run away fr yuh
bitch im stuck i cant take it
shit never ends cant face it
i got bad luck yuh
cant give my heart out no
she want racks hell no
no one can save me cant go
(oh no)
(cant go)
(yeah nobody can save me) 
no one can save you
no one can save me
no one can save us
yeah no one can hear us

@ilyjin

no one is coming to save me 
i love when its cold and rainy 
if u want then u can blame me 
if u want the u can hate me
my mind is not in this plane anymore 
i left my body down on the floor
consciousness goes past what the eye sees
self awareness brings boundless beings

(gross beat spazz)

No One Is Coming To Save Me Ft. F43 and Luvendz (sincejon+jin)

happy birthday to me

music for ppl who want the crusher experience but dont have a pair

this is mixed so shitty

self prod
everything else also done by me

lyrics:
I see u looking at me
piercing eyes and glowing teeth
u talk shit like u know me
but ik u never wanna leave
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

n I gotta understand that ur different
n I gotta understand that ur distant
n I gotta overcome all the friction
live for the addiction
if I'm abouta die then at least I'm living
pushing like a piston
as far I can remember I never fit in
ppl never fw me bc I'm different
now I'm n the limelight tryna make a difference
tryna make a difference cuz ion wanna b so sad
I never wanted to b like that
ppl all around tryna diss my craft
but I never crash I will never fold
I will not grow old
I'ma die young
best story ever told
body in the forest
put me w the mold
jus make sure when u bury me that my fit is cold

I see u looking at me
piercing eyes and glowing teeth
u talk shit like u know me
but ik u never wanna leave
I never wanted to leave
saying things I don't believe
for the sake of being mean
pushing you away from me

Mutual Understanding

reused cover art lol :p

yea i get it down >:]

prod: https://soundcloud.com/2unid
lyrics, vocals, mix, master: jin :D

lyrics:
(this is terrible!)
ay, n i get it down
y i smoke the loud pack n im sippin crown
that boy he a flake y he talkin down
u aint keyset bitch so dont hang around
u not w us now 
u was coolin w us lil bro y u talkin now
n u stayin on dick like u a stalker now
wanna say we pussy then come show us how
we gon show u out 
we gon lock u up tight then gun u down
n im movin w a knife we gon cut u down
n im movin real light dont make a sound
talkin on keyset u built like a cow, built like cow
u been talkin real funny might go lmao
n this real life 4 me wont walk a mile
what u smoke is real funny i smoke black n milds
n u talkin real dummy im too smart now 
n ur bitch rlly love me got her heart now
never did that fake shit i cant start now 
n im shinin so bright ima star now
as long as im w keyset we goin far out
goin far out, acid on my mouth
i jus took a tab ima shootin star now
im gettin so high like im up on mars now
im up n the sky n i will not come down

Get It Down (zombifiedbae)

calico

falling n love is so scary 

lyrics:
got this feelin n my chest i think it might b somethin
cuz when i look u n the eye my fears dont mean nothin
n when i take u by the hand pls do not run from it
when im w u oh think im at my summit 
well damn aint that somethin
thought i'd amount to nothin
cant lie thought i was bluffin 
i thought i'd never love again
ran away from all my friends 
i didnt like them n the first place
i come back to u n ask myself if it was worth it
god i hope ts is worth it
always struggled w my purpose
i jus scratched the fuckin surface 
yall dont know whats underneath
talkin like this hurts my teeth 
n i thought i was gettin better
but im yellowed from the grief 
youre too fuckin sweet
n if i run away again
u can hate me forever
n ever n ever n ever n ever 
oh
got this feelin n my chest i think it might b somethin
cuz when i look u n the eye my fears dont mean nothin
n when i take u by the hand pls do not run from it
when im w u oh think im at my summit 
well damn aint that somethin
thought i'd amount to nothin
cant lie thought i was bluffin 
i thought i'd never love again
ran away from all my friends 
i didnt like them n the first place
i come back to u n ask myself if it was worth it
i think it might jus b worth it idk what else to say
but ik i wanna wake up w u every single day
n if i break this promise to u then pls run away
i will stand by ur side till my soul decays
i said ill fix it n wont run away
ur born from adam too human for me 
existentialism n struggle for peace 
do you wanna b the god in me?

Overcoming Toxicity

lyrics:

(Soul Calibur 2)

(now I'm gonna kick your ass)

(you cheated)

what u doin 
who u foolin
got a big mac truck 
w a tool clipped 
and he hating on me 
boy u stupid 
I'm jus chilling w my clique 
getting movement 
wyd 
who u foolin 
I jus pulled a wrench 
out my toolkit 
n if u wanna twist shit 
let's get to it 
get me tight like that 
leave u droolin

leave u droolin
leaking out the head
chop em up nice 
or fill em up w lead 
yeah bitch I said what I said 
I'ma real nice girl 
who gonna leave u dead 

gonna leave u dead 
gonna leave u bleeding 
rolled up an eighth 
I think I'm tweaking 
bitch I'm a star
u r beneath me 
like ur a corpse 
ur beneath-

like ur a corpse
u r below my feet 
jus copped from DC 
asics ain't for me 
n what u say 
jus ain't shit to me 
feelin like Luffy 
I'm gonna b king 
Zeke and Luther 
I'm gonna b king 
gimme the throne 
I'm gonna b king 
see my true colors
I'm gonna b king
regalia on 
I'm gonna b-

