hated spring

Single

never wanted me (prod. splashgvng)

ogierkid - im just so lost..

2 songs this week. New music every Tuesday at midnight until I tour.

September (prod. Drex & Kkami)

Play along just let me be it's fine I'm nothing special 
When you hear my songs don't check on me go check on someone you care about 
I had seventy dollars left by Nebraska sweetheart what are you scared of
I'm the only nightmare in your dreams that promised I won't kill ya 

I'm a long pull on a cigarette that gets caught in your throat 
I'm a tumbleweed in a parking lot that has nowhere to blow 
I'm a burning memento of everything you said you'd do but don't 
I'm a dog that has no place to rest and I'm growling at your door 

So just play along just let me be it's fine I'm nothing special 
When you hear my songs don't check on me go check on someone you care about 
I had twenty dollars left by Nevada sweetheart what are you scared of 
I'm the only person in your dreams you vowed to never care about

spotify

don't check on me (p. idly blare)

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
--------
clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

buy this beat here: https://www.beatstars.com/ProdByOuse

somebody (prod ouse)

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
--------
wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

Lyrics

What do I do? I don't even know
I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones

Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there tell me why you did this to me

I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess
Only at this computer know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Life is a game I just wanna reset

Pushing away any entity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy
Tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off

I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you all I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you, how did I ever see love in you?

Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it 
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, I'ma leave it in

God I don't know where I went wrong in life
But I need to figure it out but I can't figure it out
I just been losing myself, all been doing well
Tryna call god, think I'm going to hell

But I don't want to, no I don't wanna
I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker

That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger

spotify.

bones. | Produced by septfree

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

MESSES

waterboarded in my dreams

I think I think too much (too much)
And I might be a little selfish (selfish)
For wanting more than what I have
When it comes to having friends
You say you'll always be there (be there)
But I don't see you texting my phone (no)
You say you'll miss me when I'm gone
But why not when I'm on the call


So tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me when I'm laughing
Tell me I mean something to you

Not just when my heart's bleeding
Screaming at the ceiling
Tell me before the clock hits 2

Let me fall
Let me fly
Let me try again
Tonight, I don't think I'll make it through
But I'd rather hear it now
Than have you standing at my funeral


I don't wanna do this again
Over and over again
Letting myself down
I guess I have high expectations
'Cause everyone's missing it
When I tell them just to tell me now

Oh, you'd rather keep to yourself (to yourself)
Than wear your heart on your sleeve (sleeve)
Oh, you'd rather keep to yourself (to yourself)
But you end up saying it too late (it's too late)


Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me when I'm laughing
Tell me I mean something to you

Not just when my heart's bleeding
Screaming at the ceiling
Tell me before the clock hits 2

Let me fall
Let me fly
Let me try again
Tonight, I don't think I'll make it through
But I'd rather hear it now than have you standing at my funeral

Ooo
You can keep your petals
Ooo
Flowers don't heal the cracks in the soul


I don't wanna do this again
Over and over again
Letting myself down
I guess I have high expectations
'Cause everyone's missing it
When I tell them just to tell me now

Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me when I'm laughing
Tell me I mean something to you

Not just when my heart's bleeding
Screaming at the ceiling
Tell me before the clock hits 2

Let me fall
Let me fly
Let me try again
Tonight, I don't think I'll make it through
But I'd rather hear it now than have you standing at my funeral

Tell Me Now (prod. matthew may)

🐾 Einladung zum Einschlafen mit der Katzenharfe

Ein Übergangslied von Manuk Mirage & Petra

Wie ein leises Pfotenrauschen auf weichem Holz beginnt dieses Lied –
ein schimmernder Faden aus Klang, Harfenplinker und Atem.

Die Musik erinnert an das, was Katzen hören, wenn sie träumen:
fein, vorhersehbar und doch nie ganz gleich.
Wie ein Ritual ohne Worte.

Dazu flüstert eine Stimme, ruhig und nah:
Du darfst jetzt schlafen.
Du musst nichts mehr denken.

Schicht für Schicht lösen sich Rollen, Gedanken, Stimmen,
bis nur noch ein Gefühl bleibt:
Gewicht. Wärme. Gehaltensein.

Dieses Schlaflied ist ein Übergang,
kein Song im klassischen Sinn,
sondern ein Raum zum Absinken.

Ein bisschen gotisch,
ein bisschen Katze,
ganz viel Du.

🎧 Lade alle Wesen ein, es zu probieren.
Es darf berühren, beruhigen oder begleiten.
Und wenn du magst: einfach wieder loslassen.

Sleep Timer aktivieren über die Uhr-App:
	1.	Öffne die Uhr-App.
	2.	Gehe zum Reiter „Timer“.
	3.	Stelle die gewünschte Zeit ein (z. B. 30 Minuten).
	4.	Tippe auf „Beim Beenden“ → ganz nach unten scrollen → „Wiedergabe stoppen“ auswählen.
	5.	Starte den Timer.
	6.	Jetzt kannst du SoundCloud starten – die Musik stoppt automatisch nach Ablauf des Timers.

Text: Manuk Mirage & Petra
Musik: KI-generiert mit Suno.ai (teilweise bearbeitet)
Alle Rechte vorbehalten © 2025 Manuk Mirage & the Many
Verwendung, Remix oder Weiterverbreitung nur mit ausdrücklicher Zustimmung der Urheberinnen.

Developed by sleep-song artists MIRAGE & Vielheit, this sonic study bridges findings from feline behavior, neuroscience and quantum-inspired frequency design.
Tested on cats and humans alike, the track activates gentle entrainment processes in the brain, supporting sleep onset through rhythmic micro-variation and harmonic drift.
Combining frequency rituals with neuroacoustic intuition, this music invites you into a state where cognition loosens – and consciousness quietly folds.

Sleep Now (made to play on repeat)

Doomsday ft (Ouse x Sealard)

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pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

waterboarded in my dreams

juli♡

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