this the music music I needed to hear ty 🙏

HyperFocus🚀

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

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trust ft. mental (meta)

03/04/24
#16
art by nuancho on pixiv!!
prod @8clockwork
bday drop <3 
sorry for tha inactivity posting wise, i been so busy with studying for exams but once they are done, imma defo make stuff way more regularly, thank you for ur patience :)
s/o rena

lyrics:
i can't face that shit, i'm in the background
i can't have her love, bring it back round
waiting for that time to come wrap round
this love feels like a race, i feel my heart pound

i can't face that shit, i'm in the background
i can't have her love, bring it back round
waiting for that time to come wrap round
this love feels like a race, i feel my heart pound

i couldn't face it
i was thinking of the times that we wasted
when u were there u made me feel like the greatest
now that ur gone yea my head's been feelin weighted

cryin on ur shoulder, i need ur love
ur an angel bby, flyin like a dove
yea ur cryin 2 me, cryin from above
yea don't doubt urself cause bby ur enough

i can't face that shit, i'm in the background
i can't have her love, bring it back round
waiting for that time to come wrap round
this love feels like a race, i feel my heart pound

i can't face that shit, i'm in the background
i can't have her love, bring it back round
waiting for that time to come wrap round
this love feels like a race, i feel my heart pound

heart (clockwork)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@heroz2299
@heartsayako

im a loser im a mess 
im so far from what u want 
but ur all up in my head
u dont know but obsess 
without u ill be dead 
the words get caught instead 
dont even have a chance 

is it too late 
scroll thru memories we made 
but im the one u hate
only me to blame 
the truth gets hard to swallow too much to bear
but ill still wait right here 
why are u so insincere
u said that youd stay near 

ur all i have dont break me now
or maybe im js dramatic 
js spit it out little liar wont u confess?

kinda crazy 
but i love it 
stalk on ig manipulate me 
feel ur heart beat when u lay with me 
js stay with me 
ur my everything 

take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine
take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine

mess (heroz sayako)

same day same face @nemui

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

【Namine Ritsu】-ERROR 2018ver.【UTAU Cover】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBymYOAvgdA

error

https://open.spotify.com/album/6TkPCeuPLQ3BS8i8ywHFa8?si=QCNSBeu9Q9yS5HgbWRWjiA
FUCK MY LOSER LIFEEEEEE
やなぎなぎー209415

your shaky hands

prod @guda feat @diegointhedark

yea u like me but i despise u
i still own u even if were done
im just tryna run but i cant go
trippin off an oxy i cant move
im sorry but i had 2 switch it up 
small waist t shirt 16 lines
girl yk i love that coke n that blo
ive been tryna get it but ive been so lo
whats right 4 me yk
im drownin in my lows
it seems u do not care
i kno wuts right 4 me
x2 

i dont rlly wanna stop for nun 
so just let me switxch it up now
i just wanna raise a kid
i just wanna get old
i think im built for ts n imma make it
i dont wanna lose i dont een wanna die yet
tell me does it get easier when i get older

new jeans 
2 beans make me happy 
all these pussys talking shit 
but never @ me
carve my face off my head 
imma sell it off 
popping laced clonazepam
i kno tht its wrong 

ur bitch bumps my songs 
how does tht feel 
i wear cleats 
n my shawty rocking high heels
steel bars for bones 
iron maiden 
trapping off my flip phone 
cuts on my arms fading

whts wrong idkk
i was stepping through the mud 
now i walk on marble floors
lil shawty wna fuck 
ima hit , bcome a ghost 
ima step in through the front 
brudda kick n the backdoor 

all they wna do is talk 
i jst wna b alone 
i could never punch a clock 
iv been juggin on my own
whn i looked into urr eyes 
it jst made me feel lifeless 
ive been down
hope u kno tht im trying

low @diegointhedark

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@junshi
@yuikase

know im one call away
let the tides pull me in
didn’t see it coming i got hit
when i say i love you i mean it

if i called u sunday would u meet me monday 
pls js one thing one thing 
do u want this forever we’re better together 
feelings i can’t explain again
in the honda
baby pull me closer

やるせない日々
i just want it over

pop a blue pill
my fingers getting colder

hope you're still gon hold me down
when i'm older 

i'll be there for you
like any time that you need

baby je te veux
tu vois? can you see?

like can you 
see me?

left me crying on the floor
and i'm bleeding

one call away +junshi (asagao)

prod me

i don't know where to go, i don't know what to be
i can't make any friends, i know that they all just leave
i had to open my eyes, now everything’s clear to me
please don't tell me all your lies, your lips i just can't believe
x2

they got no vision, they got no vision
i'm making hits i do it with precision
we going up i'm with the h-division
don't know what to do i just can't make decisions
just have to believe it
don't act so conceited
my wishes depleted
still can't be defeated

they just be making the same songs
but you know that i cannot relate though
me and my friends going up soon
yea you know that it wont really take long
wait your turn, don't turn to hate no
yea don't give them reason to hate you
2025 got a new flow, yea you should know this is a new dawn

just have to believe
your lips, can't believe

believe

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
#####
(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

tell me ur safe +neoprada (dimpleb)

cursed since birth...

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter <3
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lyrics
turn dis party upside down
tht bitch singing all my songs
i ain't roll no loud
turn his body inside out
put a hex on my heart
there ain't no way out
bby tell me whatchu wna knooo
switch flows 
like im switching out my hoezzz
swear i'm only in it for the douughhhh
that bitch talking way 2 much 
i'm unappalled

she gon make me nauseous
it's a paranormal party 
when i walk in
all my bruddas locked in
tell ya brother #kickRocks
get him dropkicked
saw u in my dreams 
and u vanished
mix&matching everything
i'll never understand it 
i kno life goes on
but i hate it
i could only ever see u 
if i blow up & get famous

do u think abt me
think abt u
when ur lonely?
remember everything you told me?
been a whole year
i'm still holding
kinda scared tht i can't love nobody else
leave my brains on the shelf 
cuz i'm never getting help
i kno u don't care bout no one but urself
think bout everything u told me
when u had me in ur spell

how i'm living now is unappealing
i can't break out bby
i need reason
let you find my body
in the deep end
i got no love 
every1 is leaving
whatchu see? 
besides of what i make
or besides a pretty face
you ain't ever gna tell me
hex my heart
and let that shit decay
i still think of it tday
girl i wish u never knew me

turn dis party upside down
tht bitch singing all my songs
i ain't roll no loud
turn his body inside out
put a hex on my heart
there ain't no way out
bby tell me whatchu wna knooo
switch flows 
like im switching out my hoezzz
swear i'm only in it for the douughhhh
that bitch talking way 2 much 
i'm unappalled

hex #dynastyXO ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆𖢻⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

GETTING OUT OF MY OWN WAY

SOMEDAY

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁Creditsᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

produced by @notthesameithink x @killspires x @fun333br

mix by me and @salzuhh 

vocals by me and @salzuhh

lyrics later...
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