Name: saffi x heyyitsbenji x ilykarma x pröz - pls dont consume (2021) by ilykarma (archive)
Duration: 2 min 9 s
Description: recently the 'just4fun' soundcloud collective page was taken down + this song is re-uploaded here for archival purposes & is not a new release

lyrics:

i knew it wouldn’t work 
but i still tried for hours 
my whole body hurts 
why am i such a coward 
everything was sweet 
then it just turned sour 
these are just the perks 
of being a wallflower

there’s no going back 
to what it used to be 
nothing in this life 
is given to you for free
i was searching for something 
that i didn’t even need 
staying true to myself 
helped me find inner peace 

i keep the memories close 
cause their apart of me
some flowers bloom 
in the night 
i know its hard to see
i’m not the person that i was 
wouldn’t you agree 
i used to battle with myself 
i was my worst enemy
i used to depend 
on you too much 
but now i just 
depend on me
i gave it everything i had 
i used up all my energy 
somethings are just 
not meant to be 

i knew it wouldn’t work 
but i still tried for hours 
my whole body hurts 
why am i such a coward 
everything was sweet 
then it just turned sour 
these are just the perks 
of being a wallflower

https://soundcloud.com/ssaeyxng


wallflower (prod. saeyxng)

recently the 'just4fun' soundcloud collective page was taken down + this song is re-uploaded here for archival purposes & is not a new release

saffi x heyyitsbenji x ilykarma x pröz - pls dont consume (2021)

I watched you from my car and saw you crawl upon her body in that dirty fucking room and boy i swear it drove me crazy
Biting on my lip to try and cut away the sound, yeah i know i fucked around but i swear im still ur baby
I know im stuck inside your vision when you fuck her, u wish that u could just forget and rip my stains out of ur covers
Do you ever stop to wonder if you make this shit too easy when you trick another pretty little bitch to think you love her

Im insecure every time i see a mirror
While ur telling me this shit im fucking holding back the tears
Wanna rip apart my body everytime i see you with her
Im a stupid little slut, and i should really dissapear
I could tell you everything you wanna hear
I could whisper all the stupid fkn bullshit in ur ear
Make you think a little, just enough to make u feel the fear
Think u wanna stay close? Couldnt even come near

You think that she"ll replace me? Huh
Talking shit but u still wanna date me
My hands are shaky, i could make u hate me
Break myself again really hoping you would praise me

I dont think ur ever gonna find her
U cant look away im the doll on ur grindr
You just wanna fuck me i see in eyes 
Im so sick of all the hiding, wanna feel alive 

Im your dirty little secret
Yeah u have ur reasons
Hiding me in public
God i feel i stinging
I think im needy
Twitching from the feeling
Cover up my mouth when you start to hear me breathing
I start to whimper biting back my tongue
Youre such a fucking mess when ur begging me to cum
Youre like a monster lappin up my blood
I dont wanna share, want u deep inside my lungs

insecure [darko]

GIV IT UP

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

This is my liquid DnB bootleg of James Hype’s original rave house track. I’ve taken the high-energy, dancefloor feel of the original and reworked it into a smooth, rolling liquid drum and bass tune, keeping the emotion while adding deep basslines, crisp drums, and atmospheric layers for a fresh twist

Waterfalls - James Hype (DJ Couchy Bootleg)

#FUCKᴜꜱᴀ Freestyle🇺🇸🦅 [prblm]

<33 i luv yall

Lyrics:

Baby i just hope yk
That i think ur so wonderful 
And you got me falling down
Falling down so slow
Hate it when ur not around 
And i just wna hold U close
I love that u give me hope
Promise im not letting go

I just need u rnn
I need u to hold me down
I hate it when ur not here
I hate it when ur not around 
I mean what i say
And u can hear it in the sound
I made this song for you
Turn it up loud

So u hear my heart beating 
Tell me that u rly need it
Tell me just how much u need me
Girl i cant control this feeling
I need a royce with the stars
Up in the ceiling 
Im a star up in the building
Im making noise ik u see it 
Yaaaa
angelBoyz shit
U can meet me at the show
If u wanna take a pic
U keep talking shit about me
I’m like who tf is this ???
Spent his rent on my baby
Ima make it back quick
Yea its nothing 😜

So what i gotta do
Just to make you see
I mean what i say to you
Send you a picture 
Let you know i miss you
Girl send me a kiss
I can’t wait to see you

Ur so wonderful o.0 @ourlovestory

prod by @corpsekittyy

lyrics:
i might be a long lost soul until my grave
like what a shame this life’s a waste
somebody please take my place
all that’s left of my heart is a space
idk if imma be okay
i fear it’s always been this way
this life wasn’t made for me
no..

i could never back down u wouldn’t get it
nightmares taunt my soul ever night and day
all alone in my cold room dying 
behind black out blinds where i hide away
i wish that i could at least be crying
that’s why tears fall from the mask i’ve made
no i’m never okay i was lying
lying.. lying..

Nightmares (corpsekitty)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

prod. @overoveroverover

If you understand me just say that I promise it wont hurt. I dnt wanna be alone :).

Too Much 2 Give (prod. overr)

karma's new songs r on spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gTZ5Mf85zN4465uIoypMg

saffi x heyyitsbenji x ilykarma x pröz - pls dont consume (2021)

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