waves - ilyl1ght

cuz you think ur so perfect

produced by ilyl1ght:
w/ https://soundcloud.com/chalyre

ilyl1ght,
im falling out of your love
how you start another fight when its over?
i swear 
you will 
regret
when your sober
breathe in 
breathe out

chalyre:

swear on all these promises that you would just abandon
keeping track of all your lies I know that its so hard to manage
what you did to me
wouldnt know my past if you saw it on screen
cuz you think ur so 

PERFECT
ur not even worth it
STUCK ABOVE THE SURFACE
(god)
I'm just so worthless
(chalyre)
KEEPING ME LOCKED UP TELL ME WHATS THE PURPOSE
BREATH IN, BREATH OUT
sick of all the lies and i see it now
BREATH IN, BREATH OUT

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Regret w/ Chalyre

so here i will reside

produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
everyday were fighting over something new
and i cant keep up with all of the things you do
deep inside i know im starting to see something new
everyday i loose track of time when I'm here with you
and I'm so sorry if i ever seem to come off rude
things that get to me they never seem to leave me be

i always stay up even though i know that i should sleep
it gets a little hard to dream whenever you cant breathe
so here i will reside
in peace among the nothing.

among all the nothing

maybe we just need a little time

lyrics:
sol:
I've been upset writing all these songs inside my bedroom
bite down rip my tongue off let the blood though,
Run though baby you got no body run to,
fight back with the love you gave you'll get your life back 

ilyl1ght
woah
i think that were moving way to fast
we should prolly take another step back
this might just give me another heart attack
maybe we just need a little time
i guess that its my fault i feel bad
cuz i never did everything i can
run to me dont you love me?
don't know why im feeling so upset
all these thoughts they got me running my head
when it gets so hard i take myself to bed
i think that were moving way to fast
this might just give me another heart attack

sol:
I've been upset writing all these songs inside my bedroom
bite down rip my tongue off let the blood though,
Run though baby you got no body run to,
fight back with the love you gave you'll get your life back

Get Your Life Back w/ solstic

your tired eyes could use a little rest

produced by ilyl1ght:
w/ https://soundcloud.com/markuwho

lyrics:
oh she came from a broken home
that solved everything with violence
and she doesnt know how to love
if only she knew what i know

oh she tries so hard but she always gets kicked down
no love in her world or her hometown
it gets hard when you're getting a little old now
too high in your room 'till you run out

oh let me in baby let me in
i could change your mind and your reasoning
i know you're bad at tryna make amends
baby free yourself who knows how it ends

oh, are you avoiding me?
'cause late you're the one i barely see
oh, baby i don't take it personally
you're troubled, hurt and it's clear to see

oh you dont even know if you doing all the right things
time apart separated like a hyphen
i got you and yk you got me
i got you and yk you got me
days go by and you still feeling like a let down 
like a let down 
like a let down
time flies by and your still living on your own now
on your own now
on your own now
baby its okay to fall down sometimes 
your tired eyes could use a little rest
and you've come so far from where you've began
i know it gets a little harder 
as it comes to an end

oh its funny how the time changed so fast x2
swear the days are getting shorter x2
nothing ever seems to last

if only you saw what i can see
though distant know you could be family
every day that you're absent seems 
so long and cold like the icing sea

but i can't worry 'bout that too much
there's a lot people that've broke my trust
and honestly i think i'm going numb to it
i just hope that you're never one of them

oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

Broken Home w/ Marku

August - Not Home Cover

i wish that you were well

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/xhundro
art by: munchi

ilyl1ght:
oh another mess i cant get out of
oh another reason i feel so stuck
i was lost by the love i held 
i was blinded by the things i felt
just another day i wish you well

oh if i knew better then
i wonder where id be right now

hundro:
no matter if I'm the only one
don't matter since all we have is now
if you woulda looked 
then we could've been
cuz all we have is now
if we woulda could
no i only miss
and wish that you were well
and wish that you were well
i wish that you were well
and wish that you were well
i wish that you were well

ilyl1ght:
oh another mess i cant get out of
oh another reason i feel so stuck
i was lost by the love i held
i was blinded by the things i felt
just another day i wish you well

oh if i knew better then
i wonder where id be right now

<3

ilyl1ght, hundro - wish you well

im better than before

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same 

yokai:
we have walked the same path a million times or more
god i hate that it's all just like before
said it wouldn't stay the same
but i'm only in the way
now i know you've grown to hate me a little more
ran away last time i saw you
god i feel ashamed
somehow i've become a monster
unable to change

it's not alright
but i think that i'll lie
and say it is
apologize for the way i've been
can't spend one more night the way i am

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same

oh i swear ill change for 
the better and more
together we'll move on
im better than before
but im so scared that we'll never be the same
lets go to sleep and 
forget our problems
im way to stressed out
to try and solve um
but im a liar to say im ok

who am i to blame?