(don't u want a rematch)

music2greenout2

lyrics:

(this is a Jin exclusive)

blood tears fallin
bitch start crawling 
I can't fw broke bitches
if the money calling 
n if he wanna play w me 
that's a 1 n done 
boy I'ma cook yo shit 
like-
blood tears fallin
bitch start crawling 
I can't fw broke bitches
if the money calling 
n if he wanna play w me 
that's a 1 n done 
boy I'ma cook yo shit 
like a honeybun

I'ma cook yo shit
gotta red dot thru the window
gotta new ak 
hit u n yo temple 
vampire bites 
like my power growing tenfold
n this metal hit ur mouth 
loud like crescend- (ha poser)
yeah it hit ur mouth like crescendo
whats w all this Wii talk 
ion got Nintendo 
whats w all this Wii talk ion got-
what's w all this Wii talk
ion got Nintendo 


i grew up with a wii i lied

lyrics:

transcending history and the world
a tale of souls and swords
eternally retold
facing her enemies head on
her spirit cannot be repressed

(I will lay my soul on the line)

bitch I'm booted up 
yeah I'm n my stance 
bitch I'm evil af
like I'm swinging soul edge 
and I got that fire on me
so you gon meet yo end 
and I got that fire on me 
so you gon meet- (can u hear my soul scream)
and I got that pole 
screaming crumble (give up)
quarter circle ab 
hit a combo 
they say Jin how u do it 
bitch idk
ABKG damn 
think I'm bouta glow

yeah I'm ab to glow 
I jus kicked ur ass while sliding down the pole
feelin like I'm homer 
all ab the dough
smokin all this gas 
feds knocking at the door (hiyah!!)

big body like I'm astaroth (die)
n I'm smokin magic pack from azarath
n I'm smokin magic pack from azarath
red eyes gleam 
black magic slam u on your back (huh)

bitch I'm off my ass 
I jus hit a ring out
take u off the map 
and I took a demon
put it in my staff 
ember of souls 
I turn u into ash 
how I'm smokin
pack (yay)
bitch I love my gas 
bitch I love women 
why I love my strap 
n if u coming near me 
spirit gun blast 
I jus gotta new whip
fuck it I'ma crash (hello)

bitch I'm booted up 
yeah I'm n my stance 
bitch I'm evil af
like I'm swinging soul edge 
and I got that fire on me
so you gon meet yo end 
and I got that fire on me 
so you gon meet yo- (chaos)
and I got that pole 
screaming crumble (give up)
quarter circle ab 
hit a combo 
they say Jin how u do it 
bitch idk
ABKG damn 
think I'm bouta glow

(over already? fine)

(don't u want a rematch)

Soul C4libur 2

lyrics:

welcome to the new stage of history
(ilyjin)
you have said that your wings have the strength to carry our dreams to the heavens themselves
I believe in those words of yours
though I ask you lend us those wings
and pave a road to a new era
a new era of genesis

I had to get up my dough 
stand up on my 2 feet 
no I could not fold 
and if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold 
if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold
I ain't ever getting old 
I had to get up my dough 
stand up on my 2 feet 
no I could not fold 
and if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold 
if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold
I ain't ever getting old 

nah bitch I ain't ever getting older 
ice caps melting but the world getting colder 
n they riding on me roller coaster 
nah I can't believe I made it from where I come from 
bitch I am not done 
get yo mouth shut w the force of obi wan 
high ground bitch but I wanted to b shorter 
melt ts down cuz I hate being sober

and I run it back 
yk where we at 
yeah we at the top 
but my pants still sag 
u ain't coming back from this 
get hit w that blast 
n u jus a stupid bitch 
u staying n the past 
no I am not done like bitch I need my money now 
coolin my dogs but no I'm not Doug funny now 
n I got a laser if he talking funny now 
n I got a laser if get to running 
(honey I'm home)

I had to get up my dough 
stand up on my 2 feet 
no I could not fold 
and if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold 
if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold
I ain't ever getting old 
I had to get up my dough 
stand up on my 2 feet 
no I could not fold 
and if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold 
if u talk shit on me 
nah bro I can not hold
I ain't ever getting old

(hmph not even a challenge)


sag my pants n grab my nuts

this is a jin exclusive

self prod

lyrics:

girl i fell from heaven yeah my wings they bent real bad
yeah u said u love me can u prove that u mean that
angelz from above me and yk they got my back
devil jin flew str8 from hell and yk she comin back
throw yo hands up if u high as hell 
smokin on a spliff pass ts idk u well
talkin to that bitch told her quick do i got that smell
kissin on her lips then her dick yeah yk me well

yeah yk me well i will never kiss and tell 
i keep to myself do not touch elf on the shelf
if u like me well baby u can hit my cell
all the bad bitches i jus wanna hear u yell
said ilyjin how u do it oh so well
its jus practice baby u could do ts urself 
jus smoke hella weed n get on fl
but im still one of one u cant copy my sound

RISEFROMHELLFALLFROMHEAVEN

all self prod songs r on spotify
you cant judge a bat by its wings🔐
she/they
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contact.ilyjin@gmail.com for mixing, feats, etc.

ilyjin

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