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Vocals by @kennyorlando + @seejayxo
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @jolst

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KENNY ORLANDO - "QUICK & PAINLESS" (FEAT. SEEJAYXO)

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

Lyrics

What do I do? I don't even know
I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones

Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there tell me why you did this to me

I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess
Only at this computer know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Life is a game I just wanna reset

Pushing away any entity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy
Tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off

I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you all I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you, how did I ever see love in you?

Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it 
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, I'ma leave it in

God I don't know where I went wrong in life
But I need to figure it out but I can't figure it out
I just been losing myself, all been doing well
Tryna call god, think I'm going to hell

But I don't want to, no I don't wanna
I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker

That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger

spotify.

bones. | Produced by septfree

on the edge [these days] (p. jxgo)

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

i only let u down

secre

lyrics:

(shine)
i miss myself sometimes
i walk through hell im fine
i dont know why im so scared of you

lost in my mind but i get out of it
why do i feel like shit
i just want over this
call me fragile, i’ll call you obsessed
god knows that we’re both a mess
getting over dependence

but am i really gone? do i even mean it?
what’s the point in trying if i’ll always fucking regress?
why you in my mind every single time i’m depressed?
i thought dropping you would cause me to fear less

but i’m just too damn scared of you
don’t know why, i don’t have a clue
all the shit you put me through

(cray)
and im just so confused
i wanted this life with you, a lot
an apartment with a view
looking down on all the trees, i want more cats, and another chance


it won’t last
I think you had just moved on girl u moved on so fast
I don’t wanna laugh
I just think it’s kinda funny, yea you gaslight yourself

fear ft. yungcray

Ich will dich nicht verlieren


**[المقدمة – همس أو تنغيم خفيف]**  
تنفّس...  
ازفر...  
كن هنا...  
كن الآن...

**[المقطع الأول]**  
أحبب الوقت...  
فهو يمضي كالرّيح...  
اتبع التيار...  
ودع قلبك يستريح...

انتظر الربيع...  
لكن عش الشتاء بسلام...  
فكلّ فصل يحمل نورًا...  
في حضن الأيام...

**[اللازمة – كمانترا تأملية]**  
عِش الآن...  
عِش الآن...  
لا خوف... لا تأجيل...  
دع روحك تجد السبيل...

عِش الآن...  
عِش الآن...  
في الصمت أو في الكلام...  
هذه اللحظة هي السلام...

**[المقطع الثاني]**  
لا تخف من التغيّر...  
ولا من مرور الأيام...  
اضحك مع العالم...  
حتى في غياب الأحلام...

لوّن السكون...  
بألوان الطمأنينة...  
ودع قلبك يعلو...  
ويحرّر السكينة...

**[اللازمة – كمانترا تأملية]**  
عِش الآن...  
عِش الآن...  
لا خوف... لا تأجيل...  
دع روحك تجد السبيل...

عِش الآن...  
عِش الآن...  
في الصمت أو في الكلام...  
هذه اللحظة هي السلام...

**[الخاتمة – همس]**  
أحبب الوقت...  
حتى لو مضى ببطء...  
فالآن وهنا...  
تنمو الحياة بصدق...

...

أن تعيش الآن

I Apologies DEMOTAPE(1)

produced by the one and​ only guardin, check out his music, dude is phenomenally talented.
https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

s.o.s. (prod. guardin)

driveway

SPOTIFY

driveway [Prod.ghxstkid]

lyrics -

(oh i want u)

i want u x8

everytime i look
i see the same shit
the same faces
the same places
oh i don't feel right, need some space please
but it's more than i thought i wanted
oh i loved and lost it
got a little cautious
but i found the right one in the ashes to indulge in
do u wanna see stars in the moonlight?
do u wanna see love in the purest form?

so ur lost again
so ur lost again
and i won't let u see the end

i want u x8

u say it's alright
i see u outside babe
u wanna just drive
u forget the pieces of ur mind that
take away ur innocence
and u strive to find then waste away
i'll try to help if i can ok?
it isn't too hard to see the bigger picture
it isn't too hard when i'm with ya

i want u x8

i want u

my spam soundcloud <3
pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

i only let u down

juli♡

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