falling fall keep on falling

MY FINAL BREATH (PROD. JUDGE)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

lonely spring w/ sxge and jxsie beats

cafe w/ jxsie beats

Lyrics:
They say I’m boring whenever I talk
I’m human too where do they get off
They say whatever they want to
Cause They know I’ll sit here and take it not argue
Trying my hardest to never give up
Why do I quit when the going gets tough
I told my mama I’d make it
I’ll give it my all I won’t fake it

Don’t leave me in the cold yeah baby I am freezing
I think I’m catching cold yeah baby now I’m sneezing
feel like My lifes changing fast, quicker than the seasons
Working just to live on this planet yeah what’s the reason

Wanna be like kid cudi, meet the man on the moon
Kanye in my earbuds think I’ll runaway soon
You don’t gotta like me I’ll keep telling the truth
My life only gets better when I lose people like you

They say I’m boring whenever I talk
I’m human too where do they get off
They say whatever they want to
Cause They know I’ll sit here and take it not argue
Trying my hardest to never give up
Why do I quit when the going gets tough
I told my mama I’d make it
I’ll give it my all I won’t fake it

boring

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cold winds

i want it to rain in the summer

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old wishes

i hate myself

i wish i could forget

i sampled juno - la fleur
BIG SHOUTOUT TO @1hallow

lyrics
it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

why i'm wit yo bitch and she gon act like she don't know you
i went to yo block and bitch they said they don't know you
ar-15, .223 on me, bitch i'ma fold you
i was wit yo hoe, not ya hoe, she gon hoe you

you is just a twitter hoe
look at where them bullets go
hollow go right thru ya dome
we gon get you in ya home

back and forth go back and forth
ion know a fucking thing that's what i'm asking for
what i'm asking for, back to back and forth
i'ma fade the fuck away until i smack the floor

fade away, fade away, glocky make him fade away
12 tryna take my ass downtown, like i ain't got none to say today
12 wan get in my bag, like hey boy what the fuck you make today
oxy clean my glock, yeah this oxy take that stain away

it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

backseat

lesgo
type beat feat worst mix ever feat german me

ganz allein

https://youtu.be/8aPDSQqYdeo
another year
another headache
another day wasted
another mistake
when will i learn?
to stop giving a fuck
about everyone
who treats me like dirt anyways
your problems are not mine
but you point your finger at me
for reacting so poorly
i can't take it anymore
don't try to find me anymore

music video

good try, kid (music video)

youngburial club banger

we're still young

2 scared 2 lose u

take a walk down the river whose waters are red like the leaves in autumn.

a walk down the blood red river

i remember when we talked all summer
if you need me hit me up on the burner 
i been looking at my phone can you give me a call?
i remember when you used to work down at the mall
you can try to run away like you wanted to 
ill try to find a way to you 
i can tell you dont want no part
listen well
to the sound of my heart
im overwhelmed can you make it stop?
im high as hell i know you can tell
i should know x3
know better

a small town i called home @dadeszn

my spam soundcloud <3
pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

we're still young

juli♡

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