Pink Tape

Suicide Doors

Think Ahead (Feat. Skiii)

Created: Tuesday, October 31, 2023, 5:19Am

The meaning to the song is all about life getting harder and harder while the pressure of obtaining your dream feels like it’s getting further and further.

For ilyjxson’s case, he’s about to turn 20 years old on December 27th and in result, life is getting more difficult due to responsibilities piling up.

ilyjxson is currently dealing with life problems which is forcing him to step up to the plate not only for himself, but for his family. As you see in the cover there are 3 people. Those 3 people are his father, his sister, and lastly him in the middle. 

Currently as of December 12th 2023, his father is Experiencing health issues which is a major threat towards his life. And as a result, this is producing major stress onto ilyjxson’s shoulder due to his dream career becoming a musician. Life situations are slowly piling up against Jason which is forcing him to remove his full attention towards his career of making music to prioritize his family’s health. Because as of recently Jason has been having conversations with his family members on how life would be like without him and how they would survive. So this is leading Jason to step up to the plate if shit hits the fan.

As a result in having those conversations with his family members, lately ilyjxson has been dealing with a lot of mental struggles. His positive outlook to life is the only thing that keeps him moving throughout his day. With Jason’s angel number being “555” is to accept change and to make the best of it by becoming the best version of himself. 

ilyjxson makes music to hopefully one day motivate and inspire an entire generation by providing motivational and inspirational music by becoming as vulnerable as possible to allow others to relate to him on a serious note. Because in life we all want the best things and the best achievements, but with this being said, not a lot of light is being shined upon mental illness. Everyday somebody you know is going through it and that same person will tell you that they’re doing fine, when in reality they’re seeking for help. We caved in as a society when it comes to mental health. It got to the point where if somebody is expressing there pain onto social media, others will look at that person as if they’re “weak”. All it takes is one person to genuinely check in with one another to allow them to know that they’re not alone.

Life is simply not easy. So it’s important to keep your loved ones close and to remain the best version of yourself so you can be prepared within any situation life throws at you. Continue striving for greatness no matter what circumstances you face in life. You got to believe in yourself before others can believe in you.

So with that being said, Always keep it a 555.

Pressure

I do not own any copyrights to this project. I may have produced, mixed and mastered everything but this is strictly for educational and entertainment use only. Thank you for your time and listening, love.

Kodak Black - I Wish Remix (E.L.I. - PaintingindaLobby  )

In the creation of this song, there weren’t any lyrics written, any thought behind it, or any structure that helped build this song and the music video. It was just created. But as I listen to this song I can view it from many angles. I can view as a Christmas song, a heart-break type-of song, a get together type-of song, and many more. There's no box where this song fits into. It's just a work of art that was generated from within.

Think Ahead (Feat. Skiii)

ilyjxson

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