juli complete

turn the TV down

i'd sing u to sleep
make u forget 
all those secrets u keep

i'd run miles on miles 
to be close to u, to be close to u
i'd die 10 thousand times
to be close to u, to be close to u

sing u to sleep

flip the switch

wrote this bout dying at 16 so u'll basically stay 4ever 16
yea

4ever 16

monarch

goodbye (feat. powfu)

lonely

when the sky gets dark

you belong

something so fake...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgwYdPzYFFKWu_7tCAAGQZw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

lyrics:
there’s a bomb
in my chest
and i can’t
fall asleep
with it ticking so loud
know it’s burned in my dreams
you don’t notice the sound
you don’t notice anymore

i buried my face in your chest
just to learn how to breath
how to pick through the silence
hear when it speaks
i’m afraid to get out
i’m afraid of an open door

and i’ve been talking to myself
i don’t wanna let anybody know what he’s been saying

and i’ve been calling out for help
i don’t wanna give anymore of the person i’ve been trading

all for nothing


there’s a knife
in my gut
but it’s giving me peace
cause there’s order in circles
i’m twisting to read
in between all the lines
inbetween empty promises

and i’m breaking apart
to learn how to rebuild
all the vessels inside of my heart that were killed
when i crashed into shore
i’m atop of a sinking ship

and i’ve been talking to myself
i don’t wanna let anybody know what he’s been saying

and i’ve been calling out for help
i don’t wanna give anymore of the person i’ve been trading

all for nothing

disappearing on slow motion

Lyrics

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Think that I’m cursed you’re still crossing my mind
It’s been awhile a minute it’s none of my business I know that inside
I still want to talk but I will understand it if not I’m too far out of line
Still don’t know why you keep on haunting my thoughts
some reason I keep holding on
like is it so wrong
to hope it’ll work out this time

I’m sending a text and I hope it returns
You’d think after all of this time I'll have learned
Involvement with you will do nothing but worsen
All of the hurt
On my very person
Wander too close to the flame and get burned
Well none of that matters at all I’ll traverse all over hell
And stay steady searching 
A different version we actually work
wait

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Nah you were lost to my memories
Now you wanna show your face now that I’m healing from everything
I remember all the times that I was holding you next to me
Then you threw that all away, you even know what you meant to me?

I can’t control my breath man it feels like I’m dying
I need to calm myself and readjust to my climate
Anything that I accuse her of she’ll prolly deny it
But I know I'm something convenient she was passing the time with

I’ve never gotten my closure
And suddenly it was no more
“I need to work on me”
Or was I not the person you hoped for
I held that shit on my shoulder
It’s motivation I’m closer
The person, version I wanna be now you wanna start over

You never wanted me then
And I hate how nice you are because it hurts in the end
Yeah I would have been fine starting, staying as friends 
If you rejected me then I would be better than this damn

Perspective (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Yeah you tell me you living, but I’m so damn livid
With all of the shit that you doing
So tell me the truth are you lying
And building a wall
Got no emotions you murdered them all
Now I’m on a fall
On a decline
Everyone says that I’m out of my mind
Constantly coping and killing my time
I’m constantly spouting that I am fine

I feel that I’m going insane
Cause the roses never wilt and nor the seasons change so
I feel that I’m outta my brain
Cause the water ain't blue and the grass ain’t green
On the other side of the wall
The wall

I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
I honestly feel like I’m trapped in a curse
I honestly feel like I’m trapped in my head
Spinning, I’m hurling, I’m hoping I’m dead
But I’ll overcome all this shit that I’ve bled
When I get over the wall
I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
Trying my hardest but that shit don’t work

I said that I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
This not a one take this my 63rd
Ain’t no one gon’ find me they gotta search
On the other side of the wall yeah
Darling you said all my shit sounds the same
Gotta be something wrong inside your brain
I’m breaking your wall, yeah your barricade
I’m breaking away, I’m gonna escape

I feel that I’m going insane
Cause the roses never wilt and nor the seasons change so
I feel that I’m outta my brain
Cause the water ain't blue and the grass ain’t green
On the other side of the wall
The wall

WALL (prod. autrioly)

Bout Time (prod. Nor'ledges)

+ (prod. M4niac)

Every Time (prod. Zeeky)

6 Apr 2019

Feel Inside (feat. Powfu)

sleep thru my alarms

my spam soundcloud <3
pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

4ever 16

juli♡

Recent comments

•sana•

Related tracks