<3

i swear i'll change w/ Yokai Dreams

I feel like i'm home 

produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Can’t you see what we’ve become 
So far from everything
And i start to feel alive
As i  see you in my dreams

I feel my heart collapse 
So i cut you off instead
“You suck”  i said i guess
“What’s wrong with you?” I said my head 
I think i feel no pain 
This feels so inhumane 

(You always ask me why im like this
But i don't have an answer for you)

You prolly hate me now its okay tho
Its peaceful with no sound here without you
I feel like i'm home 
Eyes swollen i can't sleep at all

it's pathetic that your still thinkin about me 
Im disappointed and i cant keep you around me 
Blood keeps fallin i'm surprised that i'm alive 
But i'm already dead i can't really decide
<3

Inhumane

stay here a little longer please

produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Never know when it is the time will come 
So let me hold you a little longer in my arms 
Lets enjoy this moment while the waters calm
before the sun sets and we all go to sleep
before anxiety come right back to me
stay here a little longer please (x2)

and here i will stay
here i will wait
for you in my arms

stay a little longer please

I opened up and cut too deep

produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
ive been here before 
this where i belong
lying on my bed 
write another song
cloud above my head 
why do i feel down?
its quiet here at night 
and i dont wanna drown

oh you save me from the reasons that i run
every bit of trouble yeah you seem to lift me up
blame it on the weather but you said that we'd be better
I opened up and cut too deep and not it feels like never
a bottle of champagne cant solve your problems
and i know it gets hard as you go farther
i wish that we can go back to November
when all was well and everything was better
you "sorry guess ill call you when your sober"
cloud above my head i never though it would be like this

ive been here before 
this where i belong
lying on my bed 
write another song
cloud above my head 
why do i feel down?
its quiet here at night 
and i dont wanna drown x2

cloud above our head

there's noting i have left now

produced by ilyl1ght:

lyrics:
counting every passing day as i look out my window
how could i have ever know that life could be so simple
and you taught me so many things oh how could i forget
hoping that you can forgive everything i have said
you say eyes dont matter
but i always feel pressure
its rushing in my chest now
ive always done my best
but your no longer here

hoping i can rest now
there's noting i have left now
hoping i can rest now
<3

lets get some rest

say "am i ok?" as i decay

produced by: ilyl1ght 

lyrics:
(decay)
you say to figure out
the person I'm supposed to be
but i cant calm down 
im running out of 
energy

I CANT FIGURE OUT
THE PERSON IM SUPPOSED TO BE
BUT I CANT CALM DOWN
IM RUNNING OUT OF

IM RUNNING OUT OF
ENERGY NOW
I CANT THINK STRAIGHT 
I CANT CALM DOWN
I JUST JUST SIT BACK AND LET TIME PASS
SAY "AM I OK?" AS I DECAY

(liar)

ILL STAY CONFINED 
WITH BAGS UNDER MY EYES
JUST SAY YOU LOVE ME 
IDC IF YOU LIE
YOU SAY I SHOULD SMILE MORE
BUT IDR WANNA TRY
I KNOW THAT YOU HATE ME YOU DONT HAVE TO HIDE

Decay

produced by ilyl1ght

if you guys like this enough ill release it.

floating ( demo sc only )

"lucky" produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
somebody wont you take away
remove me before its too late 
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
forgive me if you want to 
but I'm stuck in a bad mood 
oh stop it, dont talk i can not stand you
woh oh

oh no no i guess it never ends well
for anybody like you
oh you must think your special so mental
lost in denial, your such a liar
keep playing with fire 
you'll get what you desire
oh no no I guess it never ends well
for anybody in hell
I've said this for the last time 
this is farewell so goodbye 

tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
somebody wont you take away
remove me before its too late 
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
forgive me if you want to 
but I'm stuck in a bad mood 
oh stop it, dont talk i can not stand you
woh oh
:/

lucky

"message failed" produced by: ilyl1ght

lyrics:
oh my god
look i did it again
i typed a message but I forgot to hit send.

looks like recently that you've been worrying
i should probably text you back its been at least a week
let u stress me out and i don't think i wanna talk
i need to be alone i need to focus up
im so tired of you throwin all these hissy fits
you should grow up and stop acting like a little kid

𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯
𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘴𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘮

oh my god
look i did it again
i typed a message but I forgot to hit send :/
keep on goin till I'm bleeding i can feel a thing

message failed

"your fault" produced by ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/remember_me_music

lyrics:
ilyl1ght:
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused
how does everything seem to drift apart 
then i fall onto my knees with a broken heart
if i cant fill this void ill be broken forever 
and i dont know how to see on the cloudy whether
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused

RememberMe:
My eyes fixate on your text
You said it was for the best
You said you wanna make amends
But you break me abuse me
I let you use me
You love me loosely
Poem on a loose leaf
You don't really love me
You like to suduct me
Tend to obstruct me
See myself corrupting
I see myself breaking down
You got me up on the ground
I can't seem to swim I might drown
My bones seem brittle after all you've done to me
I've been up three days I can't find no damn time to sleep
I tried to tell you what you mean to me
Then you sat there and ignored everything when I speak

both:
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused
how does everything seem to drift apart 
then i fall onto my knees with a broken heart
if i cant fill this void ill be broken forever 
and i dont know how to see on the cloudy whether
you dont even care and its all your fault
all of the pain and the damage you caused

ur fault w/ RememberMe

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

ilyl1ght ✦

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