julia alexa

sorry about white noise i never did this b4 thank u

astrid :p @1glaive

astrid - glaive cover <3

Notes from the Night Before

Spaceman

us against the world - juli

i hate myself

wishing well

damage

i'm not rlly happy

am i the problem?

Prod. Bri-C
#SCFirst

Lyrics:

Think it’s funny when the rumors and the rumbles fill the circle 
Tried to put it all to bed but it was later than the curfew 
Turning on me in the end, stove is hot it’s finna burn you
Everybody went and said “you can’t trust me I won’t hurt you”
You was brodie but I figured that you’d talking down 
There’s a lotta things I know that they be fussing bout 
Think it’s deeper than the jealousy it all went south 
Everyone done turned the page on me but I can’t drown 
And it’s feeling like my heart is cold it’s hard to love again 
I can’t trust nobody round me cause they turn to running man 
I got problems that I never had when laying in my bed 
Is it real am I to blame I know they wrong up in the end 

So oh oh ohhh
What the fuck?
I be thinking who’s to blame I see the mirror look at us
I refuse to be the one who takes the brunt cause I been tough 
I done walked into this wall too many times to give it up
But it’s okay imma deal, I nod my head just like a bobble
Ain’t shit else that I could do except to take my pride and wallow 
Hide my pain behind Versace, Fendi closet like a model
Walk the runway on these niggas see the drip and they gon follow 
Keep my neck above the water so I stay round 
Diamonds dancing doing hopscotch
Neck been like a playground 
I been feeling different ever since I picked the way out 
The way they tried to put me in a box ain’t gon pay out 
Cuz it’s RIP the old me finna have a seance 
Finished giving people every single thing that they want 
My life been like an Uber, back seat, they can stay gone 
If you fucked me over then I don’t forget shit ain’t no play on 
And I been in my bag that’s of course 
And I was down bad but no more 
I learned a lesson 3 times whats 4?
For 12 nights, I cried oh lord 
I miss my brodie I can’t hear him no more 
My other homie still locked fuck court 
Ain’t many left inside my life that’s sure 
I trust myself until I die y’all sore

You was brodie but I figured that you’d talking down 
There’s a lotta things I know that they be fussing bout 
Think it’s deeper than the jealousy it all went south 
Everyone done turned the page on me but I can’t drown 
And it’s feeling like my heart is cold it’s hard to love again 
I can’t trust nobody round me cause they turn to running man 
I got problems that I never had when laying in my bed 
Is it real am I to blame I know they wrong up in the end 

Think it’s funny when the rumors and the rumbles fill the circle 
Tried to put it all to bed but it was later than the curfew 
Turning on me in the end, stove is hot it’s finna burn you
Everybody went and said “you can’t trust me I won’t hurt you”
You was brodie but I figured that you’d talking down 
There’s a lotta things I know that they be fussing bout 
Think it’s deeper than the jealousy it all went south 
Everyone done turned the page on me but I can’t drown 
And it’s feeling like my heart is cold it’s hard to love again 
I can’t trust nobody round me cause they turn to running man 
I got problems that I never had when laying in my bed 
Is it real am I to blame I know they wrong up in the end

I Can't Drown [Prod. Bri-C]

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Deep Creek Springs

Antipathy

Knock [Ft. Rashon] *p. Deskin*

Hey!

HIGH (ft. 1o6)

BATCLIQUE
prod. agoniafeels
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

laughin to the bank

(order: hope, joshiguess, reaper)
https://soundcloud.com/hopewithindarkness
https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

mixed by: joshiguess (+ hopewithindarkness self mixed)
mastered by: joshiguess
production unspecified: provided via loui jay

No we not the same, get out of my lane
I hate when people talk shit
They never live up to their expectations
So why the fuck you say what you say in the first place?
Cus you never fucking lived it
I got a life I got a purpose
While your shit's just fucking worthless
Your music is garbage throw that shit in the trash
Never coming back yeah make a track
Subtract flows like math
I'm cracked at this music shit with this autotune
I can pop off any day I want to

Don't need love for me I just need the guidance
Look at me straight into my eyelids
So I know that you're being real
Don't cut a deal just to cut me off
I'd do it myself but I'm not a shop
To be honest I don't want this to flop
Every time that you see me drop and
Every time that you speak I swear that I 
Just wanna feel love deep down, not me frown
In my bedroom, you in bed too
Facing away so you don't have to
See me in pain or see me in vain
Don't want you to overthink, but I get if you sink
Back way down to your emotions 
Like a shipwreck inside of the ocean
Never want to cause commotion so I drank the potion

I drank the potion
She told me to pick my poison
It's life or death, hold you to the end
And I ain't riding trends, yeah I just genre bend
Huddled in a tent with a ten out of ten
And I won't forget all the time we spent
(yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh)
And yeah it's hard to say goodbye
And now im' sitting here wondering why
That you never call me

Falling in love is like a dart 
you either hit the mark or miss it outright
Will I ego death like quad or will I deflate 
Like I'm brakence either way 
I'll feel like a (deep fake) deep fake of myself
Maybe a la carte & a second dish for the entree ya

I don't want you to fade out
Like it's the next day
I just wanna help
JUST WANNA HELP
Don't you let this be the end
Because I wanna see your face again (see your face again)
Ice filled cracks in your heart will mend
Just know you're not alone in the world 
There is someone you can call a friend
Someone you can call a friend

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in a dark shadow of hope, i guess.

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i'm not rlly happy

juli♡

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