Don't Cry

XXL Hadron Collider (Duckboy Cover)

lyrics ⬇️   <3

sitting on my patio
whatd i tell you told you so
you never sent me where youd go
just leave my body in the snow
a slow recital for the show
flowers blooming watch em grow
yea i woudla told you but never could
yea i coulda folded but never would
maybe were better off out for good
turning a page in the biggest book
i shoulda told you its not that 
but i bet you wouldnt have looked
my vision went out the window
its better i run off on foot
and if you cant move with the tempo
it feel super bad in my gut

thinking of all the people that had done me so wrong but i couldng care any less

maybe they really got something on in their life and they dont know whats best

gotta put em on to my god yea he gon really put you up to the test

promise yall this ain no joke yea he gonna put you in check

runnin in circles back in the day
hoppin em hurdles so i could get paid
dawg wouldnt murder so i took the blame
had to go further than them in my way
taking a pen to the page writing my rage
i got way to much to say
and if you dont pull up with gang
you cannot hang we gonna put you to shame

yea i feel on top now
yea i write a lot down
of whats going on
yea i might just pop out
Might be a drop out 
but i got it on
Yea i got the wrist watch
while you was on tik tok
you scrollin too long 
might take a pit stop
gotta get gas now
to mow all the lawns

and ill try not to pass out when you show up
But thats asking a lot
coulda tired to put fire out with the water but woulda turned to a flood
and it felt like a touch down when you told me i finally felt like enough
wish we could work out but honestly i think that love is a dud

dropout (yunnygoldz)

rip my heart wide open

Vails x Weepings (prod. Cxrter) 
Hope you guys enjoy!

Lyrics soon. 

#lofi #vails #cxrter #weepings #rap #midwest #emo #chill

No feeling, no meaning (feat. Weepings)

track five: this one is the light after all the heartbreak.  about finding the people who bring peace instead of chaos. the ones who make you feel seen, safe, and whole again. it is me realizing that maybe I was never lost, just learning where i truly belong. to those that showed me that, thank you.

right where i belong

Wir stehlen uns Stunden,
zwischen Schichtplan und Pflicht.
Zwischen Lernen und Leben
verlier ich mich in deinem Dich.
Wir wollt’n das nicht,
doch irgendwie passiert’s –
zwei, die sich belügen
und trotzdem funktionieren.

Gestohlene Stunden

When Words Learned to Sing is the debut concept album by multidisciplinary artist Eva Mercer, blending poetry, cinematic alt-blues, and spoken soul.

What began as years of written confessions and lyrical fragments now unfolds as a unified body of sound — exploring memory, womanhood, grief, and reclamation.

Lyrics and composition by Eva Mercer.
Vocals and instrumental arrangement generated with Suno AI.

I Remember the Day That I DI8D

wait ~feat. emo fruits~

my skin is cold cause i've been sitting here for hours 
drinking at the table looking at the flowers 
my eyes are tearing up but I don't feel like crying 
don't feel like doing anything but dying

know you'll come back but I don't feel like i deserve u
ive never done u any good I only hurt you
you left a scar in me, sometimes u rip it open
swear this one won't heal but u still keep on hoping

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

baby know its hard
for me to keep it up
cause I've been feeling low
but I don't wanna drag u down this empty road
so I'll just keep my issues to myself

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

Change (prod. 4ever Falling)

@prod5head

I hate that I know who you are
I can’t do this shit anymore
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Never forget who you are, even in the dark
Suffer slowly through the scars, as you watch afar

Cry out my eyes till they’re sore
Doesn’t want me anymore
Never knowing what’s in store
Until it washes up on the shore

Regretting every moment set to pass, they all move away from me so fast
Forgetting every way we made it last, guess it slipped right through the cracks
They don’t want you ever to know, deepest darkest things they show
But it all blows up in smoke

I hate that I know who you are, tear me right apart
I can’t do this shit anymore, knew it from the start
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days

The nights of which we walk alone
Praying for our only home
Travel through the far unknown
Hoping light is shone

The shadows of where we’d be
Her mind screaming jealousy
But all I can be is me
Don’t care what they see

Find a way to make me feel
Wish that it was something real
Said my heart was made of steel
But the layers start to peel


Nothing left of my soul
Endless nights took a toll

I hate that I know who you are, tear me right apart
I can’t do this shit anymore, knew it from the start
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days
No matter what’ll change

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days

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better days (prod. 5head)

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rip my heart wide open

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